Chapter 159 The one standing in front of you is me now
wind.
A strong wind blew past my ears.
Ning Feng stood on the top of the mountain, quietly overlooking his feet.
He stared into space.
The eyes are as dark and deep as the void.
After placing Cecilia, he did not completely escape from the dream world, but returned to the original dream world.
It’s not that it can’t be done, it’s that there are things that haven’t been resolved yet.
Ning Feng was thinking, what does everything that happened here mean?
What is the deep meaning behind these things?
"What does all this mean?"
Why did I dream of Cecilia in that dream of pure white space?
In that dream, what exactly did he experience? What was his purpose at that time?
"What do I mean to them?"
Why is Ariana willing to pay so much and why is she willing to give in to him on all kinds of things?
And why is Cecilia so obsessed with his specialness?
Why did Cecilia choose to continue to suffer the fear instead of killing him when she made the choice just now?
There are too many questions, and there is no way to answer the doubts.
And, the most important question.
"Who am I?"
Where do these special features of mine come from?
What will my fate be like?
What kind of mission do I carry on my body?
Unfortunately, no one answered.
No one can give him the answer.
He stood in silence, hiding his thoughts deep in his heart.
Didn't ask anyone for answers.
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time flies.
Cecilia has never cared about the concept of time.
Whether it was the battles of the past thousand years or the period of being forced to sleep, time was just a symbol to her.
The long time could not leave any trace on Cecilia's body, nor did it make her feel nostalgic.
She is lonely and used to this loneliness.
But now, time has never felt so long to Cecilia.
Fear forcibly devastated Cecilia's mortal body at this moment.
If she was really just a mortal, she might have collapsed and died long ago, and died of panic.
But she's not.
Her soul is so powerful that she cannot even faint.
He can only experience the fear that can make a mortal collapse again and again, and endure the torture repeatedly.
Is this torture?
Perhaps, it was like this at first, but as she gradually got used to it, she had another mood.
Somewhat novel.
It was an experience I had never experienced before, from resistance to slowly adapting to finally accepting it.
The body's trembling has begun to adapt, the heartbeat is gradually calming down, and the body's various reactions have begun to gradually come under control.
Cecilia remained standing, thinking the same thing.
"Why did I make this choice?"
Regarding the choice given by Ning Feng, why did you choose to continue to resist?
Is it this "fear" emotion that makes me feel novel and want to try more?
still……
"Do I really not want to kill him?"
I let him go last time, wasn't it because of his farewell to the words of judgment, so you asked me to let him go once?
Or is it that there are actually other thoughts in my heart that are affecting me?
She also didn't have an answer.
"Good evening, ma'am."
A voice that sounded very frivolous sounded very close to her ears, causing the nervous Cecilia to let out a soft cry.
Ning Feng suddenly appeared in the darkness where only Cecilia existed, with a smile on his face and no trace of confusion.
"Oh, I'm really sorry. I was thinking about some issues just now, and then I remembered and locked you up here."
Looking at Cecilia who was frightened and unbalanced with a smile, Ning Feng did not reach out to help her, but let her fall.
But with her superb balance ability, Cecilia stopped her body at the last moment of falling, shifted her center of gravity forward, and slowly but firmly stood up straight.
Bang bang bang.
"Your adaptability is stronger than I thought. It seems that my psychological shadow is nothing to you."
Smiling and applauding, Ning Feng sincerely praised:
"It's really admirable."
Her eyes were still blinded by darkness, and she couldn't see Ning Feng's expression. Cecilia slowly turned her head following the voice.
"Are you here to humiliate me?"
Are you here to show off?
"Humiliation? No, how could I do such a thing."
Shaking his head greatly, Ning Feng categorically denied the other party's slander.
Could I be that kind of person who enjoys having fun?
"I just suddenly figured something out."
"I have been thinking before, what do I mean to you?"
"A lucky person? A prop that cannot be given up? It can't be the child of destiny, right?"
Ning Feng sighed with emotion, laughing at his previous childish thoughts.
"Now it seems that it is not the case."
Cecilia frowned slightly because of fear, and Cecilia didn't know what kind of answer Ning Feng had come up with that could make his words so easy.
It's like there is no longer a big stone that has been suppressing me.
"In the beginning, I had some misunderstandings about you because of some bad women's mistakes. I thought of you as another contractor."
In other words, someone who has such good intentions towards himself.
"Later I discovered that I was overthinking it, and we didn't seem to have such a close relationship."
She appeared, but never took the initiative to contact Ning Feng.
Even the few times I took action were forced or unauthorized.
"You just saw an opportunity in me, or you saw a reflection of something."
With a faint smile, Ning Feng said some cruel words to himself:
"You are obviously looking at me, but what you are looking at is not me in front of you."
"Maybe it's the past, maybe it's the future? It doesn't matter."
Who am I in your eyes?
Shrugging, Ning Feng was not dissatisfied with Cecilia's behavior.
They don't know each other well, and they don't have a special relationship, so just let Ai do whatever she wants.
But now, some things have to be put on the table.
"do you need me?"
With a change in tone, the cynicism disappeared, and Ning Feng's voice became calm and calm.
"Or, in order to achieve your goals, in any form, do you need my help?"
silence.
Cecilia didn't answer because she knew that the moment Ning Feng asked this question, he already had the answer.
She needs it.
Ning Feng nodded clearly at her silent reply and took a step forward.
"Ariana also has a purpose that she didn't tell me clearly. I know it."
There is always a reason for everything, and everything must have a reasonable explanation.
There is no love without a reason, and there is no love without a reason.
"But you have to understand, no matter whether you see me in the future or me in the past, the one standing in front of you will always be me now."
"At least, in Ariana's eyes, she is looking at me now."
Walking in front of Cecilia, Ning Feng waved gently.
The darkness dissipated, and the fear that enveloped Cecilia's heart disappeared instantly.
The moment the fear disappeared, Cecilia's body was completely unbalanced and she fell to the ground.
The two figures appeared in the pure white space in Ning Feng's dream, and Cecilia saw Ning Feng's expression at this moment.
There was no confusion in his eyes, there was no longer any evil or madness in his eyes, only calmness.
He said:
"I don't mind what you want from me."
"But you have your rules, and I have mine. Let's respect each other."
"As for the rest, I will figure out the answer myself, I don't need you to tell me."
Seriously, he seeks equal qualifications for dialogue.
Perhaps, Ning Feng did not have the corresponding ability, but he still spoke seriously:
"can you accept?"
"If you accept it... from now on, no matter who I am or who I am not, let everything in the past disappear."
"No matter who you think of me, no matter who you look at, it doesn't matter to me."
Looking into Cecilia's eyes, he said seriously:
"But you have to remember that there is only one person in front of you."
"I am Ning Feng, and I am just Ning Feng."
As for the other ones, I will talk about them after I know them.
Facing the angel who fell limply to the ground, Ning Feng stretched out his palm.
I am who I am, neither in the past nor in the future.
Just live in the present.
Raising her head in confusion, Cecilia looked at Ning Feng holding out his palm, and recalled many, many scenes.
It turns out that I was the one who was wrong...
Doesn't this change nothing?
"…………"
She neither nodded nor shook her head, and walked hard towards Ning Feng.
Like a newborn deer, her legs were trembling constantly, and the sweat on her body had not gone away.
But Cecilia's eyes told Ning Feng that she was not as weak as she appeared, and her golden eyes were full of determination.
Gradually adapting to the mortal body, she did not choose to break away from the shackles and held Ning Feng's hand.
Cecilia shook her hand slightly, and the somewhat haggard Cecilia showed a slight smile that made Ning Feng's eyes move slightly.
Staring into Ning Feng's eyes, Cecilia said the same words as last time:
"long time no see……"
"My Lord."
My Lord, a confusing title.
But this time, Ning Feng did not feel embarrassed and accepted the title calmly.
He looked back into Cecilia's eyes and showed a gentle smile.
"Yeah, long time no see."
Maybe it has been a really long time, so long that I have forgotten who I am.
After hearing this answer, Cecilia finally made a decision.
Without hesitation, she did what she should have done long ago.
Taking a step forward, Cecilia emerged from her mortal body, and an angelic body shining with golden light emerged.
She stretched out a finger, condensed the golden light that dimmed the entire space, and gently tapped Ning Feng's eyebrows.
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"Um……"
Margaret, who was lying on the bed, frowned slightly, moved her body slightly, and then slowly opened her eyes.
Staring blankly, the unfamiliar ceiling seemed inexplicably familiar.
"here it is?"
Consciousness gradually returns, this is the ward of Bincheng Watch Club...
!!!
Sitting up suddenly, her eyes widened and she stared at her wrist.