At the beginning, he was dragged into the room by the succubus. Chapter 174 I love you because it is you. (Come on for the college entrance examination tomorrow!)
Chapter 174 I love you because it is you. (Come on for the college entrance examination tomorrow!)
When was the last time you cried?
Shireen couldn't remember.
In some respects, she is indeed a timid person, unwilling to socialize with others and unwilling to accept separation.
But Shirin is actually a very strong person in terms of will.
Except for crying when her parents died, she had not experienced the feeling of crying for a long, long time.
Her mental resistance is very strong.
During these two hundred years of loneliness, she resisted alone, choosing to blend with loneliness and immerse herself in the ocean of knowledge.
Is elven blood the reason why Shireen can enter the legend smoothly?
Could it be that elves are like dragons, that everyone can become a legend as long as they age?
no.
If this is the case, then the elves who can reproduce more than the giant dragon will be the overlord of the world, and there will be nothing wrong with others.
For elves, the threshold for legend is also very high.
Shireen's ability to become a legend is due to the elves' talent in magic and the blessing of age, but more importantly is her own hard work.
For 99% of creatures, the road to legend is extremely difficult.
Talent and hard work are indispensable.
The boring experiments and suffocating loneliness did not break down her inner defense line, but turned into a solid barrier to protect her inner softness.
Protecting the vulnerability that cannot be told to others.
And just now, the barrier that had been solidified for nearly three hundred years finally shattered.
But it wasn't the unbearable pain and sadness that struck her down.
But another emotion.
When it came close, it was calm, as if nothing had happened, and it looked harmless to humans and animals.
But when you really react, it has completely occupied your heart and spread to every corner.
The gentlest knife also hurts the most when it cuts someone.
And this feeling, some people call it the most twisted curse.
But more people call it...
like.
"I forgive you, so can you forgive me?"
"I am willing to go through the next long time with you."
"Elf? Little things like that don't matter."
"Because it's you, I love you."
"…………"
…
"Thank you."
"I love you."
The tears couldn't stop.
Shirin didn't want to cry. Now was obviously a time when she should be happy, and tears shouldn't be the main theme of this memory.
But, unfortunately, she couldn't control it at all.
The more I think about restraint, the more my tears burst.
no……
Can't cry anymore.
Pat.
Ning Feng hugged Xilin and sat on the bed. He no longer said those sweet words. He just patted her back gently and stroked her back gently.
In Xilin's ear, Ning Feng whispered:
"It's okay, you can cry."
Looking ahead, Ning Feng seemed to have seen in a trance the experience of a little girl walking alone for two hundred years.
Gain, lose again, gain again, lose again...
After being hurt again, she chose to hide herself.
"It's no longer necessary to hide it."
Whether it's a secret or your heart, you no longer need to hide it.
"I'll always be there."
Once again, I saw a woman's tears, but Xilin's situation was different from Jiang Wan's, and she couldn't let it out in a destructive way.
Xilin's character is not as decisive as Jiang Wan. She lacks the courage to love and hate, and is a bit indecisive.
But this is not a shortcoming of character, it is just a kind of character, and it is not good or bad.
The loneliness and grievance have long been deeply rooted in the depths of her soul, and there is no way to get it right at once.
The malignant sores are pulled out and the pus and blood are squeezed out, but scars will still be left in the end.
What Ning Feng has to do is to gently pull it out without hurting other parts, and then silently fill it with emotion.
That emotion is love.
tears.
vent.
Cry until your body starts to shake.
In Ning Feng's arms, Shilin vented the emotions that had been stored in her chest for hundreds of years.
Her pain, her loneliness, her regret...
"If I, if I, were as strong as I am now!"
Does it mean that your loved ones don’t have to leave you?
if……
Shilin hugged Ning Feng so hard that she had no time to control her strength as she lost control of her emotions.
Click.
The joints in Ning Feng's body interlocked under the squeeze, making a sight that made people feel sour.
Fortunately, Ning Feng was no longer an ordinary person who had no power to resist, and he resisted this hug of love without changing his expression.
I feel a little pain, but I can bear it.
As time passed, the sobbing sounds gradually subsided, and finally turned into slight snoring.
Shireen is tired.
After crying bitterly, her mind went blank and she was in a trance.
Then there's the fatigue.
After crying bitterly, she realized that she was so tired that she didn't even want to lift a finger.
And just before Xilin spoke, she was gently placed on the bed by Ning Feng.
The tears on the face were wiped, the coat was gently untied and taken off, and the body was gently covered with a quilt.
"Be good, go to sleep."
Gently kissing Xilin's forehead, Ning Feng mobilized the succubus' ability to let her enter the dreamland smoothly.
She wanted to resist, but Shilin chose to obey under Ning Feng's comfort.
Slowly enter the long-awaited dreamland.
Watching Xilin gradually fall asleep, Ning Feng sat down by the bed and held her hand.
"Go to sleep, I will accompany you in your dreams."
But just when Ning Feng was about to stay silently until Xilin woke up, Xilin let go of his hand.
"...Go find her."
Jiang Wan is waiting for you too...
Ning Feng's eyes moved slightly, and he held Shilin's hand in silence for a moment.
"Um."
He gently released his delicate hands and carefully tucked her into bed.
"I'm leaving first. Let's have a good sleep."
After looking at Xilin's forehead, Ning Feng finally kissed Xilin gently on the lips.
"My elf lady."
…
…
Opening the door, Ning Feng was about to take a step when he stopped.
"Yo."
Across the corridor, Jiang Wan, who was holding her arms like a school bully, leaned against the wall and smiled at Ning Feng:
"We meet again."
Raising his eyebrows, Ning Feng blinked and walked out.
"Should I say...what a coincidence, right?"
The door behind him closed silently, and Ning Feng suddenly realized that he already had second authority in this laboratory.
Thinking of the experience of being thrown out before, it is really sad.
"Then it depends on what you think."
Walking to Ning Feng's side, Jiang Wan stood side by side with him and naturally glanced sideways...
!!?
On it, there is a purple mark that is slowly dissipating!
Strangulation marks!?
Shirin, is she so cruel?
And Ning Feng also had the same expression as if nothing had happened...
Do you not want me to know about the conflict with her?
Or are they already playing this wild?
After noticing Jiang Wan's strangeness, Ning Feng, who was still thinking about how to speak, asked:
"What's wrong?"
Why are you looking at me so strangely?
"You... uh, no, it's okay."
Ahem.
Forcing herself to calm down, Jiang Wan returned to her usual free and easy appearance, passed her hand to Ning Feng, tilted her head and said:
"Let's go for a walk?"
"certainly."
Shaking his head, Ning Feng smiled and held Jiang Wan's hand.
Holding hands, the two walked side by side in the corridor.
Instead of taking the elevator, the two of them walked slowly in the corridor in tacit understanding.
Walking through the corridors layer by layer, passing through the training ground, medical room, library, cafeteria, etc.
The two of them neither stayed too much nor missed any of them.
When facing other people they met on the street, they all smiled and nodded without saying much.
Others seemed to feel something about the special state of the two of them, so they watched them leave silently without disturbing them.
Finally, the two of them stopped.
Infirmary No. 9.
This is the small base where they spend the most secret time.
Skillfully taking out the key from the hidden corner, the two of them walked in as naturally as if they were entering their own home.
There is still no sign that anyone else has been inside, but the medicine that Jiang Wan took away when treating the wound last time has been replenished.
Letting go of his hand, Jiang Wan sat on the hospital bed and sighed:
"There are quite a lot of changes."
Pulling out the doctor's stool and sitting down, Ning Feng recalled the detailed changes in the Bincheng branch when Jiang Wan left and now, and said:
"Actually, it's not bad. A lot of monitoring has been changed, but generally there haven't been many changes."
"No, I didn't say that."
Didn't you say this?
Jiang Wan took off her shoes, hugged her legs skillfully and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Ning Feng quietly.
Just like in the afternoon, the two quietly slipped into this room and quietly enjoyed this quiet time that belonged to them.
Looking at her lover who could still vaguely see her childhood appearance, Jiang Wan said softly:
"I'm talking about you. You've changed a lot."
The serious expression only lasted for a moment, and Jiang Wan then smiled:
"At least, when you were a child, you were not a child who would make two women cry for you."
“It really makes people lament the impermanence of the world!”
Blinking her eyes, she asked a little narrowly and gloatingly:
"How do you feel about being such a bad man who makes women cry for you?"
I……
Ning Feng's cheeks twitched and he was about to explain, but Jiang Wan stopped him.
"Ah, I'm just expressing my feelings, I don't really want you to answer."
Waving her hand, Jiang Wan looked at the somewhat panicked Ning Feng and smiled with a smile of success.
"Are you feeling panicked?"
"Listen to me, you have changed. Do you think I am going to say that I no longer like you like this?"
Holding her legs, she stuck out her tongue at Ning Feng.
"Not at all."
Smiling playfully, the childhood sweetheart Angel showed his white teeth.
"I like it, I always like it."
Smiling without any burden, Jiang Wan threw the straight ball towards Ning Feng with a smile.
Then, sink it.
"What I love is you. No matter what you become, I will still love you."
Because it's you, I love you.
"Do you think Shireen and I will fight to the death?"
"I don't care what other people think."
Looking at Ning Feng with a smile, Jiang Wan said meaningfully: