It felt like she had just had a very complicated dream. Shilin's consciousness at this moment was still at the last second before coma, and there was still a hazy part of her consciousness.
I just remember that I seemed to have seen a legendary figure named Stargazer in the end...
With eyes wide open in a daze, Shilin looked at Ning Feng as if she was half asleep.
"Huh? Could it be that you haven't woken up yet?"
Ning Feng liked the cute look shown by the elf sister, but he couldn't continue like this.
"I'm so sleepy, get up."
With a bit of endearment in his movements, Ning Feng tapped the tip of Shilin's nose with his fingertips, and then flicked it gently with a smile.
clatter.
Without exerting any force, the tip of Xilin's white and tender nose did not turn red under Ning Feng's frivolous movements, but only trembled slightly.
Xilin didn't have any big reaction after being shot. She just slowly opened her eyes and looked at Ning Feng dully.
As if she had come to her senses, she slowly raised her hand towards Ning Feng's cheek.
!!!
Suddenly, her raised arm paused, and then anxiously touched Ning Feng's chest!
The magic power in her body was dry and she couldn't use any strength, but Shilin didn't care about that and pressed on Ning Feng's chest indiscriminately.
The next moment, Shirin felt relieved.
Even through the thin clothes, she could feel the warm and solid muscle lines of her chest and the strong heartbeat underneath.
Boom! Boom!
Every beat of the heart is full of vitality, infusing energy into every part of the body. This clear beating is clearly transmitted from the palm of the hand to Shirin's heart.
ha……
After the tension relaxed, Shilin's entire tense state relaxed, and she collapsed limply into Ning Feng's arms.
You're fine.
You are not dead...
"Very good."
Sobbing.
Seeing his smiling face, Shirin's dull mood gradually changed.
Her nose was slightly sour. After confirming that Ning Feng was safe and sound, the emotions she had suppressed in her heart exploded again.
After sniffing, Shirin whispered softly with a hoarse voice and some grievance:
"You're okay, really..."
Very good!
Putting her arms around Ning Feng's body, Xilin buried her face in Ning Feng's chest and muffled her voice:
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
She wanted to restrain herself, but her emotions showed up uncontrollably in the end, and Shirin shed tears.
Compared with the tears shed in the previous moments of despair, the tears at this moment were full of joy and excitement.
And compared to the despair at that time, Shirin still feels aggrieved and sour in her heart now, as well as the touch of regaining what was lost.
Fortunately you are fine.
Fortunately I didn't lose you.
Xilin knew that Ning Feng had secrets, but unlike Ning Feng, she knew that there was a high probability that she would be fine. The information she knew was limited.
For Xilin, the reality she saw was that Ning Feng was seriously injured and was about to die, and even unable to save himself.
That scene was the desperate reality she faced at that time.
Like a nightmare.
Now, finally waking up from the dream, Shirin lamented that everything was a somewhat sad dream, and in reality she had not lost anything.
So she could no longer hold on, no longer maintained her strength, and completely let go of her burden in the arms of her lover.
Warm liquid overflowed from the corners of his eyes and soaked Ning Feng's chest, but he did not dodge.
He adjusted his posture slightly, put his arms gently around Shirin's back, took her into his arms, and stroked her back with his palms.
Time after time, the palms of his hands slid down the smooth depressions on his back, as gently as he was comforting an injured and crying child.
Even though there was a gentle touch on the palm of his hand, and even though the fragrant breath flowed into his nose, stimulating his instincts, there was no evil intention in his actions.
Ning Feng is a rational person.
In most cases, he can use reason to fight against instinct and not become a slave to desire.
Even with a troublesome bloodline like the succubus bloodline, Ning Feng was still able to show amazing self-control.
But many times, this kind of self-control is done deliberately.
In order not to let himself fall, in order not to disappoint those who love him, and for his own dignity... he has been fighting against desire.
But at this moment, no.
There really was no evil thought in his heart, not even a trace.
Facing such a scene and seeing his lover who was so worried about him, at this moment in his heart, he could only feel moved, distressed and self-blame.
I was moved by her fragility and knew how much place and importance I had in her heart.
He blames himself because the person who makes the woman who loves him so sad is none other than himself.
If she didn't have to show off her strength, Shirin would not have fallen into a situation where she almost went berserk and would not have fought to the death with the false god.
[All misfortunes in this world are caused by the lack of ability of the parties concerned.]
Regarding this sentence, Ning Feng once felt that it was a bit out of place, but when he truly experienced that moment, he realized that there was a truth to what this sentence said.
If Ning Feng had enough power and could eliminate the crazy Ascending God before Shilin arrived, then there wouldn't be so many things later.
Holding Xilin in his arms, Ning Feng looked up at the ceiling and his eyes gradually became serious. Finally, his dark eyes became deeper, with darkness like disaster flowing in them.
Ning Feng is not the kind of person who keeps complaining about the mistakes he has made and immerses himself in self-pity every day.
He will learn from his mistakes and solve the problem in a better way in the future, rather than dwell on the past failure itself.
People still have to look forward. There is nothing wrong with reflecting on mistakes, but it is wrong to be too rigidly attached to past failures.
"If you continue to strengthen your own strength, you won't be able to survive relying on others for the rest of your life."
After experiencing this life and death crisis, Ning Feng himself also changed. His will became firm and solid, and his desire for power became stronger.
But when he lowered his head and saw the woman lying on his chest, the darkness in his eyes disappeared and turned gentle again.
His edge and ambition are for outsiders, not for those around him.
Putting his lips to Shilin's ear, Ning Feng whispered:
"I promise you, if possible, I will not put myself in that dangerous situation."
"If I could, I would not put my life on the scales as a bargaining chip for victory."
"I promise you that."
In order not to make you sad, I will definitely survive.
If you have the ability to do it...
They are watchmen, and they chose to embark on this dangerous path.
In many cases, they are not so free and will involuntarily leave their own safety behind.
What Ning Feng can guarantee is that if possible, he will not do that and will think more about them.
But if one day it really comes to a point where it has to be done, Ning Feng himself cannot guarantee how he will make a choice then.
Xilin heard Ning Feng's hidden meaning and wanted to say something, but she just hugged her tightly, and finally turned all her words into a soft "hmm".
Perhaps, this is enough.
Shilin understood his worries and also understood that being able to make such a statement meant that Ning Feng already had his own choice in mind.
"Um."
The palm caressing Xilin's back stopped, Ning Feng paused for a moment, and then patted her gently.
Along with the soothing rhythm, he hummed an ancient ballad that he had heard from Shirin.
Elf music.
Use euphemistic language to express your admiration, longing, and commitment to your lover.
The elf in the story swore to the ancient tree, to nature, and to the gods that he would fulfill his promise.
Ning Feng, on the other hand, only made a promise to Xilin.
Listening to this music, Shirin's trembling body from sobbing slowly returned to calm and stopped trembling.
Accompanied by the lullaby-like singing, Shirin's mind settled down and her consciousness became hazy again.
…
After some time, Shirin's consciousness became clear again, and this time she was completely awake.
"……Um?"
The feeling of dryness and exhaustion in the body disappeared, there was no longer any discomfort, and the whole person returned to his peak period.
This is?
I felt like I was in a warm embrace and lying on a big soft bed.
Where is Ning Feng?
Without any effort in searching, Shirin just turned her head and found her lover.
Lying side by side with Xilin, Ning Feng gently held her hand and never let go even if he fell into sleep.
Her expression became gentle, and Shilin had no urge to get up. She moved her body and moved closer to Ning Feng.
She quietly looked at the man who had stolen her heart, a mysterious man.
In fact, he was also very tired.
When they slept together in each other's arms, Shireen would sometimes wake up before him. What she liked most at that time was observing his sleeping appearance.
Ning Feng, who was sleeping soundly, no longer tried hard to hide himself, revealing the self he had hidden during the day.
After falling asleep, his brows furrowed slightly, as if he was suffering from some kind of pain and pressure in his dream and could not let go.
And what Shireen would do at this time is to hold him in her arms and gently smooth the wrinkles between his brows.
This time, it's no exception.
He hugged Ning Feng gently, then lowered his head and kissed his forehead.
Seeing his unconsciously stretched brows, Shirin's mood became better, and she suddenly whispered with emotion:
"I am a woman who is not very smart and very insecure."
It seemed like he was talking to himself, or like he was talking to someone in his sleep.
"From the very beginning, since I was a child, I have known this in my heart."
"After I discovered that I was different from others, I have always been afraid of other people's eyes and didn't like them looking into my ears."
Because she was afraid of being watched by other people's prying eyes, Shirin chose to shrink up and hide herself.
It was also during this process that she gradually fell in love with this sense of security, and changed from passively hiding to actively staying at home.
"I've always been afraid of contact with others, I don't like to have in-depth communication with them, I'm afraid of separation, and I'm worried about a lonely future."
"But, for you...I don't care about that."
I don’t mind my safe space being invaded, I want to fall in love with you, and I want to never be separated from you.
so……
Taking a deep breath, Shirin regained her determination and courage and said softly:
"Ning Feng..."
The gentle but firm voice made Ning Feng, who had already woken up, no longer be able to pretend to be asleep, and slowly opened his eyes.
Looking into Ning Feng's eyes, the last worry in Xilin's heart disappeared and she smiled and said:
"I'm going to put another yoke on you."
A rope that can pull you in a critical moment, an anchor point that prevents you from choosing the path of sacrifice.
"And this shackle is myself."
Lifting Ning Feng's cheeks with both hands, she gently pressed her lips to Ning Feng's forehead again, whispering in an almost inaudible voice:
"I give you everything I have."
Boom!
A little shy, but Shirin still said it firmly:
"I love you."
Boom, boom, boom!
My heart was shaking violently, and I wanted to burst out with all my strength in an instant.
What persistence and restraint, Ning Feng's defense was directly destroyed by the light words!
After saying that, Xilin kept moving and kissed Ning Feng's eyebrows, cheeks, nose... and lips.
There was some intense kissing, Shirin tried her best to express her emotions, and the two people's positions kept changing during the kiss.
Their lips parted, Ning Feng took a breath and said:
"You don't have to do this step, you have already done it."
You have long been the anchor that keeps me sane.
At this time, Shirin, whose face was covered with a layer of pink, stretched out her fragrant tongue and gently licked her lips, showing a coquettish smile.
Her chest kept rising and falling as she breathed, and she asked:
"...Then, now, do you want to stop?"
It was the beauty of a mature woman that had never really been revealed before.
Faced with such a question, Ning Feng was stunned for a moment, then chuckled and shook his head.
"Then do you still need to ask?"
Since Shirin is ready, there will be no other answer.
"I love you."
Clothes that were in the way rubbed and fell off, skin came into contact with skin, the temperature of the room slowly increased, and breathing became increasingly rapid.
Finally, with soft whispers and gentle reassurances, and with the protest of the tightly clenched sheets, the story came to a turning point.
That is the climax of the prologue and the beginning of all future plots.
On this day, in the room in the Sky City, the elf girl who had been alone for more than two hundred years...
Finally became a woman.
…
…
They didn't care about what happened to Shilin and Ning Feng, and the stargazers had no interest in investigating, so they didn't notice it under deliberate shielding.
After seeing off another special guest, she came to the last visitor in the Sky City.
Looking at the girl sleeping soundly on the bed, the stargazer said with some emotion:
"This feeling is indeed that of a [sin thief]..."
On the other hand, stargazers are not interested in that kind of thing and will not peep.
But some people are different.
There are black cats who not only have ideas, but also have great interests!
People can't, at least they shouldn't.
But I am a cat!
"Hey hey hey... let me be healthy!"
"Come on! Use it hard... eh!?"
But when the excited Ariana was about to watch the feature film, the scene in front of her suddenly disappeared.
???
She immediately pursed her lips, turned her head angrily, and complained to the woman behind her:
"What are you doing?"
"Don't disturb me at this critical moment!"
The crucial climax is coming soon, how do you unplug the power!?
"If I keep doing this, I won't be with you anymore!"
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Finally, the cultivation was successful.
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