With deep blue eyes, Andrew sighed with regret and indifference:
"Even if we try to protect you, you will still die."
die--
"You like this will only be a complete burden to us and will drag down the entire team."
"So, I have to discuss it with my teammates and see what we should do..."
What Andrew said later became increasingly inaudible, and Eberron fell into a special state of trance.
die?
Who will die?
yes……
it's me?
!!!
Her dilated pupils suddenly shrank, and Eberron raised her hand to cover her mouth. Countless scenes suddenly flashed before her eyes.
Buzz——
There was a buzzing sound in his mind, and Eberron's consciousness began to become confused.
She saw a lot.
Eberron's eyes flashed through the faces of everyone she met after arriving on the front line of this battlefield.
And, the tragic situation when they became corpses.
She saw their beginning and end.
Eberron is the Recorder.
Her ability is to record, record everything she feels, what she sees, what she hears, what her nose smells...
Especially after advancing to become a fourth-level awakener, her abilities have been greatly improved, and she has further control over these memory abilities.
This is an excellent ability for a commander.
Eberron can record everyone's abilities and flaws, and through comparison and deployment, he can put them in the right positions to maximize his abilities.
But at the same time, this... is also a curse.
Miracles and magic never come without a price.
It is ironic for Eberron at this moment that the improved ability is also the price of this ability.
【can not forget】
Eberron can't forget anything.
She could even recall fragments of her infancy if she wished.
But this is also relative.
Even though Eberron tried his best to delete those stomach-churning and miserable scenes from his mind, there was no way to do it.
She saw the deaths of all the soldiers and engraved them deeply in her heart.
So, she could only bear it.
From confusion at the beginning to fear later, as she saw more, the pressure in her heart gradually increased invisibly.
Every day, every hour, even every minute and second that passes, the pressure on her mind continues to increase.
Like an hourglass that keeps passing by, Eberron's sanity continues to wear away at those pictures every minute.
Eberron knew that something was wrong with her state, and she needed a chance to rest and breathe, but she couldn't stop at all.
Coming here as a Teton family, the "honor" of being a noble does not allow her to give up easily, but this is not the most important thing.
More importantly, Eberron simply cannot let go of the warriors whose names and faces she has memorized.
If he were not there, the cold-blooded executioner who didn't care about anything would not care. He would just let the soldiers do whatever they wanted and then die in vain.
If his temporary respite causes those who believe in him to completely lose the chance to breathe again, then Eberron will definitely collapse.
So she continues to persist.
She swallowed a large amount of medicine to suppress it. It had some effect at first, but then the medicine became less and less effective and made her gradually irritable and irritable.
She began to be unable to control her emotions and easily lost control.
Eberron has reached the edge of losing control. If she takes another step forward, she will completely fall into the abyss of madness.
She did not give up on saving herself, so she arrogated to Grand Duke Hansci
Yue Di made such a suggestion.
Eberron not only wanted to save those people, but also wanted to save himself.
She already, really doesn't want to see death anymore.
But she was denied.
Grand Duke Hanthorn shattered the courage she had accumulated with his cold eyes, and everything returned to where it started.
Eberron had actually guessed that outcome, so he just locked himself in the room to vent.
And now, her value has been denied again.
He was denied by a peer, a former secretary, and a minor nobleman.
This time, she couldn't hold on anymore.
"I will die..."
anger……
"He is like this, and so are you."
Erupted.
Eberron raised his eyes and glared at Andrew, whose expression remained unchanged, with red eyes.
She was not struck down by the indifference in his eyes, nor did she easily believe what he said.
The other party doesn't know him well, so what does he know based on this meeting?
Snapped!
Her hands suddenly grabbed Andrew's collar, and Eberron weakly but angrily shouted out the words that were suppressed to the extreme in her heart:
"What do you know!?"
Eberron roared at Andrew uncontrollably, like a beast forced into a desperate situation, wailing in pain:
"Why do you deny my efforts! Haven't I done enough!?"
I have worked very hard, why can't you see it?
Have I pushed myself to this point?
What else do you want me to do!?
"You...do you want me to die?"
As long as I die, everything will get better?
no, I can not.
Without the commander, those soldiers will only die more miserably, and they may not even leave their bones.
Boom.
"What do you want from me?"
Released his right hand, Eberron weakly hammered Andrew's chest, whispering hoarsely:
"I don't understand what death is...and I don't even want to understand it!!!"
She closed her red eyes in pain, and tears continued to seep out of her eyes and fall down drop by drop.
"I...I! I just!"
"I just don't want them to die in vain anymore..."
Can there be no more death?
Can you please stop dying in front of us, okay?
Can you please stop appearing in my world and die miserably?
"I just want this, what did I do wrong?"
Boom.
The hammer blows became weaker and weaker. After venting his anger, Eberron lost strength in his feet and fell down.
Before falling to the ground, he was gently supported by Andrew and then gently put down. Eberron put his forehead on his shoulder.
He kept sobbing, but Eberron could no longer speak.
Under LaFaya's alert gaze, Andrew knelt on one knee in front of Eberron and gently hugged her shoulders.
After hesitating for a moment, Andrew's expression was no longer cold. After a moment of silence, he gently hugged Eberron's shoulders and whispered softly in her ear.
"You did nothing wrong."
Holding the secretary who looked strong but was actually thin in his arms, Andrew sighed silently.
"It's just that you have to understand that no matter how hard we struggle, in the end..."