"Don't say that I have changed. You just think that the prosthetic eye in my eye is a scourge! It is a demagogue and a carrier of chaos! But have you ever thought about what will happen once I lose my eyes? I will change
He became a cripple who could not see anything, and became the dying man who was alone in a tent on the battlefield, trembling in pain and betrayal!
"Without the prosthetic eyes, I would have died inexplicably at the border of Nali. I lost my breath while helplessly crying your name over and over again. If I had not had the prosthetic eyes, now I am just helplessly begging for charity.
Love, the pitiful bug that lets other women look up to you! This way you will be satisfied, this will make you happy, right? Because in this way I won’t cause you any trouble, even if you break one or two countless promises to me
So what, right?
Fisher's pupils shrank, and his expression collapsed amidst Elizabeth's questions. The previous excessive questions and the previous toughness were all crushed by the sea breeze at this moment, turning into something that even the mythical rank and the chaos of life could not control.
A slight tremor.
Elizabeth tugged on his collar forcefully, but Fisher's palm at his side showed no reaction at all, only shaking slightly, as if he couldn't receive the message from his brain.
At this moment, Emhardt, who had been in Fisher's arms, opened his mouth. His eyes stared at the shattered Elizabeth in front of him. While sighing, he also wanted to make some excuses for Fisher at this moment. After all, he had been along the way.
He always follows him.
Although it is true that what Fisher did was not human affairs, and he was always greedy to possess other hearts, he did not let go and become ruthless after one night as Elizabeth said.
At that time, four and a half years had passed since Fisher returned from the past to the present. He arrived at the Southern Continent as soon as he came back, and saw that Raphael's Dragon Palace was invaded by demons and was in danger of life and death. Even when he came back, he
He had already decided to see Elizabeth, but he still had to choose to stay when Rafael's life and death was in crisis.
After returning to Nali, he really didn't want to escape from fulfilling the promise he made four and a half years ago. He just didn't want what happened between them to ruin the funeral of his dead teacher, but he didn't expect to see Valentina there.
He didn't mean to do this.
Emhard squeezed his body outwards, determined to give up his own safety for the time being, and stretched out his head to tell Elizabeth that Fisher had not forgotten the promise between them, and he let go of Valentina's hand.
Time is indeed left for you.
But the next second, Fisher's slightly trembling hand was raised. He did not push away Elizabeth's hand that was pulling his collar. Instead, he pressed Emhardt, who was about to move, back into his arms and stopped him.
speak.
Of course, Fisher could explain and express his views on each of Elizabeth's words, saying that he did not mean it and that he had not forgotten his promise to Elizabeth.
Even this honeymoon is like this. Does he really not want to spend this honeymoon with Elizabeth? Is he even unwilling to do such a simple thing?
But when the Lord of Destiny told him that chaos was growing in Elizabeth's body, he was really worried and afraid of making the same mistake as Rafael. He was afraid that she would be controlled by the prophecy of annihilation and become annihilated like Rafael.
The firewood that activated the prophecy of the world finally burned her up.
It's just that this feeling of worry about Elizabeth's safety overshadows the importance he attaches to the honeymoon. Does this mean that he is not willing to give Elizabeth even a honeymoon?
However, there are obviously so many things that can be explained and defended, especially since it is obvious that many of Elizabeth's accusations are subjective in what she considers, so why can't Fisher say anything?
Because, following the promises that were "betrayed" over and over again in Elizabeth's eyes, he didn't want to break the honeymoon agreement, and he didn't want to break the agreement to come back to see Elizabeth.
So let me ask, did he break the promise he made when he made a private decision to "always only have each other"?
Fisher, who knew Elizabeth so well, realized almost instantly that the many agreements and promises she had verbally displayed were actually just one.
Talking about coming to see her after coming back, talking about honeymoon, are actually all false phantoms of the original promise.
Fulfilling the above promises will not eliminate the original promise. On the contrary, if Fisher only fulfills that one promise, it will not matter if all the remaining promises are not fulfilled, because Elizabeth will be satisfied.
But this is the most basic and important promise that Fisher truly broke.
He has someone else, and it is no longer possible to only have each other with her forever. This means that no matter how dedicated he is to Elizabeth from now on, those things that originally belonged to her will be divided by others.
For a long time, Fisher has been determined to give everything to the women he has contact with because of his greed, for their safety, for their happiness, and even to the point of death, he does not want other women to be endangered, as if this can make up for his
The sin of greed.
But the question is, when you stab someone with a knife, can it be said that if you pull out the knife and stab yourself, stab yourself to death with one knife, two knives or even countless knives, will the person who was stabbed feel uncomfortable because of it?
Feeling pain?
What's more, for Elizabeth, it may be more like Fisher stabbing her countless times, but very few of them fell on Fisher himself.
So from another perspective, is Elizabeth the only one who feels this way?
What about other women?
Rafael, Jasmine, Valentina
No, it's not that they didn't, it's just that they didn't tell Fisher.
Fisher couldn't help but think of Rafael's restrained and cautious cry when he knew Jasmine was attracted to him, the humble plea of Yaliel's mother-in-law, and Jasmine's muttering in the Demon Dynasty.
language.
He and Elizabeth were back, and Elizabeth was not satisfied. So, what about Valentina, who wanted to pull him away at that time but watched as she let go and left with Elizabeth?
Are these feelings something that does not exist unless spoken out? It is not until today that Elizabeth speaks out and can they be named and characterized?
Just because they didn't say it out loud was because they were never equal to Fisher in relationships, it didn't mean that such feelings didn't exist.
Think about it carefully, were these things already fixed when he committed the crime of greed? Or can these feelings be eliminated through acquired efforts and make each of them satisfied?
I am still struggling against the prophecy of annihilation. I am not strong enough. Is it enough for the gods who are struggling against the invasion of foreign gods in the spiritual world?
Fisher suddenly thought, if he had the same power as the gods, or even more unimaginable power than them, would this situation not happen?
Imagine that if the prosthetic eye owned by Elizabeth was just an ordinary holy object, she would be just a queen of secular kingship instead of a messenger of chaos. When she saw Fisher of the mythical level in front of her, her brokenness and
Will the anger ease? Will it change at all because of his power?
""
Fisher opened his mouth, but when he looked at her empty and broken eyes, he seemed to see her soul in them again, the soul that was always looking at level with him.
Just at this moment, he seemed to know the corresponding answer and no longer asked for the answer in the dark.
He accepted all the accusations, but it was only after all this that he finally spoke,
"Elizabeth, it's not that I don't want to spend this honeymoon with you, I'm just worried about your safety and that you will be burdened by the prosthetic eye and the chaos. Somehow, now I know that you made this decision on your own, not for the prosthetic eye.
and chaos control, I actually breathed a sigh of relief.”
He smiled in relief, but his eyes avoided hers bitterly. He didn't refute anything, but just let out a long breath silently,
"No matter what, it's good that you are safe."
Elizabeth looked at Fisher in front of her, her lips trembled, and the strength of the hand holding Fisher's collar relaxed silently, until she completely left contact with his collar, and Fisher followed suit.
This action turned his gaze back to her, looking at her with a sad and regretful look.
"But, Elizabeth, there is one thing you said wrong. I am not simply trying to solve the prophecy of destruction for the other women you mentioned. After leaving you, before I get to know any of them, before I get
When I saw the prophecy of doom in the book named [], I had already embarked on a journey to try to solve the prophecy of doom."
He looked straight at Elizabeth in front of him, his eyes sad and firm,
"At that time, I was just a human being. I had no idea about the difficulties, horrors and fate behind the prophecies of doom. I embarked on this journey. I just felt that if a person like this had the special ability to raise me,
Sister Lessa, it would be a pity if this world with Teacher Haytham, Trundle and you just perishes like this."
Elizabeth's eyes trembled slightly, but at this moment, it was clear that Pandora's prosthetic eyes had no effect on Fisher in front of her. Just by virtue of their understanding of each other, she could realize that what Fisher said now was absolutely true.
Indeed.
"Elizabeth, I don't know what kind of world you are talking about that created the new order. I just feel that with you in this world now, there will be more good people like you in the future. The people who make me miss you will be
The world I was born into needs to be saved. The education I received since I was a child, and the love and warmth I experienced when I grew up all drive me to protect the existence that gave me these.
"I haven't changed this from beginning to end, but you have. In the past, when you were young, you could also experience this beauty and see that there are so many people outside of Nali who are different but similar to the Nali people.
The creatures are still alive. I don’t know if you still remember. You said you liked to see me writing articles for the group of sub-races trafficked to Nali from the Southern Continent. You said that if there is a chance in the future, you want to join me.
Go to the southern continent, go to the north, and travel to the restless east side of the continent
"But now you can be so understated, causing massacres in the place we once longed for, and be able to be so understated in believing in foreign gods that we don't know the roots of. That's why I say you have changed. However, I also know that you are just
It’s just that you have changed in this aspect, but you have never changed in terms of loving me and taking responsibility. You became like this only because you suffered the suffering that I should not suffer. Those betrayals and those sins are all things that I have never experienced personally.
,I am not qualified to condemn you in this regard
"Although my original intention to solve the prophecy of annihilation has not changed, my love for you and my responsibility to you have changed. This is all because of my own greed and no other reason."
Emhard raised his eyes and looked at Fisher, whose arms were shaking slightly at the moment. He didn't understand what he was thinking when he said these words. Emhard just felt that Fisher was sadder than ever before.
and regret.
With Fisher's words, the anger in Elizabeth's eyes gradually faded away, revealing the fragmented sadness hidden under the anger.
It turns out that beneath much of the burning anger in this world is the sadness that is serving as firewood and is about to turn into ashes.
She squinted her eyes and slowly took back the hand that was placed in front of Fisher's collar. Her emotional words also became smooth, suppressing the sadness in her words as much as possible.
"My beauty, everything I hold dear, were all ruined in betrayal. Once ruined, you can never get it back or make up for it.
"Fisher, I have seen through it all. You will never look back. Even if your regret is sincere, even if your sadness is sincere, you can no longer let go of the women you have a relationship with."
Now, it is impossible to have only each other; the normal family love that I dream of, the brother who will not betray me, the father who will not regard me as an object, the sister who will not leave me and will never come back; with me
The soldiers who died on the battlefield, my eyes that were blown out will never come back again.
"Everything I want has been turned into ashes in this precarious old order, leaving only pain on my body. And the end of the world is approaching, in addition to preserving Nari, only the new order can
Give me back everything I want."
Standing in front of the scarlet sky, Elizabeth raised her empty eyes little by little, looking at Fisher in front of her with a strong aura of confusion.
Fisher didn't understand what those chaos promised Elizabeth. He didn't understand chaos as a mortal enemy, and he didn't understand whether Elizabeth, who was about to become the Death Trinity, had the ability to recreate everything she wanted.
None of this is important anymore, because Elizabeth's new order no longer contains everything she hates, and Fisher persists to this day in order to preserve everything in the world.
"Let's finish our honeymoon, Elizabeth, I promise you."
Fisher looked at Elizabeth in front of him and said suddenly.
But at this moment, a violent explosion suddenly came from the palace in the back. Fisher turned his head and saw a violent chaos of life suddenly coming from the room where Alicia used to live.
Immediately after the breath, a twisted mass of flesh about a person's height emerged from the room and fled towards the deep mountains and old forests far away from the beach.
In my ears, the illusory voice of Destiny also came,
"No, the method you used to stay may have been discovered by the usurper Chaos. He is probably resisting the flesh and blood you left on Alicia's body now. If he wants to run away, if your body is not covered with that, even the chaos on my body can be seen.
Is it something unclear? How could it be discovered by Him? Is it possible that there is still news among these chaos?"
Fisher was stunned for a moment, turned his head and looked behind him. The golden light in Elizabeth's eyes became more intense, but the sadness on her face remained unabated. She just whispered,
"I told you, Fisher, I know more than you think. I have always known what exists in Alicia, and I also know why you keep seeing her. The reason why I don't stop you and
She met because from the beginning, I left the death aura of [Hemula] on her body to protect her.
"The Trinity of Death will be accomplished soon, and I will burn the world that I hate into a sea of fire and rebuild its lost beauty."
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