Fisher opened his mouth, and the quiet voice of Alagina in his arms echoed in his mind, as if at this moment she was not a Sardinian woman at all, but a truly fragile soul.
In other words, even women from Sardinia actually have tangles and vulnerabilities in their hearts.
"I always thought that Fisher and I should be something called love, some kind of carnal desire for the opposite sex, but now it seems that is not entirely the case. Otherwise, I should have absolute possession of your body and should always have it.
I always thought about pressing you on the bed, but over a long period of time, I realized that was not the case.
"I tried to find the answer, and soon discovered the answer. Logically speaking, Mr. Jack is already old, and whether it is from his appearance or Nari's character, he is definitely not the type popular with women in Sardinia.
, but the crew members on the ship are very envious of Pahtz; and Fisher, your appearance is so excellent and your figure is so attractive, but they don’t have that kind of envy when they look at me. This may be because, from the beginning to the end,
In the end, what we pursue is not the perfect lover or the outpouring of desire, but a family."
Fisher accurately recalled what she said to herself before they were separated from her on the island of Patlion. She said, "One day, I want to start a family with the person I love." It turned out to be here.
,
"So, what you said when you separated from me was because of this, right?"
"Um"
Alagina kept burying her head in Fisher's arms with a sullen voice, like a student seeking answers.
"I suddenly realized why I was so touched when I saw you for the first time, Fisher. Because in my subconscious, I had imagined thousands of times, the one who could give me a home.
The figure came into reality, so I tried every means to get close to you. But I also gradually discovered that a home does not come to you by itself, but that you need to build it yourself and finally live in it.
"But I have never had great ambitions. I don't know what the family I want to build will look like. In fact, even my long-term wandering at sea is based on the worldly view of 'glory and wealth', and I want to give something back to my sisters."
.How do I know how to build a family? The family I grew up in was a twisted and depressing place. I tried every possible means to escape from there, even seeking revenge on that woman."
Fisher thought about it and realized that this topic was difficult to discuss. The main reason was that the family concepts of Narli and Sardinia were actually different.
The different divisions of labor between men and women in society will inevitably lead to differences. This difference cannot be judged simply by the interplay between men and women, because even women in Sardinia have the ability to give birth, which changes the concept of society and family.
becomes particularly complex.
"Did you ask Pahz for advice?"
After thinking about it, the cross-border sunset couple Pahtz and Old Jack have become a very reference example.
But after hearing this, Alagina just smiled slightly, nodded and said,
"Pachz wanted me to stay away from you. She felt that I couldn't create the family I imagined with you. You see, Fisher, you have so many people living in your heart besides me. David suggested that I start from other people."
I want to snatch you and possess you from the hands of women. Unfortunately, I am too cowardly to even think of this idea. Because I feel that you are not an object, and other women who have a relationship with you are not demons.
"During my stay at the Sycamore Tree, even though I regarded Valentina as a 'husband-stealer' and looked at her every move with colored glasses, I still felt that she had done an impeccable job for me.
Sister, she treats everyone equally and treats people of every race living here with kindness, otherwise my sister would not have the idea of settling down here. Apart from her relationship with you, has she done anything wrong? I can
Is this going to rob her of the relationship between you? Can I eliminate the time you have gone through?
"But if I don't care, how should I deal with myself? From the perspective of a Sardinian woman, every hair and every inch of my skin resists accepting her. Emotionally, I hate her like this.
She exists, but rationally I cannot be hostile to her and use any despicable means to fight with her."
While Fisher was stunned, she jumped out of his arms with a pat and landed on the half-finished deck.
She opened her arms slightly, looked at the ship in front of her, looked at Fisher with a smile, and said softly,
"I'm afraid Valentina has done nothing wrong, and the same is true for you Fisher. If you don't go to the north and marry her according to the wishes of the Moon Princess, then I'm afraid she won't live to be twenty years old, and the sycamore tree will also
will cease to exist, and now we who have been betrayed by the Black Chief and have no choice but to have nowhere to stay, I am afraid I will die on the ocean."
"Alagina, Isabel wouldn't even have come to your ship if it weren't for me."
Sensing some apology in Fisher's tone, Alagina pursed her lips. After holding it in for a long time, she still couldn't bear to speak,
"But, Fisher, are there so many what-ifs in this world? If I hadn't fallen in love with you at first sight on your way back to Nali, if I hadn't chased you fiercely in Nali, then you wouldn't have fallen in love with me.
ship, then how long are you going to wander in the Southern Ocean with Isabel, Old Jack and the others? Will something happen to you? If so, will the result be good?
"Mother God bless, it is of course a good thing to feel guilty for certain decisions in the past, because it means you can recognize the past, but please don't overdo it. It's Fisher I like. Even if there are any mistakes, I will be with you.
Fisher, you should bear it together. What is important is the present, and what is important is the future. I just don’t want to stay by Valentina’s side. It doesn’t mean that I left my sisters. It was a mistake to travel alone.
"I still have things to do for others, David's, avenge my sisters, and after that, I may also try to find what a real home is. Fisher, there may be someone else in your heart.
, but I don’t want to give up. This may only mean that our future home will look very special. We need to spend a lot of time describing it, but it does not mean that it does not exist. It is not beautiful. I just don’t want to be separated from you.
, I just want to be with you."
After hearing Alagina's words, something blocked in Fisher's heart was suddenly cleared.
For a long time, Fisher has actually been trapped in a self-evident cycle.
His conscience prevented him from getting rid of his sins. He did succumb to his greedy desire and took possession of their feelings, thus creating a debt in his heart. This debt made him subconsciously want to repay it, so he did a lot of things
Whenever something happens, they will sacrifice themselves to satisfy and protect the other party.
This kind of thinking cannot be said to be wrong, but it was only wrong when meeting Elizabeth.
Fisher greedily desires to possess every woman he meets, but at the same time he also loves them deeply. Love makes Fisher feel indebted for their kindness and his own shortcomings. This also works for Elizabeth.
But what Elizabeth wants cannot be satisfied by his concession, because many things in this world are not what you want.
Fisher always felt that if he had done better back then, Elizabeth would not be like this. If he had not left her and listened to her explain everything, then she would not be blind.
However, as Alagina said, many things are not perfect.
If Fisher had not left Elizabeth, Rafael, Jasmine, and Valentina would all have died. He would not have known Renee and would not have embarked on a journey to solve the prophecy of annihilation. It might have happened just before his wedding to Elizabeth.
Soon, this world will be destroyed in the confusion of most living beings.
ififif
If so, if so, then the result will definitely be good?
Fisher has always loved Elizabeth, because when Theresa died, he had no financial resources, so he worked as a tutor and did odd jobs, and still could barely afford the rent and food. In front of the Royal Academy, etc.
When she was unable to cope with the high tuition fees of higher education institutions, she sponsored a scholarship to the Royal Academy and designated Fisher Benavidez to be exempted from tuition fees.
Fisher has always loved Elizabeth because when he was an orphan with no resources and no connections, and even the magic books for learning magic could not be borrowed from the library because he had no money, it was Elizabeth who took him to see Haier.
Sen, let the great magician see the academic potential of this young boy.
Fisher has always loved Elizabeth because he knew that Fisher could not bring any valuable gifts to attend the eldest princess's birthday party, so she secretly bought something very expensive and put it in the gift pool, but her signature was
Fisher Benavides, so when the young man came to such a high-class banquet with only a few hundred Narios as a gift, no nobleman, no one in Gedlin ridiculed him for it.
Yes, gold always shines. Fisher, who can win the Griffin Championship, is undoubtedly a smart talent, but in Nali's society, even if gold is covered with a rag, it will dim.
lifetime.
Elizabeth brushed off the dust on the piece of gold and held it in her arms, so the piece of gold always felt that she had done something wrong and made the person she was then become what she is now.
But now, maybe that piece of gold can realize that loving her does not mean pampering her infinitely.
"Alagina, no matter what you want to do in the future, I want to do it with you."
Fisher's eyes raised little by little. He was very grateful to Alagina for saying this to him. At least these words did not make him so confident and complacent that he took Alagina's actions for granted.
"As for the concept of family, unfortunately, I have not studied the sociology of the Sardine Kingdom in the north, but even if I have dabbled in it, I cannot explain what it is. Maybe,
Family is what you say, but we are content and willing to be together?"
Alagina's heart quickened little by little, but being cautious and cowardly, she still wanted to confirm again.
"Fischer, are you willing to continue on the journey with me? If Valentina or anyone else doesn't agree, are you willing?"
"Ah, I do"
But Alagina couldn't help but take a step forward, hugged Fisher tightly and held her in her arms.
She buried her head in Fisher's neck and whispered,
"Great, God bless you, Fisher, God bless you"
Fisher heard this but couldn't restrain his curiosity after all. He patted her back and said,
"It seems that you really hate Valentina. You have even changed your belief in the Frost Phoenix. When did you start to believe in the Mother Goddess? You even led David to say this."
Alagina stepped back slightly, but looked at him with confusion, not understanding why he said this,
"When Fisher, haven't I always believed in the Mother Goddess?"
""
Fisher stared at her blankly, carefully studying the extremely serious expression on her face.
It wasn't until a few seconds later, when he was completely sure that Alagina in front of him was not joking about the Shura Field but really thought so, that his expression instantly became serious,
"No, something is wrong here, Alagina."
“What’s wrong here”
Fisher quickly let go of Aragina's body and looked at the extremely empty space outside the ship. There were bright lights in all directions, and he couldn't see what was going on outside the spiritual world. It was just like a sealed research facility.
.
But Fisher felt particularly awkward after Alagina said these words, as if the space, time and even everything here were wrong.
He was stunned for a moment, then gently let go of Alagina, then pulled her to his side and said,
"Alagina, you didn't believe in the Mother Goddess before."
"Me me?"
Alagina's expression was so confused that she seemed to be doubting that she was not who she was now.
Only then did Fisher feel that he was stupid. He had the blessing of Azan Ross. Before, he had opened a level that would affect him. As a result, now that the level could be released, he simply forgot to open it again. Instead, it might have happened now.
Entering the danger of being discovered by something in the spirit world.
He was just about to recite the incantation to open the blessing, but suddenly he felt a heat in his chest.
He was slightly startled, opened his coat, and saw that the pockets of the coat had been ironed through and stuck tightly to his skin, just like what he saw when he transformed back into his true form similar to the Chaos Species.
The golden light flashed brightly and darkly, but the golden light was dimmer than ever before, like a candle in the wind that might be extinguished at any time, as if it was struggling against something.
He touched it doubtfully, and the power balance of the golden light suddenly faded. The next moment, the scene in front of him suddenly changed, but he saw that it was still the empty dock, and it was still the same place in Alagina's house.
On top of the unfinished ship, the only difference compared to the empty space we just saw was that there seemed to be a scarlet mist everywhere, so much so that Alagina in front of her was instantly shrouded in it, making it impossible to see clearly.
With such a thick scarlet mist, he didn't realize anything just now?!
"Mother God bless you, Alagina, here you are"
Just as he spoke without realizing it, the golden light in his arms bloomed again. The golden light formed a shield visible to the naked eye to cover him. His mind froze, and he instantly realized that he had just subconsciously
He shouted to the Mother Goddess to bless him.
"Ajahn Rose!"
He quickly called out the name of his incarnation, and the next moment, the tentacles on his body took shape, but they drooped very sluggishly, and the golden vortex-like suckers all over his body also twitched and spit out bubbles, like
Like food poisoning.
Isn’t it, Ajahn Roth’s incarnation has fallen?!
What is this scarlet mist?
"Fisher, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"Didn't you see anything?"
"What do I have here? I was just looking at Fisher and you suddenly started saying something I couldn't understand into the air in front of you."
Alagina couldn't see this thing either, just like him just now, she saw nothing.
"It's nothing, Alagina, just stand aside and wait for a while while I think about things."
Fisher's thoughts quickly calmed down. He first spoke to comfort Alagina beside him, without telling her the situation around him.
Mainly, Fisher didn't know what other effects the scarlet mist had on Alagina besides making her believe in the Mother Goddess. If there were any other operations that could affect consciousness and he accidentally touched it, then
It's not a big deal that Aragina turned into a trouble in an instant. The main reason was that she was afraid of being in any danger.
The question is, why is the most obvious change in the scarlet mist turning people to believe in the Mother Goddess? Is there any connection between the pollution of the spiritual world and the Mother Goddess?
"good"
Alagina swallowed her saliva and noticed Fisher's unnaturalness, but she followed Fisher's instructions and did not act rashly again.
Fisher frowned, stretched out his hand and waved it in front of him, and watched as his power stirred the mist to move like a whirlpool.
He looked around and seemed to find that the fog had a source, at least it was certain that it came from a certain direction.
This direction is
Fisher raised his head blankly and looked in the direction of the ceiling, and suddenly saw an equally huge hole above the huge space of the dock.
Countless crimson mist tangibly poured into it from above, as if becoming more restless due to Fisher's presence.
The scarlet mist kept surging like a tide, but was as elusive as illusory air, until a vague and extremely terrifying muttering sound slowly came from it, like some kind of monster,
“SensêSensêItai”
"Tasukete"
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