Listening to Renee's words, Fisher opened his lips slightly, pondered for a moment, and then he just said,
"Yes, becoming a human may indeed be a good thing, at least for me."
"Right, Fisher, do you think so too?"
Fisher raised his head with a smile, nodded, opened his palm, and saw that his human-like palm gradually grew sprouts under the influence of Renee's authority and was restored to its original shape by Fisher.
As this process continued, the extent of the impact on Fisher also began to weaken, at least as can be seen from the size of the granulation.
"Well, maybe it's because I'm human, so I've experienced certain things that make me linger, so I think being a human is a good thing.
"Because I am a human being, not a jackal, a tiger, a leopard, or a strange-looking monster, Mother Teresa did not throw me away when she picked me up, but kept me with her. Because I am a human being, so
Only then can I live in a society composed of compatriots who also have souls, and enjoy each other’s contributions while giving.”
In front of her eyes, the huge bright moon seemed to be moved by the words Fisher described, so the bright moonlight on her body became flickering, just like her breathing became faster and faster.
For a god like Renee who has been alone in the spirit world for a long time, the warmth and love of the same kind described by Fisher may be what she dreams of.
"only"
Seeing the pain caused by the collapse and recovery of the granulation in his hand, Fisher took a deep breath and closed his eyes, and then changed the subject.
"Because I am a human being, I also know the bad things about being a human being. If I were just a human being and did not complete the manual, even if I tried my best, I would only be able to wander at the bottom of the hierarchy, just like most lives in reality, because
The weak and ignorant will lose their lives in the unknown; or they will become the more unlucky ones, even if they know the danger of future destruction, they can only watch it go to destruction to no avail.
"Those more powerful mythical species are also unable to escape the shackles of their ranks throughout their lives, and are destined to perish in the tricks of fate. When their fate of death comes, they may feel more angry than you. If they had a choice, they would not want to
Become a creature that is not a 'god'."
Renee's huge body was silent for a moment, and then he quickly said,
"I understand that the authority in my body is already something that all other creatures dream of, but"
"I understand Renee"
Fisher let out a long breath, and the twisted flesh buds on his body finally began to converge and became part of his skin again.
Feeling the tightening of changes in his body, Fisher slowly stood up and approached Renee's body. As the distance shortened, he began to show signs of being rejected by authority and collapsing, so he stopped where he was.
He sat down and said softly,
"Sometimes, the things we long for and place high hopes on cannot really solve our problems. It's just that we have never had it, so we will beautify it without leaving any room, attaching all the good things to something we know nothing about.
Basically. Because of this, we are inevitably disappointed every time we get it."
Fisher understood what Renee was thinking. Because of the mistake made by the Mother Goddess, Renee had been bound since birth. She was placed under a restriction that she could never interfere with reality until she met Fisher.
Looking back, apart from Fisher and Lady Eridanus, does Renee know anyone else?
Elizabeth has her kingdom, Jasmine has her parents, Rafael has her dragon court, Valentina has her sycamore tree, Aragina has her sisters on the ship, and even Eliog and Barbato
Si and other demons are familiar with each other
From the beginning to the end, Renee has been in the spirit world, bound in front of her and chased by the prophecy of annihilation in the back.
Perhaps the persona Renee pretended to be before was what she really wanted to be. She wanted to be a carefree and alluring big sister.
Under such circumstances, it may be understandable that she envies the carefree "people" in reality. As long as she becomes a human being, she can be free and unfettered without such a predecessor who committed a serious crime.
But as Fisher said, souls always beautify what they don't have. They can only see the beauty of what they don't have, but not its hidden shortcomings.
If she becomes a human being and loses the perception of completing the manual, can she still meet Fisher who is on the road to solving the world's destruction among the crowds of people? Without the power to transcend this world, all the troubled thoughts of living beings, such as
Can looks, money, etc. be abandoned by her?
On the other hand, Fisher used to be full of fantasies about the level of gods.
Does having authority mean you are omnipotent? But now it seems that within the barriers surrounded by outer gods, such as Lamastia and the now unconscious Darathagon, they possess unimaginable power, but they
Still trapped in the same unimaginable predicament
Fisher lowered his head and looked at the dazzling sea of souls under him, full of intimacy, and suddenly felt that the sea of souls under him was not a "sea of suffering" that every soul could not swim out in his entire life.
?
Every soul dreams of a "shore" that is once and for all, and firmly believes that as long as it keeps swimming, as long as it reaches there, it can escape from the sea of suffering and never have to suffer in it again.
Thousands of gold poured in, fame added?
Seeing forever, looking down and becoming a god?
It's only when you climb up after all the hard work that you realize that it's just another "sea".
The moonlight in front of Fisher gradually became brighter, covering all the sight in front of Fisher who lowered his head. When Fisher came back to his senses, he heard Renee's uncertain inquiry,
"Fisher, if everything we pursue is just a bubble, and it is just the beauty we attach, then is it right to just stay where we are?"
"If you don't move, you will be drowned by the sea."
Fisher raised his head with a smile, looked at the huge bright moon in front of him, and said so.
He also took advantage of the situation and stood up again. After getting used to the influence of Renee's authority, he was able to walk forward again. The sea of souls under his feet also rippled in circles with every step he took.
On the sea of souls behind them, the round heads of little chaotic species were poked out one after another. It seemed that it was only then that they were sure that the huge full moon would not cause harm to them, and they dared to poke their heads out to look at Fei.
Scheer's direction.
"It is a mistake to beautify what you have not got too much. If you swim hard with the intention of going ashore, it will be absurd to swim to the end even if you are exhausted. It is also a mistake to beautify what you have already, because the water is too deep and dark, and you just stay where you are.
The earth will also feel terrified and will be swallowed up."
"So, Fisher, where do you want to swim to?"
After taking just a few steps, Fisher was exhausted. He gasped and held his knees, but his hands began to liquefy due to the influence of authority.
However, Fisher seemed to have become accustomed to the painful changes in his body. A thoughtful expression appeared on his face. After a long silence, he raised his head, looked at the huge bright moon in front of him with a smile and said,
"Well, I think we should just swim until the water turns blue."
"Why?"
"It's just an analogy." Listening to Renee's confused voice, Fisher shook his head helplessly and raised his finger to explain, "Just like now, I am working so hard to train myself to be able to tolerate authority.
Persistence. But even if I can really accommodate Harmon, will I be the opponent of Dream and even the ocean? Will I be able to stop the prophecy of annihilation? "
"Is that okay?"
"I don't know, Renee may be helpful, but maybe it won't help defeat Mew and Ocean at all?
"However, even so, I will do it if I know the result in advance."
Renee was slightly startled and said doubtfully,
"Why?"
Fisher propped up his knees, looked at the moon in front of him with a smile, and said softly,
"Even if it doesn't help the prophecy of destruction, isn't it a tangible result that I can get close to you?"
"Close to me"
"Yeah, get close to you, get close to your body, get close to the real you, listen to your fears, touch your body, and feel your beauty."
Fisher let out a long breath, then walked forward, walking step by step to the edge of the Sea of Souls, which was like a cliff. Very close in front of the cliff hung Renee's body like the bright moon.
Fisher is already very close to Renee.
Seeing that there was no way forward, Fisher gasped and sat down on the sea of souls. Then, he narrowed his eyes slightly, slowly stretched out his hand, and touched the huge moon in front of him.
The glistening moonlight under the sky seemed to be caressing Renee's hair.
"Hey"
The corners of his mouth turned up uncontrollably, and he sat in front of Renee's eyes. He raised his hand and stroked the outline of the huge moon in front of him.
"Isn't it that the water turns blue now that you can touch it, Renee?"
""
The huge purple eye in the center of Renee trembled slightly, and then not only her eyes, but her entire body.
"Buzz buzz"
Uncontrollable emotional fluctuations burst out with the authority in her body, blowing like a breeze in the spiritual world, making Fisher open his mouth.
Indeed, she is not a human being, but a powerful being with authority.
Just because of loneliness, they feel unfair and wronged, and they imagine that as long as they become the creatures in the gap, they can feel the beauty they feel.
But now, even though she is a god, she still feels that kind of beauty, which makes the loneliness she has been trapped in for a long time melt like solid ice.
"Fisher, can you really accept my true form?"
"Anyway, I don't think it's weird, I think it's weird and good-looking."
The moment Fisher spoke softly, Renee's round body in front of her suddenly unfolded little by little, and the huge, constantly moving black feathers also expanded, splitting and unfolding into a Möbius strip.
Star ring.
Fisher opened his mouth wide and watched helplessly as the black feathers spread out and an indescribable thing like the bright moon appeared inside.
this
Is Renee really spreading her body?
Fisher stared blankly at the bright body of the god in front of him, and for a moment he seemed to be swallowed up by the fragrance bursting out of it. In the bright moonlight, he seemed to see a person with a red face and shyness.
The timid Renee suppressed her eyes and put her hands on her chest.
After a moment of silence, Renee mustered up the courage, took a deep breath and looked at Fisher in front of her, then stretched out her arm to him and gently grabbed his shoulder.
But in reality, from the bright moonlight, light-like tentacles slowly stretched out from the huge body, spiraling up and touching Fisher's cheek.
"Renee, you"
"You are the one who said you think it looks good."
"indeed so."
Fisher closed his eyes and felt the warm temperature around him, as comfortable as bathing in the soft moonlight.
And those tentacles split densely, and in an instant they became an order of magnitude that was difficult to count, aggressively passing through Fisher's clothes and adsorbing on his muscles.
Just in Fisher's sight, the black-haired and purple-eyed Renee was wrapped in soft white light, flew down and hugged him like a fairy, and floated away with him, as if she were in a fairyland.
.
"Hello, wait a minute, Renee, I haven't fully adapted to your authority yet. If I get closer again"
Feeling that all the clothes on his body had disappeared without knowing when, and his body was floating, Fisher came back to his senses and said this to Renee quickly.
"I'll take my time."
Only then did Renee realize that she had been too anxious, and her move to "eat" Fisher was slightly delayed.
It's all Fisher's fault. He was already tempting enough, but Renee shrank a little because of her shyness and lack of confidence in her own appearance.
Now that Fisher said something like this, wouldn't it make Renee completely crazy?
Fisher was vaguely aware that Renee in front of him had begun to move her hands and feet, even her clothes
However, he is also somewhat curious about what it feels like to be like this or that with a god who has authority, but for now, it must be more painful than happy, because he has not yet fully adapted to the taste of authority.
"Wow!"
"baby baby"
The little chaotic species below who raised their heads and were still concerned about Fisher's safety all began to heat up, as if they had seen some embarrassing sight, and each one became restless like glutinous rice balls in boiling water. In the end, they all died.
He hid in the sea of souls before his eyes.
In the silent spiritual world, all dangers seemed to have calmed down, like the moment of tranquility before the storm was about to come. Only Fisher and Renee were left.
Fisher's consciousness gradually became blurred, and he could only feel that Renee
Somehow, he just felt that he was getting closer and closer to Renee without realizing it.
Until it can't get any closer, until it completely reaches zero, and then breaks through the distance of zero.
"Buzz buzz"
"Fisher"
In the bright moonlight, Renee's murmur completely encompassed all the things that could not be explained in detail. ()