After listening to Xiao Yue say everything, Liu Hong felt an inexplicable sadness, and gently stroked Xiao Yue's hair with her hand, "No matter how ordinary I am, if I knew that you were not living well, I would definitely do my best.
Trying to help you."
"You are my bestie and my friend. If you are not happy, how can I be happy?"
"We live, not for others to see, but to experience for ourselves."
"Only the happiness you feel is true happiness."
Liu Hong said, suddenly letting out a long sigh and blaming herself, "It's my fault too. I shouldn't have hidden it from you. I should have brought you back long ago and lived with me in Jinchuan City."
"I always thought that you were living a happy life in Tianhai City, and I didn't want to disturb your life."
"who knows."
Liu Hong turned her head and glanced at Gao Ming. The coldness in her eyes made Gao Ming shiver. After a while, she then asked Xiao Yue, "Did you never like him at all?"
Xiao Yue nodded at first, but then shook her head, "No, at first, I liked him a little. After all, he is young and rich, which is exactly the type I like."
"At the beginning, I was prepared to go all the way with him."
"But later, I realized that in his eyes, I was actually nothing at all. He just regarded me as a tool, a tool that could be beaten, scolded, and discarded."
"I told you that he takes care of me, is considerate of me, washes my clothes, and cooks for me. These are all made up by me. He has never even gone shopping with me once."
"I don't know how many times I mentioned marriage to him before, but every time, he gave me a cold look or ignored me at all."
"He has fooled around with other women countless times behind my back, and sometimes even does it in front of me, without caring about my feelings at all."
"As time went by, my heart died, and I no longer had any hope in him being wise. As long as he gives me money and lets me buy things I like, I don't care about what he likes."
Xiao Yue said this with a look of indifference on her face. It was obvious that her heart was really dead.
"But what I hate the most is that he beats me at every turn. If anything goes wrong, he will beat me to death, as if his anger can only be directed at me."
Xiao Yue said this and suddenly smiled bitterly, "Actually, all this is not my own fault."
"I have actually wanted to leave him for a long time. But I am afraid of losing the superior material life I have now. Although I have suffered all kinds of sins at home, at least I don't have to run around for food and clothing, and I have a decent status and comfortable things.
I have a house and a beautiful car, and among outsiders, I am still the envy of many people."
"He is smart and he has grasped this point. He knows that it is impossible for me to leave him, so he has no scruples."
"Because he knows that I, Xiao Yue, am a woman who is greedy for money, loves vanity, loves comparison, and is lazy."
"Without his Gao Ming, I lost everything!"
At this moment, Xiao Yue's voice was filled with endless sadness, "Sister Honghong, tell me, do I deserve what I deserve?"
"If I left him early, I would never have to suffer this kind of torture, but I can't live without Gao Ming's money and can't bear to part with that kind of superior material life. Am I cheap?"
Xiao Yue never raised her head. She didn't dare to look into Liu Hong's eyes. She was afraid that Liu Hong would really blame herself.
"You really deserve it the most."
Liu Hong's voice sounded a bit like she hated iron, "I remember you were not like this when you were a child. At that time, we both wore ordinary clothes and ate ordinary food. We were not that happy.
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"How did you become like this? He treated you like this, and you didn't choose to leave for some pitiful superior life."
"I really don't know how to say hello to you."
Liu Hong also didn't expect that Xiao Yue, after suffering so much, would be reluctant to part with the seemingly ridiculous superior life! Is the abundance of material conditions really that important? Even if she has suffered so much,
Reluctant to give up.
After hearing this, the tears in Xiao Yue's eyes surged again and fell to the ground. It was obvious that her heart was also filled with endless sadness.
"Sister Honghong, you know, my parents passed away early and left me alone in this lonely world. At that time, if your family hadn't picked me up and my uncle and aunt took care of me, I wouldn't have known myself.
, will I starve to death in this indifferent society?"
"But I know that your family is not rich either. My uncle and aunt give me food and clothes that are exactly the same as yours. There is no difference. They treat me as if they were their own daughter."
"Providing me with a chance to finish high school is the greatest gift to me."
"So in this life, I am most grateful to my uncle, aunt, and you."
"After four years of college, I went to Tianhai City. I didn't want to cause any more trouble to your family. Because I knew that I was me after all, and I was different from you. It was only natural for my uncle and aunt to take care of you, but there was no reason for me.
"
"My uncle and aunt were good enough to me, really. When I think about those days, I feel very grateful to them."
"But I can't always accept the care of my uncle and aunt. At that time, I felt that if I had the hands and feet, I could make a living and support myself. I would support myself, work and study, endure some hardships, and be tired.
I can finish college.”
"But my concept changed when I got sick."
After saying this, a shuddering indifference reappeared on Xiao Yue's face. It was obvious that she did not want to think of this memory hidden in the deepest part of her soul, and a wry smile appeared on her lips.
"This disease is not something I got, but something I got from someone else."
"During the summer vacation after my sophomore year, I worked as a waiter in a restaurant, serving people plates and meals, trying to earn enough to pay for the next semester's tuition."
"But one time, I accidentally spilled soup on a woman's skirt. The fault was not mine. She didn't look back, she turned around and hit me."
"In the end, without saying anything, she reached out and slapped me hard twice. She also picked up the rice soup in my hand and poured it all on me."
"It poured down from the top of my head, just like that."
"The soup is very hot, and it directly burned my skin until it turned red. If the temperature had been higher, I would never dare to go out to meet anyone in this life."
"and after?"
Liu Hong, who had been listening carefully, suddenly asked, but her voice was so cold that Gao Ming next to her felt that the temperature in the car was a bit lower than before.
"There will be no later."
Xiao Yue shook her head, but lowered her head. Her long hair covered her cheeks, so Liu Hong couldn't see clearly what her expression was. "Later, that woman asked me to compensate her."
"Pay her for the dress worth two thousand."
"But I didn't. I said, I will wash the clothes cleanly, and they will definitely be newer than new ones."
"But that woman couldn't do it. She said she would never wear her clothes a second time, so she forced me to ask for two thousand yuan."
"I wanted to leave, but they refused to let me go. She and her husband surrounded me and would never let me leave without giving me money."
"In the end, the boss gave her two thousand yuan, but the two thousand yuan was my salary for a month of hard work!"
"The boss compensated her with my salary!"
"The boss told me that the woman was rich and powerful, and her husband was very powerful in this area. He couldn't afford to offend a restaurant owner, and he didn't want to cause any trouble to his restaurant."
"But Sister Honghong, he can't afford to offend that girl, but he can afford to offend me, a poor student!"
"He asked me to leave the store on the spot, and he didn't give me a dime. He said that all my wages should be paid to that woman!"
"He took it upon himself to compensate the company that I worked hard for for a month to that bitch! The boss can't offend her, but he can offend me!"
Xiao Yue raised her head suddenly, and said the last few words almost in a roar.
"Sister Honghong, from the beginning to the end, no one asked me whether I was seriously burned, whether it didn't matter, or whether I should go see a doctor."
"It's not my fault, but I am the worst one in the end."
"I'm really not convinced!"
"I'm sad, I'm confused, I don't know why things turned out this way."
Xiao Yue's words made Liu Hong's heart suddenly hurt. She never knew that her best friend would encounter such a thing in Tianhai City. She knew that it was very chaotic outside, but she didn't know that this kind of misfortune
, actually happened to my best friend.
"So, since then, I have slowly changed."
"I have seen too much injustice and experienced too much misfortune. I think I have seen through this world. It is nothing more than the law of the jungle and the strong, and intrigues."
"I know that money and power can play an unimaginable role in this world. If I had money and power at that time, wore better clothes, and was not a waiter, would that woman and the boss have dared to do that to me?"
"So, I changed. I eagerly pursue power and money, but I also know that as a woman, I can only rely on men to obtain these."
"No matter how hard I try, even if it takes ten or twenty years, I may not be able to have everything I want."
"At this time, he appeared brilliantly."
Xiao Yue said, raised her head, and cast her cold eyes on Gao Ming, "He is young and rich, and he is a warrior with a combat power of nearly three hundred. These, in Tianhai City, although not considered rich, are definitely
He is a high-ranking person."
"So, I followed him. I like the respect and envy of ordinary people outside me."
"I would rather be beaten and criticized at home than enjoy the glory outside!"
"Sister Honghong, tell me, is it wrong for me to do this?"
Xiao Yue looked into Liu Hong's eyes, hoping she could give him an answer.