Only she herself knows how much she wants to see Mo Jingyao at this moment.
They haven't seen each other since they broke up.
Of course, things in dreams don't count.
The dream in the apartment, the dream in the small dark room of the detention center, they are all dreams.
That is not true.
So, just because she hadn't seen him for a long time, she was a little panicked at this moment.
There are also some expectations that shouldn’t be had.
But even if she no longer wants to have those expectations, she still has them.
I just want to see Mo Jingyao.
After being pulled out of the dormitory by Lin Ruoyan, Yu Se pushed Lin Ruoyan away and went to the restaurant alone.
Otherwise, anyone who follows Lin Ruoyan will think of her as Yu Se.
Fortunately, there are many people wearing masks on university campuses.
Many unconventional students still behave like this.
Thinking of this, she can feel more natural.
Otherwise, I feel like I can’t even walk.
She told herself to walk that road slowly and slowly.
Along the way, she kept telling herself that she was 'Classmate Yu Se', and she was definitely not Yu Se.
After such a mental suggestion, she gradually relaxed herself.
The cafeteria of NTU is getting closer.
When she walked to the door, she could even hear her own heartbeat.
Then he raised his eyes and glanced into the restaurant.
She thought Mo Jingyao must have arrived, but when she scanned the entire restaurant, she didn't see Mo Jingyao at all.
Hasn't he arrived?
Yu Se scanned it again in disbelief, but still didn't see Mo Jingyao.
My heart, which had been pounding just now, calmed down slightly.
However, there was no feeling of joy at all. On the contrary, there was a feeling that she might be let go.
Mo Jingyao didn't come.
He let her go.
She took a deep breath and walked into the restaurant.
In fact, along the way, her special makeup has attracted the attention of many people.
Therefore, she has become accustomed to the eyes constantly looking at her.
Just tell yourself not to care.
If he didn't come, he didn't come.
So much the better.
This way she feels happy and relaxed.
Keeping telling herself this, Yu Se found a corner and sat down.
Not seeing Mo Jingyao, my original expectation of seeing him suddenly withered like a deflated rubber ball.
She has lost her appetite.
She didn't want to eat either.
She thought, just sit there for a while, and when Mo Jingyao didn't come, she could leave.
She sat there bored.
Countless eyes came to focus on it.
I also realized that I was a little too dressed up tonight.
Dressing so formally for a meal is a bit too much.
Fortunately, Mo Jingyao didn't come, otherwise as a 'classmate from Yu Se', wearing such a fancy dress would have felt like seducing Mo Jingyao.
Thinking about it like this, she wanted to take off the dress she was wearing.
It's just a pity that I took off the clothes I didn't change.
Otherwise it will definitely be ripped off.
She sat there blankly, and gradually began to feel restless and a little irritable.
After waiting for a few more minutes and no one came, Yu Se took out his phone, opened a small game, and started playing.
That was her favorite game.
Playing this kind of game is the best way to kill time. When playing, you can free your mind without thinking about anything.
This will also make time easier.
As a result, while playing around, she discovered that she didn't even know what she was doing.
She used to be able to clear dozens of levels in one breath, but now she has only cleared the first level a dozen times.
She is not playing a game, she is playing a game with her.
Just when I was thinking about whether to continue playing, a gust of hot steam hit my face.
She subconsciously and reflexively looked at the bowl of noodles in front of her. It was steaming hot and looked very appetizing.
But she didn't order this side.
"I didn't order it, you put it in the wrong place." She said directly without looking at the person next to her.
She really doesn't have any noodles, and she doesn't want to pay attention to anyone now.
However, as soon as she finished speaking, a pair of chopsticks was handed to her.
A pair of clean chopsticks.
Still a pair of somewhat familiar chopsticks.
Yu Se stood up suddenly, and then bumped into the man beside her.
The man is tall and has long legs, and is a full head taller than her.
She turned her head and looked over, and a familiar scent floated into her nose. It was the unique masculine scent of Mo Jingyao, and it smelled very good.
It also has a refreshing aura that no other man has.
"You...you're here." She looked at the white casual suit he was wearing and was startled.
She was wearing a white skirt, and he was wearing a white suit. They seemed to match each other inexplicably and harmoniously.
This was the first time Yu Se saw Mo Jingyao wearing a white suit.
Normally, white is a color that makes her appear fat. However, Mo Jingyao, who was wearing a white suit at this time, did not feel fat at all. On the contrary, it gave her a thin feeling.
He lost weight.
Long time no see, he has lost weight.
As soon as this knowledge entered my mind, it began to take root.
It also made her heart suddenly hurt.
"Hello, Nunnv." The man stretched out his hand and handed it to Yu Se's hand.
Yu Se suddenly came to her senses. Her current identity was 'Nv' and 'Yu Se's classmate', not Yu Se.
As a result, she immediately started to rush around. Looking at Mo Jingyao's hand, she actually didn't dare to hold it.
At this time, she didn't even react. She didn't tell Mo Jingyao in advance what she was wearing or which table she was sitting at, but Mo Jingyao just came over.
She was so confused that she didn't think of this at all.
It took a long time before he reached out his hand, ready to shake it and then let go, and then start eating together.
As a result, as soon as she stretched out her hand, it was held by Mo Jingyao.
The man's big palm is still as warm and dry as ever, which makes people feel at ease.
The moment she was held by him, it was like an electric current quickly spread from his hand to her limbs.
Then the electric current hit her heart directly, causing her heart to start beating wildly again.
She always thought that when they met again, she could talk to him calmly and chat with him, just like ordinary friends. But when she really faced Mo Jingyao this time, she found that she could not calm down at all.
.
It wasn't until Mo Jingyao forced her to sit down that she suddenly realized that her reaction just now was a little... unnatural.
But it's irreversible.
At this moment, she just hoped that Mo Jingyao would not find out that she was Yu Se.
"Young Master Mo, thank you for your help. I thank you on behalf of Yu Se." She spoke incoherently. She tried to break away from Mo Jingyao's hand, but even after she had sat down, he did not let go.
He held her hand as if they had been boyfriend and girlfriend for many years, so it was only natural for him to hold her hand like this.