After chatting with Wang Xingluo for a while, I stood up and prepared to leave.
Although I still want to accompany Lao Wang, but... I know that staying here is of no use and will only increase my pain.
After God of War's Inner Demon, my heart became stronger and I grew up a lot. Some things... no matter whether they were sadness or pain, they couldn't solve any problems.
What I really want to do now is not self-blame and guilt, nor sadness and pain, but to wipe away my tears and move forward, and do everything possible to save Lao Wang. This is what I should do.
Thinking of this, I said to Wang Xingluo: "Sister Wang, I'm going back first. If you have any questions, call me."
"Okay, then I won't send it to you." Wang Xingluo said.
After taking one last look at Wang Yizhen, I left the ward. I hope that the next time I step into this room, I will bring my origin with me.
Having said that, I came here with a mission, because before Lao Wang died, he asked me to hand a message to Wang Xingluo for him.
Probably just to apologize for him and make Wang Xingluo forget about him or something like that.
But then I thought about it, Lao Wang is not really dead. If he really has anything to say, it would not be too late to wait until he wakes up and let him speak to Wang Xingluo in person.
After I went out, everyone saw that I looked worried, and they all tried to comfort me, for fear that something would happen to me.
"I know you are worried about me, but don't worry." I smiled and said firmly, "From now on, I will not be as fragile as before, and the inner demon will never invade my heart again!"
After getting through the inner demons, I figured out a lot.
Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory. I am not a god. I am destined to be helpless about some things. What I can do is to look forward and become stronger to prevent this kind of thing from happening again, instead of immersing myself in regret and pain every day.
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But having said that, I have some doubts about this obsession because I think it happened out of nowhere.
I feel this way, not because I am ruthless, nor because Lao Wang's position in my mind is not important enough, but because I understand myself.
I am indeed very affectionate, but I am also a very strong person. After all, I have gone through many ups and downs, and I have encountered many regrets and partings between life and death.
Take my experience in middle and high school as an example, how many of my classmates and friends died under my nose?
Too much!
So many experiences have already made my heart extremely strong, because I know that pain has no effect.
Therefore, it stands to reason that my normal reaction should be to wipe away my tears, cheer up and find a way to resurrect Lao Wang, instead of going crazy and going crazy and getting sick every day, making everyone worry about me. I am not such a weak person.
"Moreover, my way of killing goes too fast..." My eyes flickered, thinking to myself: "Also, where did the sub-personality in my body come from? I should have never had any energy.
Symptoms of dissociation.”
What I encountered this time was like a carefully designed script. Lao Wang's death was an opportunity. After his death, the gears of my destiny began to develop in an uncontrollable direction.
It was as if there was a mysterious and powerful force in the dark, deliberately manipulating me to jump into the pit of obsession.
Thinking about it this way, the secrets in me may be much more complicated than I thought, but I have been kept in the dark and have no idea.
"Speaking of which, I probably forgot something..."
After I conquered my demons and woke up this time, many memories that I had forgotten due to stimulation came flooding back like a tide.
Basically I remembered it all.
However, there are still very few memories that I have forgotten. For example... I vaguely felt that I seemed to have dreamed about something before I woke up last time.
I am convinced that the sub-personality deep in my consciousness should have allowed me to see some unforgettable scenes, but I cannot remember them.
"I shouldn't have been that serious at first. It should be what I saw at that time that made me become obsessed later." I said thoughtfully: "The content I saw seemed to be related to my family. This impressed me very much.
Profound, so what exactly did I see at that time?”
My current situation is like waking up early in the morning. Although I know that I had a nightmare last night, I have forgotten the specific details.
However, I don’t intend to think too deeply about this matter, because I think sometimes it is good for people to live a confused life, and there is no need to delve deeply into some things.
I forgot about this memory, maybe because I didn't have enough time, or maybe because my dad didn't want me to remember this memory yet.
In this case, it is better to let nature take its course, because I believe that my father will not harm me, and I also believe that... Ye Yuyou cannot harm me.
Yes, I have a vague feeling that Ye Yuyou knows something.
This intuition was so strong that I was convinced that it was true. Ye Yuyou must be hiding something from me, but out of trust in her, I didn't plan to ask her, but decided to leave everything to time.
When the time comes, I will naturally know everything.
Now I don't want to waste my energy on other things. I only have two things to do now. One is to find the source to save Lao Wang, and the other is to break through Samsung as soon as possible and bring Lin Wei back.
Apart from these two things, everything else is out of my sight.
After thinking through these things, I felt my heart suddenly felt relaxed, and at the same time I felt this way...
Kaka!
My avenue has actually increased again!
In the blink of an eye, my road increased from 620 meters at the beginning to 670 meters, a full 50 meters in one go.
Zhang Xinyu and others are already numb. They have seen so many miracles in me today that they all feel that even if I suddenly get three stars now, it doesn't seem to be a big deal.
"Why has my street price increased again?" I scratched my head and asked.
Hearing this, everyone had the urge to find me a big tree on the spot and give it to Aruba. They actually dared to get an advantage and still behave!
"It's not surprising. Brother Wang's matter has always been a thorn in your heart. Now that you have the hope of resurrecting him, the thorn will naturally fall off." Ye Yuyou, who was on the side, smiled and said: "
From this point of view, when Brother Wang wakes up, your realm will definitely increase significantly."
"If that's the case, it's really a double blessing." Hearing this, I also smiled and murmured with a look of expectation in my eyes.