Gu Anan wanted to know, but after she opened her mouth, she hesitated in the end.
"Does he really want me to know?"
"If he doesn't want to, how could I show up here?" Chen Cheng smiled and said in a soothing tone, "This is a sign that he begins to accept and trust you in his heart. It's not because he gave in after you forced it.
You can rest assured.”
"Huo Siting is a very guarded person. Even for so many years, I can't actually see through him. But for you, he chose to let you know about his past. You are the only one who has
exception."
At first, Gu Anan didn't understand Huo Siting, thinking that the man was as aloof as he seemed on the surface, like a god who was not stained by dust.
Later, she realized little by little that the man was not what he seemed on the surface. He could easily get jealous over the smallest things. Underneath his seemingly indifferent appearance, he was extremely possessive, as if it was revealed on the sea level.
The tip of the iceberg, but actually looking down, it’s so unfathomable...
Out of instinct, Gu Anan was actually a little afraid sometimes.
However, she believed that Huo Siting would not hurt her, so now she was even more eager to get to know that man.
Gu Anan thought for a while and then said hesitantly: "I want to know his past, not just the past, I also want to know..."
"About his condition." Gu Anan looked at Chen Cheng, "Can I know?"
Chen Cheng was stunned. He didn't expect Gu An'an to ask such a question suddenly, and he couldn't react for a while.
Gu Anan continued: "In fact, I still remember the things that happened before and have not forgotten them. Although Huo Siting behaves normally now, as if nothing happened before, but..."
"But I'm actually still worried." Gu Anan asked, "Is there anything I can do to help him?"
Gu Anan has not forgotten what happened in the hospital.
Because of the news of Wen Yang's accident, Gu Anan left in a hurry and had no further contact with Huo Siting. Later, he met Meng Xiao by coincidence, and was misunderstood by Huo Siting...
Although the relationship between the two people is now restored as before, Gu Anan has always been thinking about her in his heart, but he just doesn't know when to ask.
"Dr. Chen?"
Gu Anan looked at Chen Cheng's stunned look and continued to ask: "Doctor Chen? Are you listening to me?"
Only then did Chen Cheng come back to his senses and said somewhat complicatedly: "I didn't expect you to still remember this matter?"
"How could I forget." Gu Anan couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Chen Cheng was also a little surprised, "I thought you would think Huo Siting didn't need any help. After all, in the eyes of many people, he can accomplish anything by himself, so without any help, many people would naturally choose
As his vassal..."
"did not expect……"
"We are husband and wife." Gu Anan said: "Since we are husband and wife, we must share weal and woe. He has saved me so many times. In fact, I have always wanted to help him, but I have no idea how to do it."
Gu Anan pursed her lips, holding a cup of scented tea in her hand and whispered: "Actually, the nightmares I have sometimes are all related to Huo Siting..."
"It's not because I'm afraid that he will hurt me. I know he won't do that, but what I'm afraid of is that he will hurt himself."
Chen Cheng was silent for a moment.
"Actually, you don't have to worry."
"I have long discovered that as long as you are by his side, Huo Siting's condition has always been stable... He probably regards you as his only light..."
"The only light?" Gu Anan was stunned for a moment, "What do you mean?"
Chen Cheng immediately smiled and said: "This is actually a bit strange to say, but sometimes, people will grab anything around them as a life-saving straw. If I have to put it more vividly, you may be Huo Siting's side.
The life-saving straw, the only existence he trusts."
"Logically speaking, even Huo Siting's psychiatrist can completely treat his condition, but if it were you, you would definitely be able to do it."
"Me?" Gu Anan pointed to herself, "Can I?"
Immediately afterwards, Gu Anan asked again: "Why am I the only person he trusts? Obviously he and I..."
It was obvious to Gu Anan that he and Huo Siting had not known each other for a long time.
Why is she the only one?
"I'm also very curious." Chen Cheng said, "So at the beginning, I actually asked you when you and Huo Siting met."
"After all, according to Huo Siting's character, it is actually impossible for him to trust a complete stranger in such a short period of time. What's more, at that time, you had just broken off the engagement with his nephew and his fiancée in public..."
"What's the meaning?"
Gu Anan was stunned, and then understood what Chen Cheng meant.
"Are you saying that we have known each other before? But this is impossible. Huo Siting has been overseas all the time, and I have been in Jingzhou. If I had seen him, I should have an impression, right?"
Chen Cheng rubbed the rim of the tea cup, "This is just a guess."
"Over the years, I have actually been trying to understand Huo Siting. Unfortunately, he is very defensive and never discloses key information to me."
"I just made a vague guess that his illness probably started when he was young. The reason why he left the Huo family to go overseas may have something to do with his illness. In order to conceal the facts, the Huo family released some information to confuse the public.
.”
"After all, if this matter spreads and the heir to the Huo family questions it, it will be a fatal blow to the Huo family. Not only will their reputation be damaged, but they may also be criticized."
"And, do you still remember?"
Chen Cheng looked into Gu Anan's eyes, "Do you still remember the white moonlight in his heart?"
The white moonlight in his heart?
Of course Gu Anan remembered it. After all, the news came out that Huo Siting had a falling out with the Huo family because of Bai Yueguang in his heart.
She was a little confused, "Dr. Chen, what do you mean by this? Do you mean that Bai Yueguang is actually a fake? It was just to conceal Huo Siting's condition, so the Huo family made up the news?"
"No." Chen Cheng said, "Although I don't know much about Bai Yueguang, and it's difficult to get information from Huo Siting, but I think Bai Yueguang exists."
As soon as he said these words, Gu Anan's grip on the tea cup in his hand suddenly tightened, and his heart couldn't help but feel a twinge of pain, but he still endured it and said calmly: "Then his condition may be due to Bai Yueguang
Caused by the existence of?"
"It's very likely that's the case."
Chen Cheng said calmly: "So for so many years, I have been secretly trying to find out the news about Bai Yueguang in Huo Siting's heart, but I found nothing."
"After all, Huo Siting wants to block a piece of information. I'm just a psychiatrist, and I'm not Detective Conan. How can I possibly find out?"
"However, until this time, due to Huo Siting's behavior towards you, I still have to suspect that you are the Bai Yueguang who has always been in Huo Siting's heart."
Chen Cheng's speculation was like a bombshell.
The explosion made Gu Anan a little confused.
"Dr. Chen, what did you say?"
"I said, maybe you are the Bai Yueguang in Huo Siting's heart."
"Me? But he and I..."
"Of course." Chen Cheng smiled bitterly and said, "I know very little about the news about Bai Yueguang in Huo Siting's heart. No matter how I look at it, I think it's you, but I also feel very strange."
"It can be said that you and Huo Siting have no mutual acquaintance. It is impossible for him to have a one-sided crush on you, right? Besides, if you are the Bai Yueguang in his heart, you also have a relationship that he has not been able to solve for many years.
If the knot in your heart has something to do with it, then why didn't he come to you until now? Why did he avoid you before?"
"So, this is something I can't understand." Chen Cheng sighed, "It's also because of this that I said that I actually don't know Huo Siting at all. He is too defensive and wants to solve it at the root.
The question is too difficult.”
"Over the years, I have always relied on external forces or drugs for treatment, but in the end, it only treats the symptoms and not the root cause."
"He trusts you, and you are willing to redeem him. Maybe things will turn around for you." Chen Cheng said, "Miss Gu, are you willing to help him?"
"Of course I am willing, but what should I do?" Gu Anan was at a loss.
Even Chen Cheng, who is Huo Siting's psychiatrist, only knows a little about the information. So how can a layman like her help Huo Siting?
Chen Cheng smiled bitterly and said: "Although these words make me look very unprofessional, Huo Siting's situation is indeed the most difficult I have seen in so many years. It is simply a hot potato. I want to take it but I really can't.
.”
"Miss Gu, all I can say is, trust your instincts, but also control your instincts. Every move you make can affect Huo Siting's situation. If you try your best to believe in and accept him, he will repay you in the same way.
on the contrary……"
Chen Cheng paused, a little worry actually flashed in his heart, and he subconsciously scanned Gu Anan's abdomen.
For such a sudden child, it may actually be a turning point, or it may be a disaster.
With Huo Siting's extremely possessive character, he could not tolerate Gu Anan being occupied by other beings, even if it was his own child.
It would be okay if Gu Anan's thoughts were focused on Huo Siting, but she obviously didn't have that kind of character. The more attention she paid to the child, the less secure Huo Siting would feel and the stronger his possessiveness.
If two people have a conflict because of this, then...
In an instant, Chen Cheng already had many guesses, but in the end he still did not reveal the worst outcome.
After all, we still have to look forward to things, so that we won’t reach that point, right?
"In short, Miss Gu, just try your best to believe in him."
"Okay, I understand." Gu Anan nodded and said.
At this time, a servant knocked on the door, asking if the tea in the teapot needed to be replaced.
Chen Cheng couldn't help but sigh and said: "It seems that although some people are willing to let me tell you something, they don't want me to chat with you for too long."
Generally speaking, servants will not come to the living room and disturb you at will.
The reason for asking like this was probably Huo Siting's intention to warn Chen Cheng not to waste time.
"If you have any questions, you can contact me." Chen Cheng could only say, "My phone number is open 24 hours a day."
"Okay, I understand." Gu Anan nodded, knowing that Huo Siting had been waiting for too long, so he had to stand up and leave.
Looking at Gu Anan's leaving figure, Chen Cheng's eyes flashed with a hint of worry, but there was also a hint of hope.
In fact, in the final analysis, in Huo Siting's eyes, he was an outsider who could not be completely trusted, and there was not much he could do.
The trouble should end it.
If Gu Anan is really the Bai Yueguang in Huo Siting's heart, maybe she really is Huo Siting's only salvation...
Chen Cheng sighed, packed up the things in his hands, stood up, and couldn't help but sigh.
He shook his head and muttered: "It's too difficult to be a doctor. You have to be a psychiatrist and a gynecologist..."
"I should ask Huo Siting for a salary increase tomorrow, otherwise I really want to give up my job."
With that said, Chen Cheng also took away a small jar of tea on the table.
Come all come.
Psychological counseling requires a lot of energy, and a small amount of remuneration can be considered to make up for his mental losses.
…
On the other side, Gu Anan's mind was still dizzy.
She talked a lot to Chen Cheng, but she felt like she said nothing.
What does it mean to trust one's instincts, but also to restrain them, and a bunch of other words...
To be honest, Gu Anan still remembered it very clearly just now, but now he has forgotten everything.
She couldn't help but hit her head.
They say one pregnancy makes you stupid for three years.
Why did she start acting stupid right after she got pregnant?
This is inappropriate!
At this moment, the man on the side stretched out his hand, pinched Gu Anan's slender wrist, frowned slightly, and asked with worry in his eyes: "What's wrong? Have a headache?"
Gu Anan looked at the man who appeared behind him and opened his mouth to ask something, but in the end he chose to give up.
"What's wrong?" Huo Siting reached out and touched her forehead again, "What did Chen Cheng say to you? Why do you look so distracted?"
"I didn't say anything. I said a lot, but I forgot everything..." Gu Anan said frustratedly.
"Forgetting it means it's not a very important thing. What's the point of worrying about it?" Huo Siting said lightly.
"This is different." Gu Anan raised her head and looked at him, "This is about you. I forgot such an important thing. How could I not care at all?!"