King Qi frowned, "She is already dead, why do you mention her at this time?"
Yuan Yongyi asked forcefully: "Whether you think I'm stingy or narrow-minded, I'm just asking you. Do you still have a place for her in your heart now? Do you still miss her?"
King Qi lowered his eyes, covering up the flash of pain. "Can we not mention her, okay? Everyone is dead, and I don't care about her. Is there any point? What does it affect us? I want to be with you now.
Together. You want to be the concubine. After I return to Beijing, I will immediately enter the palace and tell my father, the emperor and the empress that I will never wrong you."
"Do you think I want to be the royal concubine?" Yuan Yongyi's heart suddenly became cold.
King Qi stretched out his hand to hold her shoulders and coaxed patiently: "I'm not saying that you must be the concubine, but what I can give you must be without reservation."
"What you can give me may not be what I want. You can't even answer the questions I asked you. How sincere do you think you are?" Yuan Yongyi asked softly. There was still some pain in her eyes just now, but now
It became calm.
King Qi's face was covered with a layer of gloom, "With or without her, is it really that important?"
"If I told you that I have another man in my heart, would you care?" Yuan Yongyi asked.
King Qi was furious. "Who? That bastard?"
Yuan Yongyi laughed. The smile was extremely feeble, "So, what you care about, can't I care about it?"
She turned around, her back stubborn, and wanted to leave, but she still couldn't take this step. She was still somewhat hopeful, hoping to hear his answer, even if it was a lie.
She can deceive herself, but he has to deceive her first before she can convince herself.
This is already so humble.
After waiting for a while, there was still silence. Yuan Yongyi slowly walked out, "Forget it, I'll go."
King Qi grabbed her wrist and forced her to come forward. Yuan Yongyi raised her eyelashes and said, "If you take action, you are no match for me."
King Qi looked at her helplessly, "Can't we just talk about this issue?"
"Okay, then we will still get along as friends." Yuan Yongyi said.
King Qi sighed deeply, with a sad look in his eyes, "I don't know if it counts as caring about her. The relationship between me and her as husband and wife for more than a year is completely indifferent, it's impossible."
"She hurt you and almost killed you, do you remember?" Yuan Yongyi looked at him.
King Qi slowly let go of her hand, his face as dark as water, "I remember, I hated her, but what's the use of hating her? People are dead, everything is over, I don't want to remember those ugliness."
Yuan Yongyi sneered, "So all you remember now is her beauty?"
King Qi asked, "Why do we have to remember the bad things? She will not feel anything when she is dead, but when I am alive, I will always remember those ugly and sad things. Isn't this torture?"
After hearing this, Yuan Yongyi was determined to leave. In fact, he said so much just because he could not forget his feelings. He always had a place for Chu Mingcui in his heart.
She felt uncomfortable, but gradually she felt relaxed, knowing where she was going. She raised her head to look at him, her smile gradually rose, and she said gently: "You are right, why remember the ugliness? Remember the beauty, and live like this.
Make it simpler.”
After she finished speaking, she opened the door and left.
King Qi didn't try to persuade her to stay. He didn't know what she meant by saying this. He just felt that her face was gray, as if she was depressed.
A certain part of his heart felt sore and painful, as if it had been eaten away by insects, but at the same time he was also a little disappointed.
He always thought that she should be able to understand him.
How can a couple let go so easily?
If he said he didn't care about anything, wouldn't it prove that he was mean and indifferent?
Yuan Yongyi went to Ah Si's room. Ah Si looked at her in surprise. She wiped her tears and said, "Don't ask anything, don't say anything. I'll sleep with you tonight."
Ah Si made a sound, looked at her worriedly, and then went over to pour her a glass of water.
Yuan Yongyi fanned her eyes with her hands, as if trying to dispel the heat in her eyes, trying to make everything appear as calm as possible.
However, I couldn't ignore the needle-like pain in my heart.
He said that the love between husband and wife for a year could not be forgotten. Even if the wife in his mouth wanted to take his life, he could be relieved, forget the ugliness and remember the beauty.
But what about them? He said that they had experienced a lot together and almost lived and died together.
Prince Qi's Mansion was burned down by Chu Mingcui, and she stayed with him in Prince Sun's Mansion before moving to another courtyard.
She stayed with him during his most difficult time, when he was injured and almost died. It was she who waited on him at the hospital bed, watching him go from losing his breath to coming back to life.
Even though they occasionally had fun together day and night, she always tried her best to do anything about him, both in and out of the house, doing everything she could to help him, doing everything she didn't bother to do before.
Ever since she was born, Yuan Yongyi, had she ever been so wronged?
It was nice of him to use his position as concubine to repay her. He could give her everything without reservation, but was this what she wanted?
All she wanted was his unreserved sincerity.
Yuan Yongyi cried while thinking.
She regretted not leaving before she never expected it, otherwise why would she have caused such heartache?
When Si saw her sister like this, she didn't dare to ask, she just kept holding the handkerchief.
After Yuan Yongyi cried, she sniffed and raised her red and swollen eyes to look at her, "Don't tell grandma, I'm fine."
"Is it because of King Qi?" Ah Si asked softly.
Yuan Yongyi nodded, tears welling up again, but she tried her best to hold them down, "However, this is the only time I will shed tears. If it is not appropriate, leave if it is not appropriate. If you continue to entangle me, you will be hurt more deeply."
Ah Si didn't understand, "Actually, I think King Qi treats you pretty well. As for whether he has Chu Mingcui in his heart, is it really that important? You are already married to him anyway, and your grandmother has admitted it, so why bother to try?
Can’t survive?”
Yuan Yongyi shook her head, "Ah Si, sister tells you that if you want to live with someone for the rest of your life, you have to budget that this life will be very long. You will be together for at least several decades. If you start with the intention of making ends meet,
and grievances, then in the past few decades, at least most of the time you have been suspicious of each other, which is not good for anyone."
Ah Si nodded in understanding, "So, it's because he still misses Chu Mingcui, right?"
Yuan Yongyi sighed, "The same thing is said. If Chu Mingcui was a good person and died of an accident or illness, it would be understandable for him to miss her. This at least proves that he is a person who values friendship. But Chu Mingcui is not. She is a bad person and has harmed her.
He has harmed many people, so I cannot accept his ignorance of right and wrong, and his inability to distinguish between right and wrong. This is the bottom line."
Ah Si nodded, "I support whatever my sister does. So after you go back, are you going to leave Prince Qi's Mansion?"
"Yes, I am leaving Prince Qi's Mansion, and it is indeed time." Yuan Yongyi made up her mind. This chapter has been completed!