There are only a few dim landscape lights in the garden.
Not being able to see clearly in the distance is like Han Xingjin not being able to see clearly his own future.
"Why me, and what do I... want?" Han Xingjin murmured.
Jin Yu has been paying attention to Han Xingjin, so even if he just muttered, Jin Yu heard it.
Jin Yu never thought that Han Xingjin would have low self-esteem in his heart. He always thought that Han Xingjin was fearless and flamboyant.
Whether it was the first time they met to participate in the talent show, or the unexpected confession later...Jin Yu never thought that she would be associated with low self-esteem.
"Why can't it be you?"
Han Xing sat dejectedly in the pavilion in the garden, her eyes unfocused, probably because she... had never succeeded because of herself.
Before coming here, I was a member of a working class of tens of millions struggling to survive. I had no outstanding academic qualifications, no outstanding work, and no outstanding appearance... I completely disappeared from everyone.
She never felt that she would be the one valued by others.
When she got out of the book, she had only one idea at that time: live on and never die in an unknown situation again, so she seized every opportunity to escape from the plot.
The appearance of the Huo family at that stall was more like an opportunity for her to escape. As for family and family ties, they were really not within the scope of Han Xingjin's consideration.
The same is true for the draft. She seems to be successful, but how much of this success is because of her, and how much of it is because she is Huo Jindong's daughter.
Because of this, Han Xingjin paid special attention to her college entrance examination.
Because this is the only thing that can only be achieved by herself and only by herself.
However, the success she thought was not worth mentioning now. When others mention her, she is still someone's daughter.
Han Xingjin just wants to be Han Xingjin.
No matter how much thought she put into hosting and writing lyrics, what others focused on was her dress.
She put a lot of effort into integrating into the variety show, but others only thought she was the "host" who brought money to join the group.
Han Xingjin raised his head and looked at Jin Yu, "You said I am me. I really hope what you said is true. I also only hope that I am me."
Jin Yu understands Han Xingjin's mentality very well. So what if he achieves success early and returns to China to get a national science project.
Others will not ask him what he should pay attention to when applying, but will only ask him who is more useful to apply for.
So what if he achieved some success in his project?
When it comes to talking about it, others will only say that it is strange that there are so many industry leaders in the research group and no results can be produced.
After he started his own business and made money, others still only thought that Mr. Jin had introduced him to him.
Jin Yu had also been confused, but he was not as sad as Han Xingjin. At least, Jin Yu knew clearly what he wanted. At least, he was very clear about what he wanted at this stage.
"Didn't you say you are quite the host?" Jin Yu guided her.
Han Xingjin was a little confused, "I thought I could be the anchor to criticize the current ills, but all I can do is stand there and read the script."
"There are some differences between anchors and hosts. Take your time to enrich yourself and accumulate experience."
Han Xingjin's tone was erratic, "Without any works or serious job, will I be called a fashionista by netizens?"
Jin Yu smiled, "Among all the coffee people in the entertainment industry, fashion people probably stand at the top of the contempt chain, which is not bad."
"Oh, you clearly know that's not what I meant."
"Xiao Jin, there once was an executive with an annual salary of nearly eight figures. He was only in his early thirties. Do you think he was determined to move forward in his early twenties?" Jin Yu thought of an executive he knew.