Chapter 404 Incarnation of darkness, fearless of darkness
But people of the older generation think that in order to train their children's willpower, they have to make them feel miserable at home in order to cultivate their ability to take care of themselves.
However, Li Yu didn't know that at the time.
He believed it, so he was afraid.
He is afraid that if he resists, he will be criticized by the school and may be expelled.
He failed his parents’ hard work and their wish for their son to become a successful child.
He is the eldest son and grandson in the family.
Carrying too many expectations.
He didn't dare, he was timid.
It wasn't that he didn't dare to fight with that person, it wasn't that he was afraid of pain, and it wasn't that he was afraid of getting hurt.
It's just that he is afraid of living up to his parents' expectations.
This heavy pressure almost crushed him.
.....
Endure the calm for a while,
The more I took a step back, the angrier I became.
Every night late at night, Li Yu would think of the male classmate's eyes that laughed at him.
Whenever there was a group activity, the male classmate and several other classmates would take the lead in making fun of him.
Occasionally when he leaves the classroom door, he will bump into me on purpose.
At that time, Li Yu longed for a big brother who could help him.
No.
Not since childhood.
On that day, Li Yu was hit again.
Looking at the joking eyes, Li Yu's anger rose, thinking of the teacher, the school's rules and regulations, and the ardent expectations of his parents.
He didn't speak, lowered his head and returned to his seat.
He held back his tears and did not cry.
He didn't listen to the class all afternoon because he read a lot and had no other hobbies, so at this time, Li Yu's academic performance was quite good.
I didn’t listen to some of the questions the teacher asked, but I was able to answer them.
In the evening, Li Yu ran more than ten laps on the playground.
At night, Li Yu lay awake in bed.
I really couldn't control myself, so I cried in the toilet.
I cried for a long time.
He has been brainstorming in his head, thinking about how to take revenge.
Countless times, he thought about suicide (zi sha)
Until one day, he saw a sentence:
Give up all expectations and you will gain hope.
When you incarnate darkness, you will not be afraid of darkness.
At that moment, Li Yu changed.
Since no one can protect him from the wind and rain,
As long as you don't have to meet your parents' expectations, you can face their disappointment in you.
Now that we can face death, what else is there to fear?
He suddenly felt that the world seemed to have become much simpler.
He must resist and seek revenge.
He kept thinking about how to take revenge in his mind, which would be the most beneficial and happiest way for him.
He kept thinking.
Sometimes, I even thought about killing him with a single blow.
However, he is still rational, but it is not impossible.
After all, he had thought so before.
...
after a few days.
The male classmate tripped Li Yu when he passed by.
Li Yu fell directly to the ground.
Li Yu felt very calm at that time because he knew that in this environment, many teachers would resolve conflicts with one sentence:
Who made the first move?
Li Yu stood up calmly, knowing that he could not beat him.
But he could do it and was ready to die.
Since, there is nothing to fear.
My mood has calmed down and my mind has become brighter.
It is no longer pure fear and fear.
So, just find a reason and start fighting.
The surrounding students all testified to their presence.
So Li Yu said: "It's just because you have no money and I don't lend you money that you deliberately keep making trouble for me. If you don't have money, you don't have money. Why are you pretending?"
He needs to tell the matter. After the matter becomes serious, he will be justified.
His tone was somewhat calm, and his eyes were no longer as timid and fearful as before.
This male classmate seemed to have his tail scratched, and his sore point was suddenly poked, making him go crazy.
He rushed over, grabbed Li Yu's collar, and said: "You-he-fuck,amp;amp;**"
A bunch of curse words were spewed out.
Li Yu just looked at him arrogantly. He was very rational at this time and he needed to anger this person.
And this male classmate seemed to want to show that he was brave and powerful so that others would not dare to mess with him.
So, he slapped Li Yu directly.
Then he pushed Li Yu, and Li Yu was pushed directly to the ground.
Li Yu fell to the ground, feeling very calm.
It's actually not that painful.
He has rehearsed it countless times in his mind.
He thought about the situation countless times.
His eyes were cold.
It's summer.
Everyone wears short sleeves.
Li Yu looked around and saw a morning light black ink pen.
Then I saw the male classmate, who was arrogantly not looking at him, joking with the people next to him as if nothing had happened.
Li Yu directly grabbed the pen and stabbed the male classmate in the abdomen.
This poke directly broke the pen tip.
But the pen refill had already been inserted into the male classmate’s abdomen.
Li Yu's hand also bled because he used too much force.
This male classmate felt a sharp pain and saw that Li Yu dared to resist.
fury.
Taking advantage of his earlier development and being taller at this time, he punched Li Yu directly in the head.
Li Yu seemed to be crazy and directly faced the fist.
He rushed over, hugged the male classmate with both hands, and bit his ear with his teeth.
The male classmate's fist hit Li Yu's eyeball.
But he was ready to die, and even if he died, he would bite off a piece of his flesh.
At this time, Li Yu was extremely cruel inside.
He's going to bite him to death!
Completely ignoring the pain in his eyeballs, Li Yu gritted his teeth.
Hold on tight and won't let go.
The male classmate tried his best to shake him off, but Li Yu still held on tightly.
The male classmate's ears had begun to ooze blood.
The people watching around wanted to pull away.
But when I saw the bleeding, I was a little scared.
"It hurts, it hurts...Cao Caocao," the male classmate wailed desperately.
Li Yu bit the man's ear with all his strength, but the male classmate had no strength to resist.
Finally, because the pain was so great, the male classmate burst out with great desire to survive and pushed Li Yu away with force.
Li Yu felt very strong, like a kangaroo hanging on his body.
Don't let go.
Ding!
The cartilage on the ear was bitten directly to pieces.
One third of the ear was bitten off.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." The male classmate lay on the ground rolling.
Li Yu's eyeballs were hammered and because of hatred.
Anger made his eyes filled with red bloodshot eyes.
Like a madman.
dui~
Li Yu opened his mouth and spit out a piece of the male classmate's ear.
fell to the ground.
The people around him stepped back in horror.
There was blood around Li Yu's mouth.
Blood slowly dripped from the corners of his mouth and onto the white school uniform.
Red eyes, mouth with blood.
The sun shines through the glass and reflects onto Li Yu's face.
The sun is cruel, yet has a strange charm.
The students around him seemed to be meeting Li Yu for the first time.
They didn't expect that someone with good grades like Li Yu would
A person who is usually quiet, doesn't like to talk, has a gentle personality, is kind and friendly.
To be so cruel.
On the ground, the male classmates were still wailing.
Li Yu looked calm, they were on the fifth floor.
He can jump without fear, but there is no need.
Not being afraid of death does not mean choosing death!
The people who hurt you are not dead, why should you die!?
Li Yu just looked at the fallen male classmate, looking straight at him.
He has been silent for a long time and cannot smile.