A few days before the summer vacation of his freshman year, Ning Youguang received a call from his cousin Xia Qi.
On the phone, Xia Qi cried so hard that she was shocked.
She asked her carefully what was wrong, but she didn't say anything, she just cried and howled.
"Where are you? I'll look for you. Send me your address and I'll go there now."
I received the location from Xia Qi and saw that it was the address of a hotel.
Ning Youguang became even more worried and quickly took a taxi to the hotel.
After registering at the front desk, under the guidance of the waiter, Ning Youguang met Xia Qi, who was sitting on the hotel sofa, her eyes red from crying.
"Sister Qiqi."
She walked over and hugged her cousin, who was curled up on the single sofa in the hotel room like a wounded animal.
Trembling slightly with distress.
In her life, she had never seen Xia Qi look so sad and desperate.
In my previous life, I had seen...
When Xia Qi saw her, she couldn't hold back her emotions anymore. She fell into her arms, hugged her waist, and continued to cry.
"What’s wrong with you?"
As Xia Qi cried intermittently, Ning Youguang understood why she was so sad.
Xia Qi is lovelorn.
This is her first love, the first love that everyone will remember hard.
Ning Youguang knew how serious Xia Qi was in this relationship.
She still deeply remembered that before falling in love with this boy, Xia Qi had shared with her the details of their mutual affection with such expectation and longing.
It's like the opening scene of a youth movie.
But she never expected that three years later, it would end in such a heartbreaking and unbearable scene for her.
Xia Qi: "It's true that my boyfriend cheated on me, and he suddenly became indifferent to me on the 27th. I rushed to Shanghai, but he didn't see me and asked me to go back to BJ. As a result, I received a WeChat message from someone two days ago, photographing him and me.
A video of a girl walking alone together, he cheated on her."
Xia Qi couldn't breathe evenly.
Ning Youguang's heart skipped a beat and sank, but he still comforted her with a calm face: "Be good, it must be hard."
Xia Qi: "I want to join the group and take revenge on him!"
After she and her boyfriend fell in love, they introduced each other to people around her, joined each other's groups, and would chat in the group.
Ning Youguang gently straightened his cousin's messy long hair and asked gently: "How do you want to take revenge?"
"Tell the world he cheated."
"What happens after revenge?"
"Make him notorious."
Xia Qi gritted her teeth. Her usually bright eyes were now red, swollen, gloomy and had dark circles.
Ning Youguang sighed softly in his heart.
She knew that her cousin was in an extremely angry and negative mood.
After all, she really loves her ex-boyfriend.
Previously, when this scumbag broke up with her unilaterally, she took the initiative to get him back. At that time, the man refused her request for peace on the grounds that he wanted to focus entirely on his career after graduation.
My cousin was very disappointed and sad at the time, but she was not as sad and angry as she is now.
Even, after a while, he calmed down and asked her to travel together to relax.
Unexpectedly, I suddenly received a video from a friend in the past two days.
She learned that her scumbag ex-boyfriend broke up with her not because he wanted to fight for his career, but because he cheated on her.
Miss Xia completely collapsed.
"If you want to do it, just do it. At least it will make you angry. This kind of garbage should be thrown away."
With the support of her cousin, Xia Qi felt a little better.
He even took the initiative to pick up the snacks that Ning Youguang had just brought and started eating them.
Seeing her like this, Ning Youguang stopped saying anything and just stayed with her quietly.
When she was almost done eating, she packed away the trash and took out her bathrobe from the hotel closet.
"I'm going to take a shower."
"Yeah." Xia Qi continued to look at her phone.
Ning Youguang turned around and went to the bathroom.
When she came out of the bathroom, she found Xia Qi playing on the computer.
"Sister Qiqi, what are you doing?" Ning Youguang was confused.
"I'm going to prepare a copywriting competition." Xia Qi concentrated on typing on the keyboard, "I'm ready to show you."
"..." Ning Youguang said, "Okay, prepare in detail, have enough evidence, and try to attract a wave of traffic to yourself to maximize the value."
After saying that, she lifted the quilt and got into bed, intending to take a nap and rest.
But I didn't expect that Xia Qi was embarrassed by what she wrote in the copywriting.
She rushed to the bed, frowned deeply, and looked at her with bitterness and hatred.
"It's difficult. They are very private together."
"..."
She really can't help with this.
Seeing her like this, Xia Qi knew that she didn't have any good ideas, so she returned to the computer and continued to sort out her "bad copywriting."
Ning Youguang leaned against her whole head and watched her write, and fell asleep while watching her.
I don't know how long I slept before I was woken up by Xia Qi again.
A mobile phone was handed over in front of him, and on the screen were WeChat chat records.
Xia Qi: "Look, can this be used as evidence?"
Ning Youguang was speechless, but he still took it and looked at it carefully.
On the phone is a long picture of WeChat chat records that Xia Qi just made.
The content on the picture is the interaction record between the scumbag and her.
After all, Xia Qi's tough copywriting still shows the skills of a top student. It is well-reasoned, has picture explanations, timeline analysis, and even opinions.
In the long picture, she also circled the time in a red circle, and marked each small screenshot with a red slogan, indicating the core content of each picture, which is also very caring for netizens...
[Take the initiative to send WeChat messages early in the morning.]
[Active video, send photo and voice.]
[The cp is long and the cp is short, there is no sign of breaking up.]
but……
"No real hammer."
"He definitely won't admit it." Xia Qi scratched her head in frustration, but suddenly thought of the video sent by her scumbag boyfriend.
"There is a video of it! It was taken by someone else."
Ning Youguang watched the video on his phone:
"Two people walked together without kissing, hugging or any other intimate behavior."
"Yes! They are not holding hands. He can even be said to be an ordinary friend."
"Hmm, yes."
"Then how do you hammer it?" After thinking for a while, Xia Qi pulled out another photo from her phone.
"Look at the connection with the picture above. Can this be hammered?"
"No, unless you have records of their conversations and photos of their kisses."
"That can't be beaten at all." Xia Qi was a little broken, but she didn't want to let the scumbag go. "Can a hacker attack their mobile phone?"
Ning Youguang looked at Xia Fengfengqi who couldn't calm down at all, and sighed softly in his heart.
"Do you have to get evidence of his cheating?"
"I want him to die and be ruined! He has devalued me to the point of being worthless and dislikes me for being not gentle, not like a girl, and inconsiderate." As he spoke, Xia Qi's eyes turned red again.
[Why are you clinging to me? Where are you studying? Where is your future? Where is my time? Why does concentrating on work mean you don’t pay attention to your girlfriend? Why do I have to go back to the capital to find you whenever I have time? Why do I have to be responsible for many, many years? Why
I can’t blame you for not making progress? Why can’t we take the next step?]
"Well, trash, don't let it go. It's time to celebrate this time and throw it away." Ning Youguang thought about the screenshot of the WeChat message the scumbag sent to his cousin, and frowned, "However, I didn't see him belittling you, he just
I don’t like you anymore and have lost patience with you.”
Xia Qi started crying again.
Ning Youguang also knew that she couldn't accept it.
But this is the fact.
No one can deny the fact.
"I know you must be very sad now, but I hope you don't hate him. You and he are no longer the same people. Letting your sad person leave you is actually a gift from God to you."
…
The next day, early in the morning.
The two got up and prepared to go out for a buffet breakfast before the hotel restaurant closed.
Ning Youguang was brushing his teeth in the bathroom, while Xia Qi was brushing her cell phone.
"Yes, yes, your cheating partner is so good!"
After saying that, she ran into the bathroom and handed the phone screen to Ning Youguang to look at.
"[Outstanding Student] Li Li: Excellence is a belief-bj University [link]"
Ning Youguang doesn't even need to click on the link to know what's written there.
She spit out the bubbles in her mouth, "Didn't you agree not to continue ruminating?"
Xia Qi said in frustration: "I can't help it, yes, I can't help it, I can't help but think about him."
"Oh, it's pretty good." Ning Youguang continued brushing his teeth and commented on the person the scumbag cheated on.
Xia Qi's eyes widened: "Is that it? No emotion in your heart?" After saying that, she lowered her head again: "I feel a little guilty."
"Why?" Ning Youguang was puzzled.
"Compared with that girl, I am really not good enough. Ever since I entered college, I have been lying down and willing to be a salted fish. My biggest wish is to marry him, have children, and have a happy family."
This is also what the scumbag looks down on her.
"Just because I'm not good enough?"
"Yes, not good enough."
Ning Youguang put the towel he had just washed his face on the towel rack, led the girl who was suffering from low self-esteem back to the room, and sat down on the bed beside the bed.
She said: "Sister Qiqi, do you know? People have many sides, and excellence is only one aspect. Your biggest dream is to get married and have children, and to be a good wife. Is there anything wrong with being a good mother?"
Xia Qi hesitated. She thought there was no problem before.
Because her mother was like this. She had a crush on her father in high school. After graduating from college, her father married her and gave birth to her and her brother. She has been very happy.
She thinks her mother is the happiest woman in the world.
However, now she is not sure.
Of course Ning Youguang knew what she was hesitating about, so he told her very seriously: "Housewives and independent women have the same weight in my heart, they are equal. The difference between the two is that they like to live
The method is different. Look at your eldest aunt. She got married right after graduation and doesn’t work much. But she takes good care of you, brother Chenchen, uncle, me, grandpa, Daidai and the whole family, and does a good job.
These are not easier than for women in the workplace. Who in our family denies her value? My younger aunt is a successful career woman, but look, does anyone say that she is better than my eldest aunt? No? In fact, our family is missing a younger aunt.
Okay, but no, the family can't function without my aunt, how important do you think she is?"
"But I went to Beijing Foreign Studies University."
"Then my aunt went to the Central Academy of Fine Arts and has her own art museum."
"Is it because you are not good enough that you are left?"
Xia Qi found it difficult to get over the fact that she cheated with a scumbag and her resume was at a disadvantage.
"No, it was because I was no longer loved that I was left."
"So cruel." Xia Qi's eyes began to burst into tears again.
"But, what does this mean? It means nothing. When you look at your life and in the long term, the period in front of you can only represent a period. In the future, when you meet someone who truly knows how to love you, you will
Know that when you are truly loved, you don’t have to be so good, so catering, or so beautiful, he will love you very much, and everything about you is the best in her heart."
"Those who stand on tiptoe cannot stand firmly."
…
In the hotel restaurant.
Ning Youguang and Xia Qi were sitting at the dining table by the window having breakfast.
The surrounding area was deserted, and they were the only two dining in the entire restaurant.
The waiters in the restaurant were two young men. They saw two beautiful girls dining and the service was particularly attentive.
One of them saw that Xia Qi was in a bad mood, so he was particularly careful when serving her, and his voice was particularly gentle when speaking.
This love is everywhere...
"This hotel is good." Ning Youguang cut a piece of fried egg and put it in his mouth.
"I used to be with him..." Xia Qi lowered her head, feeling that she had slipped her words.
"Look, falling in love with a scumbag doesn't mean you get nothing," Ning Youguang joked.
Xia Qi's face was slightly red and she felt a little embarrassed. She took a sip of ice orange juice to suppress the heat on her face.
"Yes, why are you so insistent on becoming a psychiatrist?"
"Because good doctors save lives, and good psychiatrists save people's hearts." From now on, she can save both lives and people's hearts.
She does not aspire to make much contribution to society, she only hopes to make one person's life a little better, just a little better.
Xia Qi looked at her cousin who seemed to be glowing when she talked about her dreams, and felt particularly envious: "I really envy you. You have known what you want and worked hard for it since you were a child. I don't have anything in particular that I want to do."
Ning Youguang knew that she had not yet recovered from the attacks from the scumbag and his cheating partner.
She put down the knife in her hand, looked at Xia Qi's depressed eyebrows, and said, "Sister Qiqi, are you sure you want to continue to demean yourself like this just because of a label of excellence? That scumbag, he really deserves you.
Is this such a devaluation of your own sense of worth?”
Xia Qi was stunned for a moment, then said with a wry smile: "In fact, after talking about it for so long, I no longer evaluate a person based on his academic excellence and talent."
"Isn't it that you have to look at people from multiple dimensions? No matter how beautiful the resumes of scumbag men and women are, they are just individuals. Only if you care about an ordinary person will you think he is the best in the world. If you don't care about him, you
Looking back, I am just a piece of rotten grass. Look at me, I am also very good, right? But did I go to the house of a scumbag man and a good wife?"
"..." Xia Qi.
"Excellent people like me who can crush scumbag men and scumbag women must of course crush them from multiple aspects of talent and morality. Therefore, there is no need for you to feel inferior in front of them. I have never seen you in front of me.
I feel inferior to myself."
The girl raised her eyebrows, and Xia Qi couldn't help but feel happy.
After thinking for a while, she added: "Others also heard that this woman has a bad reputation. Even if she goes out on dates with many seniors alone, she doesn't do anything in the department."
Ning Youguang sighed, her cousin's love brain really hasn't changed from her previous life to this life.
Fortunately, there is still hope.
"If thinking about these things can make you feel more balanced, you can think about it, but after all, this is the girl and the scumbag's business, and it has nothing to do with you."
Xia Qi sighed: "That's right."
"Look at everything from a long-term perspective, and look at it from multiple angles. This way you won't be stuck in one corner and get stuck in the shoal."
"But I'm still so sad."
"Actually, if you think about it carefully, why can't you let go of this scumbag? Are you after his money?"
"It seems not. He didn't spend much money on me. I spent more on him."
"Is he someone who is plotting against you?"
"It doesn't seem to give me much of the company I want."
"Is it okay to do it for him?"
"It seems that his kindness is not limited to me."
"For his love?"
"Except for the sweetness when we first got together, I didn't feel particularly happy afterwards."
"Since I don't plan on anything."
"Then why are you still holding on to it?"
"..."
"What you can't let go of is yourself who plunges headlong into the water and doesn't listen to anyone."
"..."
"What tortures you is never anyone's emotions, but your imaginary expectations. Everything in the world is healing, but you are the only one who refuses to let go of yourself."
Having said all that needed to be said, Ning Youguang bit off a juicy grape: "I know you are so sad and can't help but think about him and her. Be good, eat some more, and go back to the room after breakfast.
I brought you medicinal tea, you can drink a cup later, finish it, and have a good sleep."
Xia Qi's eyes were moist: "Thank you, yes."
…
While Xia Qi was sleeping, Ning Youguang was sending WeChat messages to Shi Wangyue.
The breakfast in the hotel today was so delicious that I couldn’t help but share it with him.
[Child: Why stay in a hotel?]
[Sister: Accompany Sister Qiqi.]
[Child: What’s wrong?]
[Sister: The story is not long. It starts with blushing and ends with jealousy.]
[Child: She...is broken up in love?]
[Sister: Sigh jpg, the answer is correct, no prize.]
[Child: [WeChat transfer ￥13140] Take Sister Qiqi to go shopping and relax.]
[Sister: With such a big bag, have you become rich recently?]
[Child: I helped the professor with something and earned a little money.]
[Sister: 666, but no need, my sister is rich.]
[Child: Heartache jpg, Sister Qiqi is so uncomfortable, I can’t even help...]
[Sister: Okay, okay, I’ll accept it, thank you jpg.]
[Children: happyjpg.]
…
After spending two days with Xia Qi in the hotel, Ning Youguang went back to school to take the exam.
After the exam, Xia Qi was still in bad condition.
In order to avoid being noticed by their family members when they returned home, the two sisters said hello to their families and directly bought air tickets to go to Europe to relax. 1314