Xiaoqi's father is either fooling around outside, or when he comes home, he has not heard a few words from Xiaoqi's mother and will impatiently say: "My parents know more than you, just listen to them more, they do the same."
For Xiao Qi's own good."
After that, I still went my own way and didn't care about anything.
Xiaoqi's mother's countless stress, bitterness, and complaints could not be vented by her husband, so she could only dump them on her son Xiaoqi.
On the one hand, Xiao Qi knew that his mother was working hard, and on the other hand, he knew that his grandparents loved him very much. Seeing a serious rift between his mother, his grandma, and his father, he could only be caught in the middle and was in a dilemma.
"I feel like I'm at home just like I'm in prison." Xiao Qi lowered his head, "Isn't it like this in prison where you are watched and controlled, and there is no freedom?"
Ning Youguang said, "A home without freedom is really no different from a prison."
Xiao Qi said sadly, "Teacher Ning, I like reading very much, especially books about philosophy. There is a Xinhua Bookstore next door to our house. I often go there to read. There happens to be a window in a corner. I
I often sit on the back of the bookshelf, read, look at the sky outside the window and think about the topics of life and death."
He continued, "It's not that I don't like going to school. There are classmates in school and I can relax after class. I just don't like the atmosphere in our school. The teachers are too strict and there is no freedom.
I like to be more free, and school is like a big prison. I feel like I can’t breathe in there.”
Ning Youguang said, "Have you ever thought that life is also a big prison? We people on earth all live in a huge prison. Many things in life do not go as we wish, so the ancients said, 'Life is not what you want it to be.'
Nine times out of ten, living in a prison like this is indeed a very depressing thing, but many people don’t know that they are living in a prison. They just think about how to eat, drink, and play every day.
How can you sleep and then wait to die? But you are very smart. You know at such a young age that people actually live in a very large prison."
Xiao Qi's face was numb, "So, I think living is meaningless."
Ning Youguang asked, "But there is a way to make us feel that life is meaningful, instead of just waiting to die."
Xiao Qi asked, "What method?"
"When you know why you are living." Ning Youguang said, "Actually, we are not completely free."
She changed the topic, "How beautiful this world is. There are stars all over the sky at night, blue sky and white clouds during the day, flowers and green leaves in spring, and golden ginkgo and sycamore leaves all over the streets in autumn.
You can see the flying white snow in winter. If you want, you can go anywhere at any time. If you don’t believe it, close your eyes and follow me to feel this beautiful world..."
Ning Youguang's voice gradually slowed down and became lighter.
Xiaoqi closed his eyes.
"I don't know if you have ever seen the peach blossoms in spring, touched the soft petals, smelled the sweet fragrance, or heard the birds singing happily on the branches. But I know that it must be in your memory.
There is a particularly beautiful time, which you will never forget. It may be when you were very young, with the person you love most. I believe you must still remember the sunshine shining on you at that time.
The warmth, the feeling of the breeze caressing your body, and maybe your happy laughter. All the details will slowly come to mind, every subtle feeling..."
Inadvertently, Ning Youguang used hypnotherapy to slowly guide Xiao Qi.
A smile slowly appeared on Xiao Qi's face, as if he had returned to a happy time in his life.
"All these beautiful things that belong to you have actually always been hidden in the deepest part of your subconscious, and have never left you. You are free, but you have never realized it before. You are just trapped by the pain in front of you.
As long as you want, you can bring yourself back to this beautiful time at any time. You can be at school, at home, or anywhere to see this beautiful world at any time."
Xiao Qi slowly opened his eyes, his face full of joy.
She asked him gently, "How do you feel now?"
Xiao Qi said: "I just saw when I was four years old, playing with my parents in the park. My mother looked at me very lovingly. The sunshine was so beautiful at that time. I still remember when I was so young.
What happened was very clear. Then I thought of a problem. In fact, the world is not as bad as I thought before. In fact, I put that prison in my heart and locked me in it."
"Yes, whatever is in your heart is what you see. If you have hell in your heart, what you see is hell. If you have heaven in your heart, what you see is heaven." Ning Youguang said to Xiao Qi.
Agree..
At the same time, I secretly sighed that this boy who was only eleven or twelve years old could have such feelings.
He is really a smart kid.
"Actually, isn't this the case in your school? Although classes are not free, you can learn a lot of knowledge in school, and it is this knowledge that makes your mind freer."
"Well, actually I don't like going to school because I feel like I'm being monitored all the time at school just like at home. So when my mother lets me go to school, do my homework, and study, I think of my grandparents and their treatment of me.
Control." Xiao Qi said.
"So you started to vomit." Ning Youguang smiled, "So your stomach is so powerful. You can vomit whenever you want. Look, what I said is right. Your stomach is your assistant.
, a weapon to help you not be controlled by your grandparents."
She took a chair and placed it in front of Xiao Qi, asked him to close his eyes, and said to him, "There is something sitting on the chair in front of you. It is your stomach. Have you seen it?"
Xiao Qi closed his eyes, nodded, and told her, "I saw a little boy, who looks like me, but smaller than me. He looked very unhappy and was crying there."
She said to him: "Then ask him why he is crying?"
"He said he was very unhappy because his home was like a prison and he felt uncomfortable when he saw his grandparents. When he went to school, he thought of his grandparents whispering in his ears that if he didn't go to school well, he would become a good-for-nothing person like his mother in the future.
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Xiao Qi told Ning Youguang, "If you die, you won't be tired anymore. If you don't eat, you won't be tired anymore." 1314