"Do you need to chat?" Ning Youguang sat down on the chair on the terrace.
"Yes." Shi Wangyue sat down next to her.
Ning Youguang took a sip of coffee and said, "The coffee is good."
Today the kid bought a hazelnut latte.
Shi Wangyue pursed her lips and said, "Sister, you told me that if I am in a bad mood, I must truly express my feelings and thoughts to others."
Ning Youguang nodded, "Yes, I'm waiting for you to express your true feelings to me."
"I was very flustered when I heard you said you wanted to live separately from me." Shi Wangyue held the coffee in her hands but did not drink it.
His eyes were narrowed, his expression anxious, and his thin lips slightly pursed in a slightly sad arc, "I think I have to confess something to you."
"what's up?"
"Even if we see each other every day, it still can't stop me from missing you."
Shi Wangyue's deep voice was filled with deep emotion.
Ning Youguang didn't answer, but looked at him seriously.
Shi Wangyue was a little anxious, "When I think about you wanting me to move out again, or not wanting to continue living with me, I can't control the fear in my heart."
"I love you so much just to make you happy, and of course I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do." He said in a slightly serious tone, "Can you tell me why you insist on living separately from me?"
"The dormitory is relatively small. If you want to work deeply, I might disturb you if I am around you." He held the coffee tightly and continued, "But if you want to have an independent space without interruption, move here.
Wouldn't it be more suitable? There are study rooms and rooms that you have decorated by yourself, each of which allows you to do what you want to do quietly. In this house, as long as you gently tell me that you need to be quiet, I
I won’t bother you, so why don’t you want to move here with me?”
Why do you have to push me out of your world?
Ning Youguang smiled gently, "Dear, I'm really happy that you are in a bad mood today and you are willing to express it to me truthfully."
"Sister, can you answer me?" Shi Wangyue's eyes were deep but sad.
Ning Youguang was silent for a while and said slowly, "Because I can't give you the answer you want."
"What's the answer?" Shi Wangyue asked eagerly.
"Being your wife." Ning Youguang said, "I probably haven't told you that falling in love with you is the boldest decision I have ever made."
——For two lifetimes.
She said, "I almost ran out of courage. As for getting married, I really don't have enough courage for the time being."
Shi Wangyue put the coffee aside, took her hand and held it gently, "Then let's not get married now, okay?"
Ning Youguang shook his head slowly, "You know that I believe in 'the straight heart is the dojo' and have always thought and acted in this way. Regarding the matter of marriage, you have mentioned it several times, intentionally or unintentionally, even if I choose to refuse to answer every time, but
It’s not that I don’t have any fluctuations in my heart.”
"I always feel that once something happens, it will always have a result."
After a slight pause, she said softly, "Dear, in fact, my heart is not as strong as I show, and I also have many fears that I have not yet overcome. For example, although I am working very hard in life, I still have no confidence in myself.
I am actually the person who has the least expectations for the future, but you are different. You are the one who has deep expectations and plans for the future.” 1314