Ning Youguang walked slowly towards the parking lot on the campus of the National University of Science and Technology.
She didn't have dinner and she wasn't in a hurry.
Compared to her appetite, what she saw in front of her made her feel more satisfied.
The breeze blew off the locust flowers from the branches, and the air was filled with fresh fragrance. She walked through a small forest while stepping on the locust flowers on the ground.
From a distance, she saw one of her students standing in the woods and making gestures in the air. She didn't know whether he was making gestures or making phone calls.
She pointed vigorously at the air, changed various gestures quickly, and walked around.
Although they were far apart, she felt very irritable.
Ning Youguang slowed down and observed for a while. She wanted to turn around and go around her to get the car, but she was quickly discovered by the other party.
"Teacher Ning." The other party hung up the phone, walked out of the woods, and waited on the trail.
"Li Yanran." Ning Youguang called her name softly and came to her.
Before she even started to ask anything, the female student looked up at her with red eyes.
"Teacher Ning."
Her voice was full of dependence and grievance.
"Did something happen?" Ning Youguang took advantage of his height and put his arms around the shoulders of the student who was half a head shorter than him, and led her to sit down on a bench beside the path.
"Teacher Ning." Li Yanran lowered her head, tears falling down and soon wet the back of her white hands.
"No matter what happens, teacher will be with you." Ning Youguang looked at her gently.
As soon as she finished speaking, Li Yanran lay on her shoulder and started crying.
Ning Youguang stopped talking and waited quietly for her to finish crying before handing her a tissue - "Is there anything the teacher can help you with?"
Li Yanran took the tissue in her hand and wiped the tears on her face, "Teacher, why didn't my parents love me when they should have loved me well when I was a child? Didn't they educate me when they should have educated me well? When I finally followed, When my grandparents grow up, they come to take care of things? I can’t understand why they just gave birth to me??”
"Did you have an unpleasant quarrel with your parents just now?" Ning Youguang gently handed Li Yanran a tissue.
"Yes, I often think that so many famous psychologists and psychological counselors say that parents' love should be unconditional. But I carefully observed my parents and found that it is not the case."
Li Yanran raised her tear-stained face and looked at Ning Youguang, who was looking at her tenderly. When his eyes met her clear eyes, her tears began to burst again.
"My parents' love is conditional. For example, if I am beautiful, well-behaved, have good grades, obedient, excellent, and have won honors, only if I do these things will they show that they love me. Once I do the opposite, They will be dissatisfied with me in various ways. They will judge and scold me lightly. They may even abuse or even insult my personality. They will try their best to change me and make me become what they like. However, I am the only one who treats me as me. Only when I become what they like, they will love me. Then this kind of love is conditional, isn't it? Unconditional love means no matter what I am, even if I am a scumbag or a waste, I I am a homeless person, I am ordinary and penniless, but they will still love me." 1314