"This is nothing." He stuffed Ning Youguang's just-stretched hand into the quilt again, "Are you dizzy now?"
"I'm not dizzy." Ning Youguang said.
"Are your eyes still uncomfortable?" Shi Wangyue said, "If you feel uncomfortable, I'll go and close the curtains."
"It's okay." Ning Youguang looked at Shi Wangyue, "It's just that I can't see clearly. I'm not used to it. I want to wear glasses."
"We'll talk about it after this day." Shi Wangyue comforted her softly and said, "If you're not used to it, just close your eyes and rest."
"Oh." Teacher Ning had no choice but to do this.
"Want to continue sleeping for a while, or wash your face and brush your teeth?"
"Wash your face and brush your teeth."
"I'll get you a toothbrush and toothpaste."
In the bathroom, I was squeezing toothpaste and filling mouthwash for Ning Youguang.
Shi Wangyue inadvertently looked up and saw her haggard face in the mirror, her face changed slightly.
She immediately put down her toothbrush and cup, washed herself first, then returned to the ward and rustled through her luggage bag.
"What are you looking for?" Ning Youguang asked curiously while lying on the hospital bed.
"Get the razor." Shi Wangyue said, "Wait for me for a while."
"Have you brought all this?" If Ming Chao was here at this time, he would definitely understand his sister's surprise.
"Bring it." Shi Wangyue said, "I know you are going to be hospitalized."
When I was just packing my things, I didn’t know that I would be staying there for a week.
He felt that the items he had prepared were not sufficient.
Mochizuki, a patient with perfectionism and obsessive-compulsive disorder, felt a little uncomfortable all over.
He doesn't allow himself to have any loopholes when doing something.
He pursed his lips and asked uncomfortably, "Can you see what I look like without my glasses?"
"..." After Ning Youguang was stunned for a moment, he quickly understood why he asked.
"I can't see clearly." To prevent the child from feeling uncomfortable, she chose to tell a trivial lie, "What happened to your face?"
"No..." Shi Wangyue turned around and continued looking for the razor, "I have grown a beard."
A bit ugly, a bit old.
can not stand.
After cleaning up his face under the existing conditions, Shi Wangyue took good care of Ning Youguang, brushed his teeth and washed his face.
After taking care of her to wash up, he asked, "What do you want to eat in the morning? I'm ordering takeout now."
"Didn't Auntie say last night that she would come over this morning? She might prepare food for us. Please call her and ask her first."
Shi Wangyue called Ming Jinxin in time. After the two communicated briefly and concisely, Shi Wangyue put down the phone and said, "Auntie said she will be ready."
"Then let's just wait and eat in peace." Ning Youguang said, "Would you like to sleep for a while? I'm not sleepy now."
"I'm going to take a bath." Shi Wangyue said.
"..." Someone's appearance is a bit heavy.
After Shi Wangyue took a complete bath again, no matter how hard he stayed up last night, he wouldn't feel sleepy now.
"Let me see if the fever is gone?" Ning Youguang pulled him and touched his head, "There is still a little fever."
She said, "After breakfast, you go find a doctor."
"Okay." Shi Wangyue also wanted to get well soon.
Then, the two of them started chatting together -
"I just had a dream."
"What did you dream about?"
"I dreamed about when we were in school." Ning Youguang said, "In the dream, you were standing on the school playground, standing in the crowded crowd, standing under the bright and golden autumn colors of the parasol tree, standing in the midst of my youth,
Of course, he will always stand in my future."
She looked at the angular face of Shi Wangyue, who had tidied up but was still haggard, and wondered in a daze whether it was because of his cross-examination last night.
As a result, she replayed the time she spent in her life like a movie in her mind, rewinding it several times in her subconscious dreams.
In fact, she hasn't had a dream for a long time.
This time I actually had a dream.
She only dreamed about their little time together.
I also dreamed about an earlier time.
Just after she was reborn, she woke up with a fever and saw her parents quarreling.
In this life, perhaps because she has been mentally mature since she was a child, she knows how to take better care of herself than everyone around her, and she also exercises regularly, so she rarely gets sick.
If she is not sick, she will not have any chance to rely on others and think about people who can take care of herself.
There is no need to re-experience the various feelings you experienced when you were sick, including physical and psychological.
She remembered that in her last life, she had read a quiz on the Internet about "Ten levels of loneliness, how many levels can you tolerate?"
At that time, she made a simple comparison and found that according to the things corresponding to each level mentioned above, she was the only one from one to ten. When she was a teenager, she got gastroenteritis for the first time, and the pain was so painful that she was worse than dead.
, she called 120 emergency services by herself; when she was in her twenties, she had a tumor on her leg, which she went to the hospital for examination and surgery alone; when she died in a car accident in her thirties, she was still alone.
One by one, she came through it alone.
I even think it's nice to be alone.
So, in this life, she discovered that she was actually allergic to concern.
Especially when you are sick, as long as your family members have that caring expression and tone.
She felt uncomfortable all over.
It was super uncomfortable, giving me goosebumps.
Since childhood.
She searched for the root cause and wanted to know why she had such a psychological reaction, and found out about her previous life.
She felt that she might have had this mentality all along, but it was just hidden so that she could not discover it in time.
Because in her previous life, she didn't have many opportunities to experience the feeling of being cared for by her family when she was sick.
Because of her different experiences in this life, there were more people caring and caring for her, and they were more attentive, so she had the opportunity to become aware of her own psychological reaction——
Whenever this happens, her nerves become tense unconsciously and her emotions become more sensitive.
All in this life, every time she got sick, she didn't want to tell her family.
When she encounters something she can cure, she prescribes medicine, gives herself injections, and then quietly waits for recovery.
When encountering something that cannot be cured by oneself, one person will quickly go to the hospital for examination, get medicine, and get injections, and then the disease will be cured as soon as possible.
Because she felt that compared with the pain of being sick, the feeling of being greeted by family members, receiving all kinds of care, and trying to be taken care of made her feel even more tortured.
Obviously throughout her life, her family members had been very attentive when caring for her, but her cautious tone and expression still made it difficult for her to adapt quickly.
For example, in this car accident, Aunt Ming said she wanted to stay with her all night, but she was actually a little uncomfortable with it.
Of course, if Shi Wangyue is willing, for the sake of his health, she is willing to accept Aunt Ming's care and let him have a good rest.
But she knew him too well and knew that he would definitely be unwilling.
In this case, it would be better to let Aunt Ming go back.
She analyzed herself and felt that this was hypocrisy.
How come she can accept so many things without being pretentious, but cannot take care of her family?
After being taken care of by Shi Wangyue, I won't be able to do it anymore. I'm probably used to it.
"Suddenly I felt very emotional. We used to always discuss the future and studies together. We never imagined that it would become like this." Ning Youguang's thoughts broke away from the delusion and returned to real topics.
"How did it turn out?" Shi Wangyue asked curiously.
"What we say every day has changed from 'What should we do next' to 'What do we want to eat in the morning?'" Ning Youguang said with a chuckle.
The corners of Shi Wangyue's lips finally raised, "How could you not think of it?"
He looked at Ning Youguang, his eyes were tired, but his eyes were shining, "I have often thought about it since a long time ago."
Under the quiet and cold morning light, his voice was gentle and distant, as if it had traveled from a long time ago, and was the fundamental sound of the original life energy that could crush the universe and space.
It contains the power to awaken all things and purify everything.
——"Only you can't think of it."
In Ning Youguang's silent and surprised expression, Shi Wangyue continued to add.
…
The doctor on duty had just finished giving Ning Youguang an intravenous drip and not long after the examination.
Ming Jinxin came over with her family workers, "I was delayed at home this morning. You are hungry."
"No." Ning Youguang said, "We usually don't have breakfast that early."
It’s past eight o’clock in the winter morning, and Auntie can make it through at this time——
"Auntie, didn't you sleep much last night?" She stewed soup all night and got up early in the morning to make breakfast.
With workers here, Ming Jinxin doesn't need to do such small things as adding food and bowls.
Seeing that Shi Wangyue took the soup from the worker's hand, she wanted to feed it to Ning Youguang first.
Ming Jinxin promptly said, "Wang Yue, you eat first."
Then, she took another bowl of soup from the worker's hand and said, "I'll feed you."
Wait for the workers to place the breakfasts they brought over on the small dining table one by one.
She asked Shi Wangyue again, "Did you have a change of clothes last night? Do you want Xiao Zhang to wash them here for you, or take them home to wash? I will bring them to you when they are dry."
Ning Youguang didn't expect that his aunt was so considerate and even brought someone over to help them wash their clothes. This was indeed a great convenience.
In such a cold day, she didn't want Shi Wangyue to go out to find a dry cleaner or wash her own clothes when she had a fever, so she looked at Shi Wangyue and asked, "Wangyue, what do you think?"
"Wash it here, please." Shi Wangyue looked at Xiao Zhang, a worker of the Ning family, "Sorry, there is no washing machine here."
"It's okay, Master Shi. I often wash clothes by hand for Mr. Ming, Director Ning and the young master." Xiao Zhang stood aside and smiled.
Ming Jinxin is used to being particular, and has always had her own set of standards whether it is hiring people or doing things.
Of course, as the boss, I have high standards and the money is generous enough.
Therefore, no matter what the workers of the Ning family do, they are not reluctant and will do so with great care.
Shi Wangyue put down the bowl in her hand and went to the bathroom to keep the clothes in the bucket that could be washed by the workers. The clothes that could not be washed by her were separated and put into storage bags. 1314