"After all, those who live magnanimously are more invincible."
"Time will prove everything."
The neon lights outside the window shine into the unlit car, creating patches of dim yellow, creating a quiet and warm atmosphere.
Li Qing looked at Ning Youguang's gentle eyes and suddenly felt that there was no need to be so angry. He was so angry that he wanted to destroy the world.
It's just trash.
In fact, she should be lucky that she could see the other person's face clearly on the day they broke up, instead of being depressed for a long time afterwards.
He really has no qualifications to compare with such a beautiful world.
"If I push myself to the edge of my death date and look at today, will I still feel resentful? Probably not. I will probably find it interesting and grateful for this experience. I am just a little confused at the moment, but this is also a part of life.
Part of it, I just haven't learned to enjoy it yet."
Ning Youguang listened quietly and said nothing, but she didn't ask anything. Only then did Li Qing feel that he could still breathe.
"I have a new feeling about love now. I find that whether it is a good relationship or a bad relationship, it actually has little to do with freedom. In the past, I always felt that love was not free, and I have always been limited to this inherent thinking. My friend
I once told me that you can be free in a relationship, but I haven't found a way yet. I have always wanted to find a relationship that can maintain freedom in love. I feel quite free in this relationship. But what happened?
?”
Li Qing's face showed some complicated meanings.
Ning Youguang was silent for a long time, and then decided to prove it to the other party, "I am very free. I am free when I am alone, and I am free when I fall in love. When I get married...I will feel very free even after I get married."
The speaker has no intention, but the listener has intention.
Sitting in the cab in front, Wangyue's heartbeat slowed down by half a beat.
But at this moment, the two girls in the back seat didn't care about him.
"I think so, freedom is a label, it all depends on how I view it."
"That's what I meant."
"Suddenly I realized that I was just a passer-by in this world, but I was immersed in admiring it. This world is neither as good nor as bad as I imagined."
“Once you see through the nature of the world, you won’t be attached to it.”
"I gradually understand that you said persistence is painful." Li Qing sniffed, "I feel that I need some time to return to my original self, let go of dependence, and withdraw my possessiveness. He is no longer the person I love.
."
——"It's better to be sad now than to be in tears for the rest of your life."
Ning Youguang took out a tissue and gave it to her, "A writer once said, 'Love and affection are often regarded as the same thing. They are consistent on the surface, but they are very different in origin. Love is a beacon,
It emits its own light, and it has no conditions and no desire to control the object it loves; love is a reflector, which shines through light. The removal of the light source means its own destruction, which will inevitably produce possessiveness. Love is entanglement, and love is relaxation. Love hurts people,
Love nurtures people. There is such a thing as being trapped by love in the world, but there is no such thing as a person trapped by love.' When I read this paragraph she wrote, I quite agreed with it, so I would like to share it with you."
"She's right." Li Qing said with a thick nasal voice, "Now that I think about it, I don't really love him that much, it's just love. How can I change my heart so easily if I really love him?
"
After a slight pause, she turned sideways again and got closer to Ning Youguang, "I probably, maybe, don't love him that much. I heard a friend say that he kissed me with a girl in a bar, and I
My first thought was not heartache or anything like that, it was just that I felt cheated and my self-esteem was bruised."
So even if you talk about being mean, you still have to look good.
"If I were really in love, I would feel like the sky is falling right now, right?"
"I don't know, I can't provide you with the corresponding experience and feelings." Ning Youguang said slowly, "But I know that people who live in love have ups and downs, and people who live in love have ups and downs.
Don’t be alarmed and be stable.”
"...I'm sorry, I was wrong." Li Qing immediately covered his mouth and quickly glanced at Shi Wangyue in front of him.
"What are you thinking about?" Ning Youguang smiled.
Then, seeing Li Qing's mood gradually calming down, she asked, "Where are we going now?"
"I don't know." Li Qing shook his head, thought for a moment and then said, "I'm heartbroken and want to drink."
"Want to drink?" Ning Youguang understands, but she doesn't drink. "I can drink tea with you."
"How boring are you when I drink tea?" Li Qing sighed, "You're good at everything, but when it comes to drinking, it's not fun anymore."
"Sorry." Ning Youguang said sorry, but the expression on his face was not, "I think drinking is really not fun."
"Forget it, forget it." Li Qing waved his hand feebly, "There won't be much fun if you don't drink tonight."
Ning Youguang saw her dejected look and thought about the suggestion, "Why don't you call Jiang Wei and ask her where she is? If she is at home, ask her to come over and have a drink with you?"
"I think it's possible." Li Qing suddenly regained his energy, "Will you fight or should I fight?"
"I'll fight."
Ning Youguang took out his mobile phone from the bag next to him and quickly called Jiang Wei.
The two chatted briefly, and Ning Youguang turned to Li Qing and asked, "Jiang Wei, where are you drinking?"
Li Qing just wanted to say let's find a place to go to a hotel, but when he saw Ning Youguang's face as beautiful as a fairy, and then thought about her boyfriend sitting in front of him, he immediately changed his mind and said, "Let's go to my house, my house."
"Li Qing's home." Ning Youguang said to Jiang Wei on the phone, "I'll ask her to send you the location, okay."
Soon, she hung up the phone and asked Li Qing, "Do we need to pack some food for you now?"
"No need." Li Qing shook his head, "I have a lot of snacks at home."
Ning Youguang couldn't help but smile. She thought Li Qing was so cute like this.
After she finished laughing, she grabbed the back of the car seat where Wang Yue was sitting in front of her, got behind him and said, "Haicheng Garden, No. 130 Dongfeng Road, Chaoyang District."
"A city in a city?" Shi Wangyue asked while adjusting the car's navigation.
"Yes."
"Dear, you remember our home address very clearly." Li Qing was surprised when he heard Ning Youguang blurt out the address of her community to Shi Wangyue.
"I've been here a few times." Ning Youguang smiled, "Her home is in Building 27."
"You don't have to go downstairs to my house, we get off at the gate of the community." Li Qing said, "There are a lot of cars in our community, so it's hard to drive out when we're waiting for a meeting."
Ning Youguang turned around and said to Shi Wangyue, "Drive to the gate of the community."
Shi Wangyue nodded.
"Jiang Wei's family was approaching my house." Li Qing said, "If she was fast, she might have reached the downstairs of our house." 1314