These have long since disappeared from his world, and he never dares to dream about them even in his dreams.
Ever since he merged with Ye Mufeng's demon soul, his world has only been filled with coldness, hatred, pain, despair, and violence... If the world of ordinary people is a paradise, then his world is a complete hell.
And Xiao Lingxi was the only warmth in his whole world.
During that time, the reason why he stayed in Liuyun City was just for her. As long as he could look at her every day, he would be endlessly satisfied. Even the huge pain he suffered when absorbing the magic source seemed nothing. But getting a little closer...
...He never dared, because in front of others, he was a terrifying demon, but in front of Xiao Lingxi, he only had endless inferiority, timidity and shame in his heart.
Because in his eyes, he was no longer a human being, but an ugly devil, a devil whose soul was completely dirty.
He longed to kill Yun Che... After leaving Liuyun City that day, he thought that Xiao Lingxi would never want to see him again, and would only feel rejection, fear and even hatred towards him. Before the decisive battle with Yun Che
During those three months, he could not control himself and returned to Liuyun City several times just to take a look at Xiao Lingxi. But he only looked at him from a distance... for fear that she would see him.
Today, not only did she save him from the brink of death, she also took the initiative to recognize him as her brother, become his relative, and give him a new home.
No one could know how strong an impact her every word had on his soul. It was like a snowstorm that covered the sky in his cold world.
Sluggish, hallucinating, unable to believe it...but then panicked, Fen Juechen shrank back and shook his head violently: "No, it can't...it shouldn't be like this, you must...must be trying to prevent me from killing Yun
Che..."
Xiao Lingxi said forcefully: "Brother Fen, every word I said and the oath I made are all sincere! If... if it was because of Xiao Che, how could I let the big brother in the world bring you back?
…”
"No, you don't understand!" Fen Juechen shook his head even more violently. He closed his eyes and his face was full of pain: "I am now... just a demon, a demon whose whole body is full of sin and who only lives for revenge.
You won’t understand…you won’t understand!”
"It's you who doesn't understand!!" Xiao Lingxi said loudly: "Brother Fen, do you still remember that four years ago, in Fentian Clan, your arm was twisted by your eldest brother Fen Juecheng in order to protect me, but...
They refuse to let him go... I, Xiao Lingxi, will remember this incident and this kindness in my heart for the rest of my life and will never forget it. How can you be a devil like this!"
"During the time you were in Liuyun City, I could feel that you were always in pain. You made yourself indifferent, cruel, and even called yourself a devil... and all of this was for yourself.
The real 'devil' is selfish and cruel. How could a real demon give up his life for the sake of his dead relatives and make himself so miserable!"
"I'm afraid of your threat to Xiao Che... But I know better that from beginning to end, you have done nothing wrong. You have always been just a victim. At least, you are definitely not the evil person you think you are..."
"No... don't say any more." Xiao Lingxi's words did not soothe his soul, and his expression became even more painful. He held his head with both hands: "You don't understand, you really don't understand... I really am.
A devil..."
"I have no right to let you do this to me!"
"Brother Fen has no say whether he is qualified or not." Xiao Lingxi still shook her head, and she said softly: "'Fellow' is a very sacred word to me. In my life, I only have relatives.
Dad, Xiao Che, and Xiao Yun who just came back have never thought of taking the initiative to ask other people who are not related by blood to be their relatives, but Brother Fen is different... When the Divine Phoenix Army comes to Liuyun,
It was Brother Fen who protected Liuyun City and the hometown where Xiao Che and I were born and grew up. So to me, Brother Fen is not only a good person and benefactor, but also a true hero!"
Fen Juechen: “…………”
"So, I have always felt grateful, close, and respectful to Brother Fen. If Brother Fen can become my elder brother, a relative who can rely on each other and take care of each other, then it will be an incomparable blessing for me.
Happy, extremely lucky. If Brother Fen refuses, I will definitely be very disappointed and sad."
The trembling of Fen Juechen's body stopped, and his whole body stood still, his eyes dull, as if frozen.
"But, it seems that Brother Fen doesn't like me to be your relative." Xiao Lingxi raised her head and looked into Fen Juechen's eyes with a hint of disappointment.
"I...I..." Under the gaze of her eyes, this man who made the 200,000-strong Divine Phoenix army tremble and made Yun Che deeply fearful suddenly panicked and spoke incoherently.
"But..." Xiao Lingxi laughed again, and the smile that suddenly bloomed made the world in front of Fen Juechen suddenly brighter: "Everything I wanted to say has been said, and the oaths have been sworn, no matter how big brother Fen is
Do you want to recognize me as my sister? Anyway, in my heart, Brother Fen will be my brother from now on! From now on, Xiao Clan will be Brother Fen’s home, and this room will always be reserved for Brother Fen. When Brother Fen is at home
, I will take care of Brother Fen like my biological brother, and share all the good and bad things with Brother Fen."
"However, if Brother Fen does something wrong, as a younger sister, I will criticize and correct him without mercy!!"
Without waiting for Fen Juechen to respond, Xiao Lingxi stood up and smiled sweetly: "That's it! Brother Fen is seriously injured now, and all resistance is completely useless! Then..."
"Wait for me, I'll be right back!"
After Xiao Lingxi finished speaking to herself, she ran away... After a while, she pushed the door open again and walked in, holding a pile of clean gray-white coats in her hands.
"Brother Fen, your clothes are rotten and stinky. Please put on these clothes first. Brother Fen has never been used to relying on others, and he seems to have recovered a lot of strength. He can definitely put on the clothes himself.
Change it, so I won’t ask the big brother in the world to help." She said with a smile, and gently put the clothes in Fen Juechen's hand: "By the way, these are the clothes Xiao Che wore, they should be
Very suitable.”
Fen Juechen, who was in a state of confusion, heard the word "Yun Che", and a wave of anger surged up from his chest completely instinctively: "Yun... Che!?"
"Yeah!" Xiao Lingxi didn't care about Fen Juechen's abnormal tone and breath at all, and still smiled sweetly: "These are the clothes he left behind before he left last time. I washed them and dried them not long ago. I know Brother Fen
I hate Xiao Che very much, but the clothes are not wrong. A person as powerful as Brother Fen will definitely not be so stingy that he can't get along with his clothes... I'm going to make another medicine. Brother Fen has to change his clothes obediently. I'll finish it.
Come back later."
With a light smile, Xiao Lingxi turned around and left, closing the door.
The world became extremely quiet, and for the first time, Fen Juechen felt that his heartbeat was so clear and violent.
He was stunned for a long time, and then finally stretched out his hand to the coat at hand.
The clothes were neatly stacked, and every texture was as clean as new. There was a faint fragrance that could be smelled.
These are the clothes of Yun Che, the person he hates most. He hates the house and the bird... He should have been disgusted and tore it to pieces with all his strength, and even became irritable for a long time. But... at this moment, he held it in his hand,
There was no trace of hostility or murderous intent in my heart, and even the action of holding it up was subconsciously careful and light.
…………
"As the heaven is my witness, I, Xiao Lingxi, would like to take Fen Juechen as my elder brother... From now on, I am Brother Fen's relative, and my home is Brother Fen's home..."
"It's because you don't understand... I'm afraid of your threat to Xiao Che, but I know better that from beginning to end, you have done nothing wrong. You have always been just a victim. At least, you are definitely not the evil person you think you are.
…”
"...To me, Brother Fen is not only a good person and benefactor, but also a true hero!"
"If Brother Fen can become my brother and relative...that would be such a happy and lucky thing for me..."
"No matter whether Brother Fen wants to recognize me as my sister or not, in my heart, Brother Fen will be my elder brother from now on! From now on, Xiao Clan will be Brother Fen's home..."
………………
Xiao Lingxi's voice, every sentence, every word, rang in his heart and soul again and again, echoing in every corner of his cold soul.
drop……
The sound of slight dripping was extremely clear in the quiet world. Fen Juechen lowered his head blankly... On the corner of the gray clothes in his hand, a trace of wetness was spreading silently.
Eyes...tears...
He stretched out his fingers and touched his face tremblingly... His fingertips touched a long trail of water...
tears...
I am obviously a demon who has wiped out humanity and emotions, leaving only sin and hatred...
Why...I still have tears...
His fingers were trembling, and his soul became even more chaotic. He didn't know what the feeling was that filled his soul at this time. Only the tears on his face were falling uncontrollably and couldn't stop...
It turns out that I...can still be a..."person"...
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[Tonight at 8 o'clock (21st) in Douyu 1589414 room, there will be a live broadcast of Zongheng's annual celebration (maybe). I am a special guest (I don't know why! I have been confused!). Anyone who is interested can come and join in the fun...
But I don’t recommend it at all, because now I am a middle-aged man who dares not see people!!]
