On the first day of September, I would like to share my thoughts with you.
It is estimated that in more than a week, this book will and will reach the one million word mark.
How to describe the feeling at this moment.
When I typed the first word on the keyboard on a whim, I never thought that I would write this book to one million words.
There is a saying in the circle, one million people can become a god.
Now I am about to write a million words, but I don’t feel where my God is at all.
Probably, this is just a polite word to deceive newbies.
Really great master, if I don’t talk about wealth and freedom with my word count, at least I can definitely get a high-quality product at my fingertips.
But as for me, I only have a pitiful income every month, and my results are dismal.
Book friends all say that I am generating electricity for love, and this is indeed the case.
After all, the new book issue was interrupted for so many days, and I didn’t make any money. I was able to write a million words without giving up until I got to this point. I must admit that I am already very good at it.
Especially this past August.
This month, there have been many nights when I felt that I couldn't make it through and was about to stop updating or give up.
First, the biological clock is almost completely reversed. No matter what time I sit in front of the computer every day, until that time, I have no inspiration at all and cannot write a single word.
Secondly, a girl who was very important to me and who was the real-life prototype of one of the central female characters in this book left me.
I won’t go into too much detail, but this incident was like digging a big hole in my heart, and it once made me have the urge to give up on this female character.
Of course, this impulse only lasted for a short while.
Finally, the story is nearly one million words long. In order to keep the quality of the characters and the plot online, the whole process is not broken or downgraded. As a complete novice, sometimes I need to consult a lot of information and go back to the originally written plot, which is extremely frustrating.
Hard work.
So bitter.
The world is so miserable.
Every time I write until late at night, I feel so lonely.
Fortunately, I persisted in the end.
The reason is simple, I like to write books.
Writing books makes me very happy, and it allows me to set an anchor point in a life of confusion and darkness.
Even if no one reads it, and I have little income or motivation, I am still willing to write the story well.
In my daily life of pain and numbness, like a zombie, reading the encouragement and messages from my book friends can really improve my mood a little bit.
Thank you brothers for your continued companionship and support. Take a bow.
Let’s talk about your plans for September.
I want to work hard this month, and update as much as I can, and a little more.
Looking back over the past six months since I wrote the book, I have lost a lot of things.
Intimacy, income, friends, health.
But what did I get in exchange?
In exchange for a group of book friends who like and support me, I don’t know if it is a wonderful story in the middle of telling it.
All I have left is to work hard.
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The editor sent a notice that this book will be free of charge on September 2nd.
Friends who are familiar with it all know that since the day I started writing this book, due to too many interruptions, the new book issue has not received any recommendations.
Sometimes when I look at a new book with more than 100,000 words and a monthly subscription of more than 80,000 to 900,000 words, I would be lying if I said I wasn’t envious.
I am so envious.
But if you don’t work hard, you can’t blame others.
I hope this limited exemption will have good results.
Not much to say, in September, brothers and I will rush together!
Please don’t be polite to me if you have monthly tickets, recommendation votes, comments, or rewards!
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