Late at night, I put down the keyboard in my hands, clicked on the backend, and before I knew it, I had written 100,000 words.
I have a lot of emotions and stumbled up to now. It took me a full month and a half to go from a new author who knew nothing about it and opened the Writer's Assistant and typed the first word to nearly 50 chapters and 100,000 words.
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Writing is very painful for newbies.
I still remember that when I wrote the first chapter, I spent five hours starting from thinking about the name of the person and the title of the book.
Although the speed gradually became faster, and apart from thinking time, I gradually did not need to spend the whole night writing.
But during this period, I still thought about giving up countless times.
Even when I was sitting in front of the computer, I never stopped thinking about giving up.
Isn’t it good to go out for a big meal?
Wouldn't it be nice to sleep with a girl in your arms?
Even playing games with friends is fine.
These thoughts fill my mind every day, but I don’t know what kind of force makes me continue writing.
There are too many reasons why I want to give up. The writing is bad, there is no outline, the writing style is poor, and I don’t understand the routine... Whenever I look back at the chapters I wrote, oh no, now I don’t dare to look back at what I wrote.
chapters because I know they really suck.
Yes, even if I write 100,000 words, I still don’t have a complete outline. This is really not a web article.
I haven't thought about how this story will develop in the future. I just constructed a few characters in my mind and let the characters drive the plot and follow its course.
The reason why I still persist is very simple. I want to see if I can finish something.
Growing up, there were too many things that I was passionate about but easily gave up on for three minutes. My youthful dreams were smashed to the ground by my own hands.
There seems to be no regret medicine in life, and it is impossible to come back like the protagonist in the book and fulfill the unfinished regrets of the previous life.
So no matter what the ending is, whether there is an audience or not, I will try my best to tell this story to the end.
Finally, I would also like to thank my editor, Liu Xing, for signing this book when I was just writing 10,000 words. This gave me the recognition of professionals when I was silently working alone, igniting the motivation to continue creating.
Thanks to the friends who voted for me monthly, recommended votes, left messages, and wrote reviews.
Every one of your messages and support is precious to me.
Thank you, thank you for being willing to stay here and accompany a new writer to grow up slowly.
