638. I think I am sinking into the sea of a generation
Late at night.
The exhausted girl closed her eyes, her straight eyelashes motionless, letting the glistening beads of sweat pass by, tickling her.
She forgot how she was easily persuaded by Gu Yun, as if her whole soul was stained with his color.
It was like a grand fireworks bursting out of thin air inside his skull, leaving Hua Shiyuan's brain completely blank.
The past and the future are no longer important. She just wants to keep this moment, the moment when she fully embraces her lover.
When she opened her eyes again and looked at the man leaning on the bedside, smoking leisurely, she had already found the impulsive answer for herself.
If you don't obey him, what else can you do?
In the darkness, Hua Shiyuan's wet eyes were still bright, and she just stared at Gu Yun with endless affection.
There was once a question on Zhihu: Why do many adolescent girls like gangster-type bad boys?
But in fact it’s not that girls like gangsters, it’s just a microcosm of women liking men who are strong-minded and unconstrained.
This is a mate preference that is engraved in a woman's genes and is a level higher than her appearance.
Sometimes, not only women, but also men will be convinced by those who are naturally non-conformist, have leadership qualities, and do things that everyone is convinced by.
Otherwise, why would you follow him?
A man who is truly self-made and has won everything by his own hard work, the confidence in his every move seems to have an appeal that awakens instinct.
Reason told Hua Shiyuan that she should not have a baby at this time, not in any case.
Not to mention that the two are not married yet, there is not even an engagement ceremony, at least they can draw a cake, right?
But she just couldn't make up her mind to refuse.
Being able to give birth to a baby for a man like Gu Yun is actually... not a loss, right?
God knows how many people out there are willing?
If he refused, Zhong Leyi, who was relatively conservative, would not be able to stop Wen Jue even if he wanted to do so. He would have liked to drag Gu Yun over to fight for 300 rounds that night.
Not everyone is as worried as I am.
"Are you satisfied this time?"
Rubbing her sore eyes, Hua Shiyuan broke the silence.
Perhaps because she used too much force just now, her originally pleasant voice was a little hoarse.
"It's okay, it's okay."
The big stone on the apex of his heart was half removed. Gu Yun's attitude was extremely good. He reached out his hand and pulled out a few wet wipes and lowered his head.
"Go away, you're not needed! I'm going to take a shower."
There were still a few traces of blush on her pink side face. Hua Shiyuan snatched the things from Gu Yun's hand, balled them up, and threw them into the trash can.
...
Under the warm lamp, the sound of water gradually became quieter.
The girl re-wrapped herself in her nightgown and walked into the bedroom with her short hair loose. The surroundings were filled with the scent of evaporated roses.
Gu Yun was not asleep yet, leaning on the pillow and staring straight at her.
"Yuanyuan."
"Um?"
"If you regret it...it's still too late."
Gu Yun spoke with some caution.
In any case, there is a huge gap between Hua Shiyuan's situation and Zhong Leyi's, and they cannot be compared to each other.
Zhong Leyi won the lottery, whether it was a deliberate move or an unintentional mistake, he believed that he could handle it within his ability.
She could have stopped working at the law firm and disappeared from school for a few months, and it would not have been a problem at all.
But Hua Shiyuan cannot.
How can a national civil servant openly absent from work without a legitimate reason?
"What do you regret? It's not like you can have something if you want to. Maybe you can't?"
Hua Shiyuan curled her lips and shook the water droplets from her hair, as if she didn't care about betting on odds.
Who can say that it can’t be done?
My brother is a top player who can catch the soul with one shot!
But there was no need to be harsh at this time. Gu Yun opened his mouth and suppressed his desire to refute.
"What are you going to do if you determine that there are two lines?"
Hua Shiyuan looked at Gu Yun, with a playful smile on her lips.
"If I get married...I'm not of legal age yet."
Seeing Hua Shiyuan's expression frozen in place like an ice sculpture, Gu Yun immediately added: "But we can have a drink first."
Having a drink?
Isn’t that just a wedding?
Hua Shiyuan's mood suddenly blossomed, and her cold attitude turned into surprise: "Huh?"
She had dreamed of her own romantic and grand wedding countless times, but she never thought it would happen so soon.
"But as a leading cadre, you can't do anything big, right?"
Before she could be happy for a long time, Gu Yun poured cold water on her with rules and regulations.
Now is the second year after the 18th National Congress of the Communist Party of China. The content of the Eight Provisions is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. Leading cadres must not show any extravagance.
Especially happy events such as college entrance banquets and weddings are the hardest hit areas for grand arrangements, and countless pairs of eyes are watching.
"Well, including family, classmates, friends and colleagues, there can't be more than twenty tables."
Hua Shiyuan let out a long sigh and returned to the real world from fantasy.
As a reserve cadre who was in the limelight, it was obviously impossible to have a wedding as big as her dream.
Just have a simple meal, let the people around you know that this is happening, accept blessings from relatives and friends, and collect some of the money you have thrown away since you started working.
For Hua Shiyuan, like everyone else, it is already the best.
No matter how rich your husband is and how happy your life is, as long as you stay within the framework of the system, don't look too special.
Otherwise, everyone would invite twenty tables of guests, insisting on making the whole city fall in love, and invite hundreds of guests at every turn, showing Gu Yunhao's inhumane financial resources...
Whether it is colleagues, leaders, or subordinates, if their minds are not balanced, how can they carry out their work in the future?
"Well, it doesn't matter. I understand. You have to set an example. Just celebrate in a small area. There is really no need to have such a grand celebration."
Gu Yun smiled and rubbed Hua Shiyuan's head, pretending to be reasonable, but he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
This forced compromise is already the best way to deal with it after repeated review.
In order for Hua Shiyuan to get pregnant smoothly, he had to make concessions in some aspects.
The relatively sensitive status of the senior sister actually became a shield for him to act in a low-key manner.
Otherwise, given his identity and status as the boss of the paradise group, if the news of the wedding spreads out without control, it would be strange if it did not become a hot search the next day.
By then, the impact will be felt across the entire network, and I'm afraid it won't be able to be dealt with at all.
Over there, Zhong Leyi was still pregnant. Over here, I heard that he and Hua Shiyuan got married happily. Gu Yun couldn't even imagine how tragic this ending would be.
Who said a twenty-table thank you banquet was shabby?
The fewer people who know, the better.
"Let's talk about it then. I'm in a bit of a mess right now."
An hour ago, she lost too much water. Hua Shiyuan drank a big drink, then put on a moisturizing mask and lay flat on the bed in a daze.
"Husband~"
"Um?"
"I'm so anxious. What if I really have it?"
The same question was asked over and over again by both parties.
"Just give birth."
"That's so easy to say. Do you know how hard it is for a woman to give birth to a baby?"
The pink fist hammered at Gu Yun's chest.
"...I know that mothers are great."
"I won't turn into a worried yellow-faced woman in the future, right?"
"How is it possible? We have the best of everything to ensure that things will be restored as before as soon as possible."
"I know all this, but I'm still very anxious..."
"Why?"
"I think I'm sinking into the sea of a generation."
