I don’t know whether it was because he was shot in the eye or because the right side of his body was injured. Even though the river was flowing very fast, there were bursts of bright red blood along the way. It was particularly eye-catching in the drizzle, which made people feel sad.
I can’t help but feel a bit sad!
Of course, I could also jump into the river, but looking at the panting water, my own strength had not yet recovered, and thinking that I had shot him in the left eye, I gave up the idea!
Watching his body float up and down, I thought a little, but did not continue to pursue him. This can be regarded as a serious injury to him. If his willpower is not good enough, the outcome can be imagined. It is rare to relax at this time, and my heart is slightly
He breathed a sigh of relief.
Although it seemed that there was no danger, I walked up quickly because I knew that the river above was shallower and safer than here. If I wanted to go back to the pile of rocks, I had to wade through the river.
After all, there is still a strong smell of blood in the air. If a ferocious beast breaks out at this time, I am afraid that with my current physical strength, I will not be able to resist at all. Besides, it is rare for a beast to appear, so I have to evacuate immediately.
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If I find the shallow water in the river, it will naturally be helpful to return to the pile of rocks. No matter where I am, I must leave here as quickly as possible. I will act naturally when I think of it, without even the slightest thought.
hesitate.
I walked carefully along the river for a while. I held the spike in my hand and the machete left by the man. With these two weapons in hand, I felt somewhat calm.
But I still carried caution along the way. Even if I didn't encounter any danger for the time being, I had to be cautious. After all, the attack and killing of the man just now was enough to make me extremely cautious. So I quickly found a place by the river.
A relatively shallow location.
Of course, I didn’t cross the river right away. Instead, I stood on the bank of the river with rocks as a barrier, and then sat in the shallow water with my back against the rocks to rest. It was safer to cross the river here, but of course, I was protected in the face of danger.
Some.
Sitting in the river, thinking about the experience of this day, even though I have experienced many things, I feel like I am dreaming. As the water washes away, the painful places where the thorn bushes stabbed my body seem to be clearer. But
Because the river water was a bit cool, I felt much more comfortable.
Up and down the river, it seemed very quiet.
However, it may have been raining for several days in a row, so the river water was obviously yellowish. Even though I knew that this water was not clean, I still wiped it slowly, let myself sit in the water, and took a happy bath!
In fact, my mind has been aching, because from Zhou Jianguo's reminder to the changes I encountered, I realized that there might be some problems around me. However, I have never dared to face it, for fear of breaking a certain balance.
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I don't know if I'm deceiving myself, but the numbness on the surface of my body that was pricked by the thorns' poison is worse than the emotional excitement in my heart. I really wanted to avoid this matter, but the words of this man just now stimulated and reminded me again.
It seems that the saying in the world is right: the person you trust the most is often the person behind you who stabs you the most with a knife!
In fact, no matter what, I never dared to believe that someone among the people around me would betray us. Even with the experience I had back then, and perhaps having lived peacefully in the outside world for a few years, I have become accustomed to numbing myself.
No matter who it is, I don’t dare to think about it, I can’t do it, and it’s even hard to understand why I would betray a friend I trust?
I vaguely feel that there is a huge conspiracy in this rain forest, even secretly surrounding me!
Sitting in the river, letting the cool water wash over my body.
The rain above is also getting heavier, which is a good thing for me. The smell of blood on my body and the smell in the air seem to be disappearing.
The rain and river water gradually calmed me down.
But I really can't figure out where the source of this weirdness comes from and why something like this happens.
In my mind, everyone's face was filled with faces, Ou Xiang, Lan Fang, Huang Jianfen, Liu Huan, Ni Yuewen, Ling Mei, Xiao Min, and even that Lan Lan. But when Luo Xiaoshan appeared, my eyes finally returned.
Qingming.
Although the experience of getting along with these people is different, as a person with normal psychology, I allowed them to be together in the first place, naturally out of the thoughts of a normal person.
Thinking of Huang Jianfen, who was almost stabbed to death by a savage, Liu Huan, who was almost stabbed by Jia Lue, Xiao Min, who was almost killed by Ding Lishou, Ling Mei, who was accidentally injured, and even almost died in a trap, all the images flashed by like a movie.
Even Ou Xiang, who had the least sense of existence, emerged clearly at this moment. If I could use one word to describe the entanglement in my heart at this time, I think I can only use helplessness!
I didn't have much feeling about it before, but later I found that I secretly liked Lan Fang. Because Liu Huan's beauty is like her, and Luo Xiaoshan's gentleness on the surface is like her, I found that I actually have a bit of obsession.
But later I realized that it had no effect at all, because if I hadn't been trapped, she might not have even looked at me in this rainforest. If you face someone who doesn't like you, no matter how hard you try, it won't work!
This is not because I have low self-esteem, or I like being humble, but I have long understood that if you don’t feel something, you will not be happy doing it. It’s just that I was involved in it, and I didn’t want to admit it at the time.
But then I met Liu Huan, a girl with skin as white as jade, who was always by my side and even somewhat dependent on me, which made me vaguely understand a truth.
Environment can change people, it can change anyone, including men and women!
So when I faced Luo Xiaoshan, I vaguely felt her thoughts, so I never felt guilty! Now I understand even more that if I have no use value, I may just be like a walking zombie!
I seem to have never been so calm and clear as at this moment. I know that there are many regrets in life that are beautiful,,,,,,
A person can live for many people in his life. If they die, people will feel that living is meaningless!
Thinking of this, I understand that at present, I can only say that I am weak and weak. Whether I want to save people or have other ideas, it is actually nothing more than fantasy.
There seems to be a breeze blowing, and I actually think this feeling is very comfortable! Because I grew up in the countryside, I have some skills in the wild. Coupled with my experience a few years ago, I actually know more than the average person.
!
But I have been hiding my shame because I know that in this environment!