There is a ward that is so narrow that it can only accommodate one bed.
There are no windows on the pure white walls, and there are no unnecessary decorations.
Drab and small, that's all this ward is.
It's so narrow that even if you want to hit the wall hard, there won't be enough room to accelerate.
It's so monotonous that you can only see the wall.
Gavin was put in a special open-mouth straitjacket and tied tightly to the hospital bed.
I eat, drink, poop and sleep on this bed.
Fully automatic processing.
He cannot harm himself, run away, or call for help. He can only take injections and medicine regularly.
At a glance, you can tell that this is definitely not a place to treat people, but a place to drive them crazy.
He once thought about asking the red ants to rescue him.
But after thinking about it, I gave up.
Because he saw a picture in Madness, he found the answer.
Only by accepting this training can we reach the other side.
The people of Dongzhou have said that when heaven assigns great responsibilities to the people of this country, they will have to endure hardships on their minds, their bodies and their skin...and finally drive them crazy.
If you are not crazy, you are not a devil.
The Buddha cannot save the world, but on the contrary, the demon who engages in genocide can do it. It is really ironic.
There was no way he could easily complete his mission and save McCann just by eating red ants all the way.
Absolutely impossible!
If it were that simple, what would be the point of so much blood shed by previous generations?
That kind of smooth sailing can only appear in novels and film and television dramas.
Next month.
"Gavin, I got the injection."
"Gavin, take your medicine."
"Gavin, tested."
"Uh, why is my condition getting worse? I even did the math questions wrong in the third grade of elementary school. I need to increase the dosage of medicine."
It would be strange if it doesn't get worse.
Gavin was already hallucinating at this time.
The small hospital room turned into a vast palace, and he was the king of the palace.
He sits on a high throne and no one can go against his will.
His will is supreme.
Arithmetic, does not exist.
He just wants to eat, drink and have fun.
"Haha, what does saving the world and reversing time have to do with me?"
"I am a little mealworm. I eat all kinds of things every day."
"I eat, eat, eat, I drink, drink, drink..."
He was in the palace, singing, running around, dancing, and having fun...
Everything was thrown away by him.
What does other people's emotions have to do with him?
Hundreds of years later, he turns into a pile of loess. What's the point of everything?
The most important thing is to enjoy the moment.
At least before I die, I won't regret that I didn't enjoy anything back then.
I won’t regret it. I didn’t enjoy it when I could have.
All kinds of thoughts, the most depraved, negative, and most in line with human nature, emerged in Gavin's mind one by one.
"No one can blame me. I have saved many people. I'm so old. I don't want to enjoy anything."
"I didn't spend a penny from you, I earned everything by myself!"
"Why do you want to kidnap the fate of the McCann people to me? After all, I am originally a citizen of a small country in Xizhou."
"Public or private, no one can ask me for anything!"
The mind breaks through the moral barriers and the spirit enters a place of freedom.
All the pressure, along with the madness, disappeared.
Going crazy is nature's last gift to those seeking survival.
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Outside the ward, two people peered at Gawaine through the window.
Four eyes stared at the white man at the same time.
"Alas, another extraordinary person has gone crazy." Zhang Zhendong looked back and sighed.
"There seem to be a lot of extraordinary people coming to this hospital recently. I really don't know why." His partner, Dong Zhenzhang, said in confusion.
"Privately I heard that they all think that there is a way to improve themselves and transcend the world. However, the fact is that there is nothing here, except for crazy people." Zhang Zhendong shook his head.
"Some people seem to be mass-producing lunatics, which is a bit strange." Dong Zhenzhang said thoughtfully.
"It's none of our business. Our task this time is to pick out the patients with the greatest hidden dangers," Zhang Zhendong reminded.
"Okay, I know you have a lot of worries with a family. However, I always feel that we just missed an opportunity." Dong Zhenzhang said regretfully.
"Opportunities can only be grasped by the protagonist. Just look at the names our parents gave us. Do we look like the protagonists of this world?"
"I feel like I am, at least I have an orphan background." Dong Zhenzhang is quite confident.
After the two looked at it, they left Gavin's ward and went to the next ward.
Gawain, who fell into madness, suddenly turned his head and looked at the window, as if he wanted to say something.
However, only their backs were left behind.
Gawain could only close his eyes helplessly, and the waking time quickly disappeared.
"I can't lose! I can't indulge myself!"
"A person's life should be spent like this: whenever he looks back on the past, he will not regret for wasting his years, nor will he be ashamed for doing nothing."
"I'm going to hold on!"
"I want everyone to see my back, and I want everyone to remember me!"
After he roared like this, madness came again.
He was immersed in that joyful world again.
I don't know how much time passed, but in the endless madness, he saw it.
"That is a ray of light. Behind the light, there is ultimate darkness."
"I want to write, where is my pen?"
"Let me out, I'm not crazy!"
"You damn guys, go to hell!"
"I don't want to carry those boring things, I just want to be alone!"
"Hahaha, I am a genius, I am a genius, no one can understand me!"
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"Master, my friend seems to be crazy." Fatty said to Wenren Sheng worriedly.
Wen Rensheng said nothing.
At this time, he felt a rare admiration.
He clapped his hands slowly, and applause broke out.
Very few people can get such admiration from him.
Because the other party did something he couldn't do, or didn't want to do.
Falling into madness, relying on completely irrational thinking to collide, touch, and randomize the most profound truth in the universe.
The truth of time.
Van Gogh, a madman and a talented painter, was depressed and crazy before his death, unable to repay the only relative who recognized him, approved of him, and supported him, his brother.
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! Long after his death, a painting was sold for a sky-high price. As long as one percent, he could repay his brother and prove his worth.
Defeat all contemptuous glances.
This is the power of madness.
Although the chance is extremely small, as long as you encounter one, it is a treasure.
"This is his own choice, and you have to respect his choice. He is a brave person with a brave heart. It is this kind of person who can lead the group out of desperate situations." Wen Rensheng said seriously.
The fat baby didn't seem to understand, so he had to ask, "Can he survive it?"
"You have to ask your sister about this."
"Where is my sister?"
"In the middle of the laundry."
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"Damn Lao Wen, a cheapskate, a big bad guy."
"Boom, boom!"
Xiao Huan held up a stick that was taller than himself and smashed his clothes hard by the river.
She is a poor little maid from a wealthy family. She does the heaviest work and eats the worst food every day.
"Sister, sister." The fat baby came out of the river.
"Wow! Here comes a giant salamander, just in time for a snack." Little Huan's eyes flashed golden, he picked up the stick and started beating it.
"Hey, it's me..." The fat baby received a stick innocently.
"Oh, it's you, kid. What are you doing here?" Xiao Huanqi said loudly, "Did you also get sent here?"
"Master asked me to come and see you and help you." Fatty said flatteringly.
How humble.
"That's pretty much it. You can wash the clothes. I want to take a nap." Xiao Huan threw a large basin of dirty clothes to him.
"Okay." The fat baby took the basin, dragged the clothes into the river, and started to make a whirlpool, stirring the clothes.
This is called a natural river water automatic washing machine.
After two hours, the clothes were barely washed.
Xiao Huan is also full of sleep.
Then Fat Baby cooked her another dinner. Feeling that the relationship had almost eased, she asked
"Sister, sister, my partner is crazy. I wonder if he can survive?"
"Going crazy? Isn't he very powerful? He can take you all the way," Xiao Huan envied, "Why did he suddenly go crazy?"
"I don't know either. He took a question, answered it wrong, and was sent to the ward. After staying there for a while, he went crazy."
"Oh, then why don't you rescue him?"
"He wouldn't let me save him."
"I can save him, but I'm trapped here by Lao Wen and can't get out." Xiao Huan is very clever.