The spring tide brings rain that comes late, and there is no boat crossing the wild river.
Compared with the raging night wind and the cold spring rain, Xiao Yi's heart was even more tormented at this time.
He felt guilty towards Su Yunqing, but now that he was walking in front of the sports car that was crumbling in the heavy rain, Xiao Yi couldn't help but feel a little guilty about the woman in the car.
When she was emotional, he ruthlessly withdrew and left her alone in this dark valley, in the cold steel machine.
How cruel is this for a woman?
Xiao Yi didn't know what Su Yunqing's mental activities were like during the past half hour.
Is she wrong?
Xiao Yi doesn't know.
Love is very selfish, so selfish that you can give up anything for it.
He didn't know whether Su Yunqing was wrong, but Xiao Yi knew that he was wrong.
If he was not wrong, he would not taste the forbidden fruit with Su Yunqing again and again. If he really didn't want to, could Su Yunqing still tie him up?
When it comes to his heart, in the final analysis, he is just greedy.
He is a vulgar person to begin with, a vulgar person to the core. If a woman like Su Yunqing throws herself into her arms, I believe no man in the world can refuse her.
Including Xiao Yi.
But apart from self-blame, what happiness brings does not seem to have any other meaning.
Because Xiao Yi knows that if there is a next time, he still cannot remain indifferent.
He stood sluggishly in front of the car window, not opening the door for a long time and letting the fierce rain pour from the top of his head to his feet. His whole body was like a drowned rat.
"Boom."
Suddenly, a deafening thunder exploded in the sky, with lightning lighting up the night into day.
With the light of these few seconds, Xiao Yi saw his own face reflected in the car window.
The edges and corners are sharp, and the rainwater flows down the cheeks.
Even though he is extremely miserable, he still looks handsome.
But at this moment, Xiao Yi felt that this person was very strange.
It was so strange that he seemed to have never seen this person before.
"How long are you going to stand out there?"
Su Yunqing's voice sounded in the car, her tone was very calm, and no emotion could be heard at all.
Hearing this, Xiao Yi smiled helplessly, then opened the passenger door and got in.
The heater was turned on in the car, and the gentle hot air blew past Xiao Yi's nose. Under the combination of hot and cold, Xiao Yi couldn't help but sneeze.
Frowning, Su Yunqing forcefully moved Xiao Yi's head to his lap, took the removed windbreaker and gently wiped the rainwater from his hair.
"Do you want to die?"
"Even if you blame yourself, you shouldn't punish yourself in this way."
"If you get sick, you have to worry about others."
After hearing this, Xiao Yi felt even more uncomfortable. He only felt that his heart was so blocked that he lost all strength.
Su Yunqing's little hands were very warm and moved gently, from hair to cheek, until the rainwater on Xiao Yi's face was completely wiped away, then Su Yunqing held his face and whispered softly.
His tone was so rare and gentle.
"I brought all this on myself, and I did it willingly."
"You don't need to blame yourself, and there's no need to get entangled."
"I have seen another color in life. It makes people obsessed and crazy. It makes me feel boring and boring. There is such a kind of crazy happiness in life. I am already very satisfied."
"I will not destroy the relationship between you and your sister, and I have never thought about it."
"So there's no need for you to worry about it."
yes.
Su Yunqing's words have made it very clear.
With her character, she doesn't even bother to compete with other women for men. Even if she competes for men, how many women in the world can be her rival?
Not to mention that this person is still his twin sister.
After hearing this, Xiao Yi did not respond. He rested his head on his soft thighs and looked at the chaotic rain curtain outside the window, feeling suddenly confused.
Does he like Su Yunqing?
There should be some, but definitely not to the level of love.
It's more because she got interested in sex, which Xiao Yi has never denied.
But now that the bond has been planted, Xiao Yi has no idea how to deal with the relationship between the two.
Looking down at Xiao Yi's unfocused pupils, Su Yunqing smiled slightly, then started the ignition, and the red sports car drove slowly out of the valley amidst the roar.
………
Neither of them spoke much on the way back.
Su Yunqing drove seriously, while Xiao Yi quietly rested his head on her lap.
In about half an hour, the car drove into Suzhou.
Arriving at the community where Huqiu is located, Su Yunqing parked the car in front of Xiao Yi's house.
After she was silent for a long time, she said softly.
"Xiao Yi, we're home."
Yes, I'm home, but it's not her home.
Along the way, she wanted to drive the car directly back to her apartment more than once, but in the end she still did not do so.
With a hum, Xiao Yi straightened up softly. He looked at the pretty face so close that he could reach out and touch it. He had the words brewing in his heart but didn't know how to say it out.
After hesitating for a while, he said casually.
"Yun Qing, you didn't watch the movie last night, do you want to watch it tomorrow?"
After hearing this, Su Yunqing suddenly laughed. The smile was very beautiful, as beautiful as the datura flower blooming quietly on a rainy night. It was coquettish and charming. But when he smiled, his clear eyes couldn't help but sparkle.
Layers of water mist.
She resisted the urge to cry and squeezed out a sentence through her teeth.
"It depends on my sister's mood."
After saying that, he pushed Xiao Yi out of the car without any explanation, as if he didn't want him to see his embarrassing scene.
She is Su Yunqing.
The unique Su Yunqing in the world.
Being dignified, noble, and gorgeous, how can you easily show your vulnerability to others?
Even if this person is Xiao Yi, this is not possible.
………
………
The living room was very quiet, and a faint fragrance filled the air.
It was as if I had returned from hell to heaven in an instant.
Moving with difficulty, Xiao Yi fell top-heavy on the sofa and did not move for a long time.
Jiang Qingyi, who had no intention of sleeping, was awakened when she heard the sound of the door opening. She put on her coat and walked out of the bedroom, and then she saw the motionless figure on the sofa.
After being slightly dazed, Jiang Qingyi quietly walked into the kitchen without disturbing him.
Two spoons of brown sugar, a few wolfberries, and half a piece of ginger.
Within ten minutes, Jiang Qingyi had made a steaming bowl of ginger tea.
She carefully walked to Xiao Yi carrying the soup bowl, placed the soup bowl on the coffee table, then sat on top of his head, gently held him in her arms, and whispered.
"How did it end up like this?"
"It's raining so hard, why don't you know how to stay away?"
Listening to this familiar and peaceful voice, Xiao Yi smiled bitterly. When Jiang Qingyi saw this smile, she couldn't help but feel nervous.
She knew something must have happened to Xiao Yi.
Otherwise, how could the unruly and dissolute junior student in the past look like this?
She didn't ask out loud, she just looked at Xiao Yi's chapped lips, sighed softly, then picked up the soup bowl, put it to her mouth, blew on it, and then held up the spoon and handed it to his mouth.
"Drink some ginger tea to go away the cold."
"Otherwise, my iron-clad body won't be able to bear it."
The rain outside the house is still falling, but it is getting worse.
The violent storm rustled against the windows.
In the living room, Jiang Qingyi didn't speak. She just held Xiao Yi and sat on the sofa, burying his head in her chest and gently patting his back with her small hands.
………
That night Xiao Yi fell seriously ill.
The fever is severe.
Although her body has no strength, Xiao Yi's mind is very flexible.
He was helpless. Even though he had undergone many physical enhancements from the system, he still fell ill.
Although he had been in the heavy rain for a long time, Xiao Yi also knew that his illness was not because of his weak constitution, but because of his heart disease.
After tonight's night, Xiao Yi suddenly realized that she really didn't know how to deal with the women around her.
Yunqing's kindness, Yunqing's madness...
Qingyi's gentleness, bitch's free and easy...
He suddenly hated himself for not living in ancient times, so that he no longer had to suffer these worldly formalities.
He had too many things to say and wanted to find someone to talk to, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know who to talk to.
Endless words piled up in his mind, making him breathless.
Originally Biao Biao was a good person to talk to.
But now......
The bitch has become a part of the situation.
Jiang Qingyi, Su Yunqing, Su Yunqing, and Zhao Yaxin were like tangles, tangles, and threads, tying him up in a big net, suffocating him, and drowning him.
Jiang Qingyi also worked hard this night.
The elementary school boy was bedridden with a high fever, so she was busy wiping his body with warm water over and over again.
It was not until dawn that Xiao Yi slowly fell asleep amid deep sleepiness.
Jiang Qingyi felt very distressed when she saw the little boy's brows furrowed tightly while he was sleeping.
She knew that Xiao Yi had a lot of things on his mind, and she also knew that he never wanted to let her know because he loved her so much that he always looked like a child with no worries or worries in front of her.
………
Dawn had already broken outside the window, and the fallen flowers were shattered all over the yard.
A heavy rain seemed to have completely washed away the world.
The delicate flowers were damaged by wind and rain and crushed into mud.