Colin recalled the time in Los Angeles when he had just left Section 11 and needed a large amount of money to leave the Freedom League. Although he could have robbed a bank and escaped with his ability at that time, he did not do so in the end.
People cannot be free.
No matter how objectively and comprehensively we understand the world and have a clear understanding of everything, we will always be bound by the self that is the foundation of memory, influencing our judgment and interfering with our sanity.
Even if society only exists as a spiritual concept, once it was integrated with it and then separated, it will always be affected by it forever.
Under the cognitive framework of pure rational logic with complete freedom, and compromising with the cornerstone that constitutes the self, this is the correct solution.
Just like all the opposites in spiritual phenomenology.
Existence and nothingness, relative and absolute, essence and phenomenon, freedom and self.
They have always been in opposition to each other, but they reflect each other and make each other complete, so that another thing can exist, otherwise everything is "empty".
It is a kind of "empty" where there is nothing, there is only a desert of thoughts, a whirlpool of lack, and an abyss of meaninglessness.
Because even the so-called nothingness can only be called nothingness when there is no existing thing. If it is just nothingness, then there is nothingness.
Hence it is obtained.
free.
Only when self is established.
was just established.
Colin believed that it was because of this that he was so convinced that even the violent pain and endless eternity would not waver.
Maybe this is it.
The biggest reason why I have been able to contend with the abyss to such an extent and become known as K.
At that time, everything was still normal, and all social functions were operating step by step. The destruction of SCT did not cause waves in such a large world in a short period of time. Money was very valuable at that time, but I could not do it because of my strength.
And if you throw away this persistence, if you lose yourself and plunge into the whirlpool of chaos, you will have been swallowed up by the abyss like others and become a bloodthirsty monster.
Therefore, when he learned about the evidence about his brother who died young, he returned to the countermeasures bureau. Although he had no feelings at all about the dead man who had no involvement at all, the important thing was the person behind the dead man, a man who was frozen due to alcoholism.
A person who died in the back alley of a pub that no one cares about, but accompanied by complicated and confusing events.
At that time, he was offered a bounty by Di Zhu and offered a shockingly high price to deal with an ordinary agent from Section 11. Now that I think about it, it was too exaggerated, even though the demon he killed at that time was a guy named Randy.
, it may indeed be worth so much money, but when one of the generals has already been lost, offering such a high price is not worth the gain.
Colin didn't think about it carefully at that time, but now that he thinks about it, he has many problems. It's not Di Biao, but someone within SCT who is eyeing him.
In addition, there are also the words that Ash said before his death.
Until this woman with half her face disfigured spoke out.
Colin finally connected everything.
His father had a relationship with the head of the SCT's External Punishment Department, but it was of a rather bad kind. He had to hire a murderer to kill his son in order to induce him to appear.
But the bad guy lived up to expectations and never showed up.
The fundamental reason is that, in Colin's reasoning, although he did not directly experience the South Pacific Incident, he was still a participant. He had many friends in the academic world, many of whom had personally experienced it at the time, because he was an archaeologist.
His identity mixed him into this mess.
Bunker surface.
What Hannah didn't expect was that she thought Colin would stop completely, eager to get information from her.
What I didn't expect was.
Colin must verify his suspicion immediately.
Click!
The enamel bone knife was inserted directly into the abdomen of Hannah, who was as breathless as silk, and passed out from her back, then violently vomited out a pool of dirty blood.
"Didn't you hear me?"
Hannah struggled, but the bone knife was extremely sharp. When she touched it with her hand, a cut was made. In the end, Colin picked her up and gave up her struggle.
"Minister of SCT External Affairs Department."
"Why are you looking for me?"
Colin asked coldly.
Hannah understood that the information was her only chance to survive, so she did not speak immediately and asked Colin to put her down first.
But Colin didn't accept this trick at all, and Ash had begged like this before.
"Do you think you are still qualified to negotiate terms with me?"
"Here's the rule. I don't care at all about the SCT foreign minister. One day I will find him and kill him."
"If you tell me, I might still let you live, but it depends on your mood."
"Otherwise, I will die now."
Colin inserted the bone knife a little deeper, and the huge gap in Hannah's abdomen was opened even wider, causing her to let out a muffled groan.
"I said..."
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"It's really appalling."
When Luca's transport convoy arrived on the surface of the institute, the battle that took place here had long passed, and all the blood and mud on the ground stank.
Heller bent down and picked up a crystal-clear stone with a shimmering luster from the ground. It was incredible. A year ago, this little gadget would have been enough for him to fool around for a while, but now with precious metals like this
Not worth the money for a can.
"Fuck."
Galilei could only say "fuck you". He thought that there would be a fierce battle when he arrived at the research institute, but he didn't expect that he had been killed by others in advance. What kind of fierce man can he knock down the research institute? I'm afraid it's not inferior to
The hunchbacked guy next to me.
And all the corpses died in extremely tragic ways, if they can still be called corpses.
All of them were washed away by particulate matter and died. Everyone seemed to have been stoned and then beaten to death for ten and a half days before they were left in such a muddy state.
"It's like putting it into a soymilk machine to squeeze out the juice. All the water comes out and the okara is still fine."
Galilei made this analogy and thought it was very appropriate.
It seemed that a strange comparison had arisen, and Galilei was not to be outdone, talking about strange metaphors.
"If you want me to tell you."
"It's more like making a food called glutinous rice cake. Put the glutinous rice balls in a stone pot, and then use an iron rod to pound it until it becomes a paste. You see, the stickiness is really good."
Nicholas picked up a ball of "glutinous rice" from the ground, pinched it with his hands, and rolled it into a small round ball.
"Fuck, I seem to have quite an appetite."
"How about you eat it."
Galilei sarcastically said.
Heller has a black line on his forehead. You two are really fucking treasures. You two are going to die. Are you still in the mood to stop chatting?
Galilei and the two looked at the corpses of the armored warriors, and became even more convinced that the entire army had been wiped out, and not even the bird feathers were left.
Both of them are Yan Yi, showing weird smiles, so that their lives can be saved for a while, and the hunchbacked man needs to lead the way to find the chain saw.
