Thanks to [Worst Liquor] for the 9,000 coin reward over the past month, and thanks to [ReKnight] [National Girl] for the reward.
Thanks to [The Drunkard's intention is not to drink] [Pain Mask Dominator] [Rscream] [Book Friends 20200421130527471] [Huihui Weng] [wonderD] [Baili Yingcai] [Forever DE Black] [∣ Delusion] [Professor Ozpin]
[Hao Lei] [Ancient Feng Liu Shui] [Money and violence make people gentle] [Listening to Books Demon] [AI Yan Yan] [Feng Ye] [Tang Xie Yuan] [Little Beidou and I] [Midnight Cultivation 12131] [Love Sweet Tooth
Little Red Riding Hood] [Now listening to the rain under the monk's house] [ReKninght] [akb9999] [Leather | Pikachu] [The worst wine] [Africa's first warrior] [The idiot party bows down] [Book friend 100615234923739] [Hai(+
) Steal] [Yogurt is going to break the sky] [Feng Xiaoran] [Kirin looking up at the starry sky] [Helium Neon Argon Krypton Fairy] [Book Friends 20190925174006338] [Amobi] [Maria's Sky] [Rscream] [Hearing the song but not hearing the sound]
Storm Laogao] [Juntian Qiuhao] [Nian 5430] [Dark Master] [Heavenly Wind] [My Wife is a Little Fairy] [auto888888] [Deadwood on the Seaside] [Book Friends 150705211229363] [Zhuang Zhou o Mengdie
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Su, Xiaodi] [*天jealingxing] [Yiren is pitiful] [Shanzhai Liangpi] [It is beneficial to turn over the book] [Sunset Yan Xi] [Eternal Day] [YeatsLover] [Book Friends 20191106213950835] [Silence of the Lambs] [Dream
Fengyun][][Suddenly forgot the name that came to mind][Book Friends 100615234923739][mogoodness][Feng Yushang][Cang Yuan Vitality][Calm and Super Crazy] monthly pass.
There are also everyone who voted for recommendation, whose names I remember all the time, because there are too many to list them all here.
In the past month, I have been sleeping a little less, and there are all kinds of things at home piled up together. In addition, there are some problems with my state, so it is really difficult to ensure that the updates are not interrupted this month.
I would like to apologize to all my friends who are following me.
There are not many updates every day, and I am really embarrassed to receive support from you. Lao Sui is a bit thin-skinned and knows that what he does is not good enough, so this whole month, Lao Sui has not been embarrassed to leave a message asking for monthly tickets and recommendation votes.
In terms of status, this feeling is very strange. I always feel that I am not satisfied with any content I write, and everything I write is garbage. I am also worried that everyone will be dissatisfied with the updated content.
This puts you in a weird circle. You want to write, but you feel you can't write well. In addition, you constantly put pressure on yourself, which makes you very helpless. Generally speaking, it feels like you have suddenly lost your confidence in coding.
Self-psychology hints to yourself that your writing is not good, your writing is not good
During this period of time, Lao Sui didn’t even dare to read book reviews. As the book has sold over 700 orders, more and more negative comments have made me want to cry without tears. Those who have been chasing books know that Lao Sui is the author of every book review.
Almost everyone will read it, and I am happy to accept everyone's opinions, but the increasing number of mindless trolls is really frustrating. Sometimes a negative comment can make the original little impulse to code disappear again.
Most of the time this month, I couldn't code a word while sitting in front of the computer for two or three hours.
Therefore, it is impossible not to adjust the state. Lao Sui said that he is not a person who can't look away, and he has been working hard to adjust.
A friend left a message and said that the biggest problem with Laosui now is the update speed. I admit that the update volume of 4,000 words cannot support the plot of a day's content, which will make many friends who follow the reading feel unsatisfied and suspenseful.
and expectations were not met.
Really, because I have the support of so many friends, I have the motivation not to give up. Without you, I might really be unable to hold on.
You are really the motivation to support me. Several friends left messages on the latest chapter: "Go away and code words!" "Hurry up!" "Urge for updates!" and other words, Lao Sui looked at them after reading them.
Computer, with a smile on his face, but tears dripping down uncontrollably.
Really touched!
This may be the only solace for a desperate person.
Fortunately for you!
Fortunately, with the end of May, this kind of negative emotion that is difficult to explain is receding. I still feel that my state is recovering rapidly. In the last few days, I have not only sorted out the following outline clearly, but also completed it easily every day.