"Your conditions are not bad, why did Shannon reject you?" Harley asked curiously.
"She said that she had always regarded me as a respected and close guardian angel, and it felt weird to fall in love with me, and she didn't want me to give up the honor of being an archangel for her.
She said that it was her greatest honor in life to meet me, meet me, and be protected by me. She was very satisfied and did not dare to desire more, especially she did not want her guardian angel to fall.
If I lose God's favor because I fall in love with her, it will be the greatest misfortune for both her and me." Zhaulie said.
"Well, it seems like she doesn't exactly use you as a backup." Harley thought thoughtfully.
A woman who can be chosen by heaven and favored by an archangel must at least have a guaranteed moral character. She will not be the pretentious white lotus in romantic dramas, or she may swear to rely on herself and never depend on men, but only use her charm to convince men and let them take the initiative to give.
Thus establishing the "big" heroine of a big dynasty.
"You thought Shannon was using me as a warm-hearted backup and taking advantage of me?" Zaulie said unhappily: "Am I like a fool? If she was really that kind of woman, how could I fall in love with her?
Angels only get close to pure things, and this nature ensures that we will not be deceived.
Even the Charming Witch of Hell can't fool angels. Mortals can be better than the Charming Witch. Except for you, you are the 'big witch'. Compared with the Hell Witch, she can only call herself the 'little witch' in front of you."
Harry rolled his eyes at her and asked, "It was so painful after your breakup that you chose your gender and became a bald witch?"
"I am an angel!"
Zaulie stressed solemnly and said with a complex expression: "After being rejected by Shannon, I was very confused, because at that time I had left heaven and had nowhere to go.
At least mentally, I have given up the glory of God for Shannon.
Moreover, because of Shannon's rejection, I also had major mental problems, and I developed resentment, jealousy, unwillingness and many other depraved emotions in my hesitation.
I almost really fell."
"Why don't you come to me immediately and let me hit you with the confession stick a few times?" Harley said.
"Well, if I could detect this and take the initiative to find you, then I wouldn't be considered corrupt." Zaulie sighed.
This is true, if you can recognize the problem and find a way to solve it, then it is not a problem.
Harley asked curiously: "You are normal now and have reached a higher level. Why?"
"That's when I met the Lord."
Fake, is this the fate of the protagonist? But you are just a gatekeeper.
Harley began to wonder if she had overlooked the great shining point in Lao Zha? Otherwise, why would the Dog God value him so highly?
Oh, it's her.
"My God what has my brother done?" she asked.
Zaulie's dark face seemed to be shining, full of reverence and gratitude.
"He first asked me if I really loved Shannon.
I didn't hesitate and immediately answered 'yes'.
Then, He asked me, would it make me uncomfortable when I see Shannon with another man?
The Lord’s voice has a special power that lifts the fog in my heart and allows me to face the deepest truth in my heart.
When I came to Earth for the first time, she and I lived under the same roof. We talked about everything. She told me that she had always had a crush on a male idol in the company. I also helped her with suggestions, helped her change her image, and showed her beauty to everyone.
before.
At that time, I only felt happy and satisfied."
Harry rubbed his eyes and stared at Zaulie's head carefully. He used to have hair when he was a man, but now he has a bald head. At a glance, he did not hide his horns.
Why doesn't this minotaur have horns?
Zaulie continued: "Later, she and Jack lived together, and I felt a little disappointed.
So, I told God, I don't feel bad when Shannon is with another man.
But that doesn't mean I don't love her.
After Jack broke up with her, the feelings in my heart completely exploded, and I was even willing to give up my angel status for her.
God didn’t ask me any more questions. He just let me hold Him and walk around the earth.
We have seen many men and women in love, from the United States, Europe, Asia, Christians, non-Christians, and even went to alien planets and witnessed all kinds of astringent love."
"Finally, we returned to Earth, back to San Francisco, and God pointed at Shannon who came back from get off work and asked me, do you want to possess her?
I said, I will bring her happiness.
God asked again, do you have any sexual desire for her?
I hesitated for a while and said probably.
Then God said, change your identity and think about it again.”
"So, I became a woman." Zaulie said.
"How do you feel?" Harley asked curiously.
"Well, God asked me the same question. I said my feelings haven't changed and I still love Shannon. God was very happy and said, 'Very good, you finally understand.'"
"Uh, what do you understand?" Harley didn't understand.
Zhaulie said: "I was completely confused at the time and didn't know what I understood or what I should understand.
God said: You love Shannon, but you are not jealous that she is dating other men, and you do not have strong, possessive lust.
You love her, and it has nothing to do with your identity or gender. You really love her, and you understand ‘love’.”
"This" Harley's little face wrinkled up, as if she understood something, but seemed even more confused.
"What happens next?" she asked.
Zaulie said with a complex expression: "Then God took me back to a few days ago to see Shannon's life after rejecting me.
I saw her weeping silently while holding the cross I gave her, and she also prayed to God to forgive me for being obsessed with her.
At that moment, I felt that Shannon loved me too!
Not only that, I also saw that the man who was once her idol, later beat her up, got back together with her, and lived together again, but she was not happy, and she didn’t choose to be with him again because she didn’t love him at all.
.
She just wanted to reject me and make me leave her.
I saw how painful and sweet she was.
Life now makes her uncomfortable, but if she can do anything for me, she is so happy that I shed tears."
"God asked me: Do you understand?
I said: What do you understand?
God said: Understand what love is.
I said: I probably understand.
God said: Tell me what love is.
I said: Love is pain and joy."
"I thought you would say, 'Love is the ultimate emotion, giving and sacrificing'." Harley said.
Zaulie shook his head and said: "I didn't analyze what love is, I just expressed my feelings at the time."
"Then what?" Harley asked.
"I found Shannon and told her about my experience during this period. She smiled, very relaxed and happy."
Harley's expression was tangled. This man and woman, as well as the dog god, seemed a bit strange?
"You don't understand how Shannon feels?" Zawlie asked.
"I can't understand it," Harry sighed.
"She didn't explain, but I understood." A sweet and sad smile appeared on Zaulie's face.
"Explain it." Harley said with a bored look on her face.
“Shannon knew about my experience and God’s enlightenment for me, so she no longer worried about my future.
Because God Himself redeemed me.
Shannon loves me and I love Shannon. We love each other in exactly the same way. There is no tenderness or desire for exclusivity. Our love comes from the purest emotion. As long as the other person is happy and beautiful, we will feel the same happiness and beauty.
Now we understand each other's feelings, gain each other's love, and lose the burden of being loved by each other.
From now on, I will continue to be her guardian angel, and she will continue to live an ordinary but meaningful life in my love and care.
In the future, when we meet in heaven, we will smile at each other and feel eternal happiness and joy.
This is really good, and it is better than her and I living together and growing old together."
Speaking of this, Zaulie showed a happy smile from the bottom of his heart.
Hallie didn't want to comment too much on the love between Lao Zha and Shannon.
Feelings are your own, and what is good for you is truly good, and outsiders have no right to dictate.
She asked: "God didn't punish you later?"
"No, He even praised me for being very good." Zaulie said with a proud smile.
On the way back to Earth.
"Why is Abba father so kind to that angel?" Yebigou seemed to be filled with jealousy.
Harley thought for a moment and said, "Maybe she is honest and obedient, has a flexible mind, and has independent and personalized thoughts."
"Are the other angels disloyal, without brains, without their own thoughts?" Yebi said.
"Well, just being honest and obedient is already very rare. Many angels can't compare to it.
Independent will and freedom of thought are the biggest enemies of loyalty. If you want to have both, it is rare.
The key is that Lao Zha seems to have wisdom and the potential to become a Buddha and become an ancestor." Ha Li sighed.
"What wisdom root?"
"An understanding that conforms to God's three views. The understanding that ordinary people have may not necessarily be in line with God's will. What Zhaulie understands is exactly what God appreciates. This is very rare."
Speaking of this, Harley showed a thoughtful look on her face, "Given the current political situation in Silver City where ministers are not subordinates and rulers are not rulers, Lao Zha seems to have a bright future in the future!"
Compared to the voice of heaven, Zaulicai is more like the "voice of God".
"Master Harley, can you help me improve my wisdom?" Yebi said flatteringly.
"You are already very smart."
"No, I want to conform to Abba and Father's three views of understanding." Jabi said.
"That thing is actually not good for you. Without ideological constraints, there is more room for growth."
"I just want my father to love me more."
Well, it's a bit difficult
When he saw you, he immediately thought of his unbearable past, your old mother, and that trembling feeling. Then his blood pressure rose, and the anger and depression in his heart rose with it. It's strange that he likes you.
Back in the Hall of Justice, Harley didn't say anything about the ghost chasing her. She only said that the wizard's council had once again approached the ghost, and the ghost had once again become the "last heritage" of all mankind.
"If the ghost doesn't take action now, it must wait until the last minute?"
After hearing this, Neptune not only did not breathe a sigh of relief, but instead frowned.
After the heroes visited the old heroes of the Justice Society, they immediately divided into three groups. Harley went to the Hall of Destiny, and Dachao led Mr. Excellence, Atom and other technical backbones to cooperate with Brainiac 5 to build equipment to monitor the river of time.
Cyborg and Bateman are looking for War Eagle.
At this time, the Hall of Justice is dominated by Aquaman, The Flash and Wonder Woman.
"In Crisis on Infinite Earths, Ghost also appears last." Wonder Woman also looked unhappy.
"If you are dissatisfied, you can go to Dr. Destiny. He is Ghost's agent, but I have a bad relationship with Ghost."
Neptune's expression changed and he asked: "The appearance of the ghost means that heaven has the intention to interfere with this time crisis, right?"
Harley nodded.
"Then can we form the 'Heaven Mountain Crusade' like last time and get benefits and 'chest trademark fees' from Silver City?" Neptune asked in anticipation.