Early the next morning, Ye Xiaomeng asked the nanny at home to prepare some warm porridge and then boil some soup.
They are all fresh ingredients bought from the market early in the morning.
After everything was ready, Ye Xiaomeng told the nanny that she was going out to see a friend, and then left.
He Ming went with her. Sitting in the car, Ye Xiaomeng felt a little heavy.
She didn't expect that her best friend would get sick. This was so sudden. Life is so unpredictable. They had been talking and laughing together before, and there was no sign that she was sick at all.
She sighed inwardly, then looked at He Ming beside her, feeling a little uncomfortable.
She knew that she had some problems now, just like this time, if it was normal, she might just forget it, but now she would have random thoughts, thinking that he had done something that was sorry for her.
Since giving birth to her second child, she has lost even more confidence. Looking at herself in the mirror, she is dirty and has lost her former elegance and confidence. Now she feels like she is only revolving around her child, and she herself feels melancholy.
Already.
She wanted to change herself and get out of this vicious cycle, but where was her child? She couldn't worry about it.
So she is very conflicted now, and she doesn't want to make herself look like a resentful woman, complaining every day, as that would be meaningless.
Ye Xiaomeng sighed in her heart, she felt that she needed some changes.
Especially Shu Pan's illness this time gave her a lot of insights. She thought about it for a long time last night and wanted to know where her problem was?
Because she was lost in thought, the car was completely silent, so He Ming felt a little strange, so he turned around and saw that she seemed to be addicted to her own world.
"What's wrong?" He Ming couldn't help but ask.
"...Do I look like a psychopath recently?" Ye Xiaomeng asked lightly, but her eyes were still looking forward, but her eyes were a little blurry.
He Ming was startled by her words, "Honey, what are you talking about? Okay, why do you think you're crazy?"
"I don't know, I feel like I have some of these symptoms now." Because Shu Pan was sick, she thought about herself, and it seemed that she was the same, but the symptoms were different.
"'Maybe the child has taken up too much of your time recently. Wife, when Shu Pan is discharged from the hospital and Brother Ting returns to the company to work, I will take some time to take you out for a walk." He Ming felt that he really cared less about the child every day.
Yes, that’s why Xiaomeng behaves like this.
He suddenly blamed himself, women need care and protection.
Ye Xiaomeng did not respond. She knew that He Ming was very busy, so she would not make trouble unreasonably.
Because it was early in the morning, we avoided the rush hour and there were not many people, so we arrived at the hospital quickly.
Because He Ming had already asked about the location of the ward, they went up directly.
When they knocked on the door and entered, they saw Gu Shaoting holding Shu Pan's hand, not knowing what he was saying.
Shu Pan was surprised to see them, "Xiaomeng, He Ming, why are you here?"
I came right over without saying hello in advance.
"What are you talking about? Why didn't you tell me that you were sick? If He Ming hadn't called yesterday, I would have been kept in the dark." Ye Xiaomeng said with a frown.
Shu Pan smiled softly, "It's not a big problem, don't worry."
Shu Pan said lightly.
What she thought at the time was that if it was a terminal illness, she would suffer it silently alone.