In order to win the attention of her parents, Gu Ci has been a bit masochistic since she was a child. If she bumped or bumped, her parents would always come to care about her, but they didn't, and then she ended up fighting with Gu Chuyun.
Every time she fights with Gu Chuyun, she can at least attract the attention of Lu Man and Gu Wenliang, letting them know that there is another daughter in the family, not just Gu Chuyun.
From childhood to adulthood, Gu Ci never learned how to love herself.
Therefore, when Lu Zhiyuan proposed marriage, she thought to herself that whatever he wanted, she was a walking corpse anyway, so if he wanted it, he could just take it away.
Later, every time she made Lu Zhiyuan angry, she would habitually abuse herself.
In her mind, the bitter meat trap is more effective than the beauty trap. If she uses the beauty trap, Lu Zhiyuan may not be successful, but the bitter meat trap is tried and true. She has a tendency to self-abuse, so Lu Zhiyuan will raise the white flag first.
When Lu Zhiyuan ran towards her, Gu Ci's eyes lit up. In the haze of drizzle, no matter how blurry his outline was, she recognized him at a glance, and her bones numbed by the cold wind began to feel.
Her pale world suddenly took on color.
"Lu Zhiyuan..."
The drizzle wet his hair and shoulders. Lu Zhiyuan grabbed her with one hand and dragged her to the eaves, blocking the continuous autumn rain. He looked at her in a state of embarrassment angrily.
"You..." He was so angry that he lost his words. He only had a pair of angry eyes, staring at her.
This has been the case since childhood!
She doesn't know how to cherish herself. If she wants to attract anyone's attention, she has to torture herself till she is covered with bruises. She will never understand that for people who don't love her, no one will care even if she sheds all her blood and tears.
The last time he was beaten by Gu Yaozu, he suffered a concussion, and today he stood in the rain and was freezing again. Lu Zhiyuan was so stimulated by Gu Ci that his heart ached, as if he had a heart attack.
"Are you angry?" Gu Ci asked innocently, her eyes were like drizzle, pricking his heart, "Lu Zhiyuan, don't ignore me."
Lu Zhiyuan dragged her back to the suite at the training base. He turned on the heater and put in hot water. He looked at Gu Ci indifferently and said, "Go take a hot bath."
Gu Ci stood still, water droplets dripped from the hem of her clothes and fell to the ground, making it wet.
Lu Zhiyuan picked her up and stuffed her into the bathtub. The hot water warmed her limbs and the mist blurred her eyes. Lu Zhiyuan couldn't stand the look in her eyes and stood up to leave, but Gu Ci grabbed her wrist.
Gu Ci's long hair floated on the water, her clothes clung to her delicate body, her eyes were moist, she didn't speak, she just looked at her aggrievedly, Gu Ci knew how to control Lu Zhiyuan.
Defeated, he sat on the edge of the bathtub, refusing to look at her.
When Lu Zhiyuan came back to his senses, Gu Ci's shirt had been torn by him, revealing his round and white shoulders. There was a tooth mark on his shoulder.
Lu Zhiyuan breathed heavily and pressed against her shoulder, grinding his teeth on the mark left by the bite, as if he wanted to leave a unique mark on her.
Lu Zhiyuan froze, the slightly cold water was so hot that his eyes burned red. He raised his head and stared into Gu Ci's eyes, seeing the strong lust in her eyes.
When they are young, they cannot control the temptation of their bodies.
"what are you saying?"
"I like you, I am yours." Gu Ci only had eyes for him, "You can do whatever you want."
This was already a clear indication that she had to undress and take off her belt in front of him, but her half-revealed and half-hidden appearance was even more lively. Lu Zhiyuan suddenly lowered his head and bit her shoulder.
Lu Zhiyuan roughly grabbed a bathrobe, wrapped it around her, and stuffed it into the bed, covering her two tender white legs, leaving only Gu Ci's face exposed.
He got up, went to the kitchen, boiled a bowl of ginger water, brought it over, and said roughly, "Drink it!"
Gu Ci was holding the steaming ginger water and took a deep breath. The heat was scalding from her throat to her heart. She put down the bowl and looked at him quietly, extremely well-behaved.
Lu Zhiyuan's voice was cold, "When the rain stops, you can leave!"
"No!" Gu Ci finally saw him, so how could she leave? She also knew that she would reach a dead end with him.
"Aren't you pregnant?" Lu Zhiyuan stared at her face, "How many months have it been? In which hospital will the baby be born? What name do you plan to call her? Do you like a boy or a girl?"
Gu Ci, "..."
She asked with red ears, "Can I get pregnant now?"
Lu Zhiyuan stared at her in disbelief, and Gu Ci whispered, "It's not too late."
"Gu Ci!"
Lu Zhiyuan calmed down after being furious and did not believe that Gu Ci was pregnant at all. The fire in his heart had nothing to do with whether she was pregnant or not. It was the pain of not getting what he wanted.
It’s the despair of not being able to control your body!
Gu Ci hugged him across the quilt and put her hands on his shoulders. Her voice was softer than her body, "Third brother, I had a nightmare. I dreamed...I was lying in a pool of blood with a knife stuck in my chest.
Will you kill me?"
Lu Zhiyuan stiffened and pushed her away roughly. Gu Ci fell into the soft quilt. Lu Zhiyuan strode out of the room. As soon as he left, there was no weakness or grievance on Gu Ci's face, only a calm expression.
She glanced at her watch, it was half past five.
San Ye will be online soon.
Li Jiang brought her a change of clothes and hot takeout. He left them at the door and did not dare to come in. Gu Ci changed her clothes but had no appetite.
She asked Li Jiang, "Where is the Third Master?"
"Third Master has an important meeting." Li Jiang said, "He will see you later."
"Okay!" Gu Ci reluctantly believed Li Jiang, and she opened the window. This was the third floor, neither high nor low. The courtyard was very green, and there was a fresh smell after the rain.
Gu Ci tilted her head and looked at the night.
If Lu Zhiyuan just stayed away from her, what would she do?
