Gu Ziyu started learning painting from Lu Zhiyuan after dinner. He studied with Lu Zhiyuan at that time and went around the world on weekends. He didn't study for a long time intermittently. He gradually became interested in the human body from traditional Chinese painting. Lu Zhiyuan asked him to copy a few paintings.
After drawing a human body, he gradually taught him that Gu Ziyu was interested in human body drawing, often because he wanted to help the National Security Bureau solve crimes.
Lu Zhiyuan said, "So you learn painting to solve crimes and as a work skill? You don't enjoy it at all?"
"Is there anything wrong?"
"Guoan also has very good painters and specialized psychoanalysts. The types of work are different and the depth is different. You are not considered a talented painter. No matter how much you study, you may not be able to reach their level, so I suggest you work hard.
Enjoy the work of painting, don't think about work, you have to love deeply to learn well." Lu Zhiyuan discovered one thing. Although Xiaozi Yu is no longer an antisocial personality and his five senses have returned, his childhood life made him really
He is not as empathetic and overly rational as ordinary people.
All skills are for work.
He didn't enjoy life well.
Twelve or thirteen years old is the most wanton age, but he is already a soldier and has to deal with criminals every day. Lu Zhiyuan feels a little sorry for him, but he doesn't know what to do.
What has happened is that there is no way to change it.
If Ziyu had memories when he first came here, he might be able to give Ziyu a new path. Now that Ziyu is determined to follow this path, his parents can only support him.
But he still hoped that Gu Zi would have a new life and be able to enjoy life well.
If he couldn't do it, he naturally hoped that Ziyu could do it.
Gu Ziyu looked at his painting and felt that his painting was quite good. Gu Ci finished his work and stood at the railing on the second floor and heard the conversation between their father and son.
There is also some sadness in my heart. Although Ziyu is a new student, some people's lives will be affected by their childhood. No matter how much comfort is given, it will not help.
Gu Ci returned to the room without disturbing the interaction between father and son.
"Then I won't paint." Gu Ziyu thought about it and realized that what Lu Zhiyuan said made sense. He didn't like painting that much. He mainly did it for work. He also had another hobby. He knew a little bit about everything, no matter what others said.
He has something to talk about, "Let's play chess."
Lu Zhiyuan looked at his son expressionlessly, "Don't you think... you are a disgrace?"
"Why?"
"When you were not at home, your mother and I always chatted on the phone. When you came back, you either asked me to draw or play chess with me. Do you have any sense of self-consciousness?"
Gu Ziyu, "..."
The boy Yu Gaogao coldly crossed his chest and said coldly, "I'll give you a chance to apologize."
Lu Zhiyuan, "..."
"Mom..." Gu Ziyu ran upstairs with a glare, "It's unnecessary for dad to dislike me."
When Gu Ci heard Gu Ziyu's voice, he knew that their father and son were quarreling again. The peace could not last for fifteen minutes. Gu Ziyu always tried to jump. In terms of quality, he was still worse than Lu Zhiyuan.
"You're Ben San, and you haven't weaned yourself yet. If you need anything, go to your mother." Lu Zhiyuan had already mentioned Ben San, and Gu Ziyu was so angry that he wanted to beat him.
Gu Ci came downstairs, boiled sugar water, and brought a bowl downstairs to Lu Zhiyuan. Gu Zi went back to his room and closed the door angrily. Gu Ci said, "Why do you always mess with him?"
"The kid has a bad temper, you can't blame me." Lu Zhiyuan spread his hands and lay comfortably on the sofa. He was the most relaxed next to Gu Ci and Zi Yu. If it weren't for this curse, that would be great!
Gu Ci hopes in her heart that there is no curse in this world and they can stay together forever, but it is a dream after all. There is a gap between him and her that cannot be crossed no matter what!
Gu Ci didn't dare to take another step. Five years ago, she tried her best, but the result was not what she wanted, and it almost killed her. Gu Ci also gradually understood that she was Lu Zhiyuan's bomb, which would explode one day.
"Let's go to bed early after eating the sugar water." Gu Ci stood up to leave.
But Lu Zhiyuan held her hand, his eyes gentle and affectionate, "Xiao Ci, talk to me."
Gu Ci could never refuse his gaze like this. Her heart beat like a drum and she did not break away from him. Just as she was about to sit next to him, Lu Zhiyuan pulled her into his arms and kissed him. Gu Ci put a hand on his shoulder and kissed him last time.
She was extremely embarrassed to be bumped into by her son, but she didn't want Gu Ziyu to bump into him again, but Lu Zhiyuan deepened the kiss regardless.
His lips were hot and lingering. Gu Ci went from resisting to being immersed in it, and was held tightly in his arms.
"Lu Zhiyuan, you..." Gu Ci was soft-hearted and sad. We are not destined to be together, so why do you have to provoke me? Lu Zhiyuan seemed to know what she was going to say, and just gently stroked her long hair, "I
I just miss you so much."
Gu Ci was even more sad, "What's there to think about? You can recuperate at home and see me every day."
"Close at hand, far away in the horizon, I finally know what it means." Lu Zhiyuan smiled bitterly, but was helpless. Gu Ci hugged him obediently.
They love and know each other, but they cannot stay together. Although it is a pity, Gu Ci is very satisfied with the current situation. Compared with five years ago when she had to let go, she is a different kind of perfection now.
"Xiao Ci, I've thought about it, let's just treat it as a couple who have been married for many years and have been together less and more apart, okay?" Lu Zhiyuan said, "I have a classmate who studied abroad and got married, and she and her husband work in two cities.
, we get together every weekend, and occasionally we don’t see each other once a month. As long as we have our children, we can at least meet and hug each other. We are luckier than them, right?"
Gu Ci gritted her teeth and shook her head sadly.
Lu Zhiyuan once told Gu Ci that not only could he and her not love each other, but if they resisted fate and were together, he would die young. This was a gap that Gu Ci had never dared to cross.
She dreamed of getting close to him and wanted to love him at all costs, but she was afraid that her fate would really come true.
Lu Zhiyuan's pain would scare her.
Lu Zhiyuan's death was the source of her fear. It was a gap that she did not dare to cross.
"I'm afraid of death!" Gu Ci said, "I can accept that you love me and live well, and I can see you occasionally, but I can't accept your death."
This is her bottom line, "Lu Zhiyuan, don't seduce me."
She couldn't stand this sweet temptation.
Lu Zhiyuan has had extravagant hopes recently. They are a family. They have been apart for the past five years, and no one dared to take a step forward. She was kidnapped by Tang Mingzhou and almost died, and he almost lost her.
"When you were kidnapped by Tang Mingzhou, I kept thinking, what should I do if Tang Mingzhou kills you out of his mind? If he kills you, I won't have time to save you, so why have I been separated from you for these five years? Knowing what lies ahead
It is a dead end. In order to live, we endure separation, longing, and inability to love, but in the end we still cannot resist fate, so what is our sacrifice?" Lu Zhiyuan said with a wry smile, "What's the point? We might as well hold your hand tightly.
Live each day well."
"You are speaking out of anger." Gu Ci said, "You died, did you see what happened to Ziyu and me?"
"This life will never be repeated again."
"No!" Gu Ci shook his head, "I will still go crazy!"
Lu Zhiyuan looked at Gu Ci's paranoid expression and couldn't tell whether she was acting or telling the truth.
Gu Ci said, "Let's find a solution together. Before we find it, none of us should step too far. Lu Zhiyuan, take good care of your health. I will take you to have a bone marrow extraction."
