Ji Xun was raised for a few days. His young body recovered quickly. He could stand up and get out of bed and walk around. He no longer looked like he was lying down unable to move. Jiang Junlin stayed with him in the hospital during this period, although he was not involved in everything.
He also took good care of him. It seemed that he didn't take care of others all the time, but he did some small things very carefully. Ji Xun pretended to be obedient and listened to the sweet talk for a few days. He felt that his life was really good, and he kept lying there.
There was nothing wrong with him, but after he could get out of bed and walk around, and no longer needed to be fed when he was eating, Jiang Junlin's gentleness and closeness disappeared like the wind, and Jiang Junlin was once again focused on official business.
Ji Xun drank the porridge absently and looked at Jiang Junlin who was sitting by the window working and hadn't even looked at him for an hour. He remembered a famous saying on the Internet, so, love will disappear, right?
Brother's love disappears so quickly!
Resentment!
After recovering from his injuries and being happy for a few days, he was knocked back to his original shape. Ji Xun sighed, why does he look like a resentful woman?
"What are you sighing for?" Jiang Junlin asked, looking up at him. In just a few minutes, Ji Xuan sighed three times. According to him, one of his skills was about to be used again.
"I was just wallowing in self-pity. I walked around the Gate of Hell, but my brother thought work was more important and ignored me for a long time."
He was recovering from his injuries and lacked energy. His voice was a little soft and he deliberately prolonged his tone, like a small brush brushing Jiang Junlin's heart. Jiang Junlin endured it and said, "Gu Ying's self-pity is not what it is for."
"That's about the same idea!" Ji Xun waved his hand, not caring about the details.
Jiang Junlin thought to himself that his meaning was much worse, but he did not correct Ji Xun, so he looked up from his work. Jiang Junlin held multiple positions and had to balance multiple relationships. Unlike Lu Zhiyuan, he could just let go and hand over the matter.
Just leave it to Rong Li and Ji Xuan. Hua Lan's matter can be let go, but Ji Dao can't. He has to deal with the superiors. It is also a big deal to suddenly go abroad without reporting it.
When his identity was not exposed, there were no restrictions on him going abroad. It was for the official business of Hualan Bank. After his identity was exposed, there were many restrictions on going abroad. He, Chen Liangdong and Gu Ziyu were the same. They had to report and obtain permission to go abroad.
approve.
It would take half a day to deal with this matter, and the procedures were complicated. The accumulated official duties were also burdened a lot. Gu Ci has been busy with Chen Liangyou's illness these days, and many things have to wait for him to make decisions.
"The weather is nice, may I ask you to go out and bask in the sun?"
"Okay!" Ji Xuan readily agreed. Zhang Qiang at the door hesitated to speak. The hospital was a mixed bag of dragons and snakes, and it was on someone else's territory. They were reluctant to let the masters go out for a walk.
But now that Jiang Junlin had made a decision, Zhang Qiang had no choice but to set up defenses. Jiang Junlin held Ji Xun in his wheelchair and took a blanket to cover his legs. It looked like his legs were disabled, and Ji Xun couldn't laugh or cry.
Although he can walk around, he can only solve personal hygiene problems. He cannot stand for long periods of time and needs a wheelchair for examinations.
Sitting in a wheelchair, Ji Xun's mood became inexplicably worse.
He remembered the dream that always lingered in his heart. In the dream, Jiang Junlin was also sitting in a wheelchair. In the dream, Jiang Junlin had a stubble on his face and looked decadent. He was the cleanest person. To be serious, he was a bit
Ji Xuan is a little germaphobe and picky. Except for the days when he was an undercover agent in Wujiazhou, Ji Xuan had never seen him look so unkempt.
The will is depressed, and the heart feels like death.
Ji Xuan felt suffocated and held his hand. Jiang Junlin felt his mood swings and asked, "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing, I think it's quite convenient to sit in a wheelchair." Ji Xun said with a chuckle.
Jiang Junlin didn't say anything, and pushed him downstairs to bask in the sun. There were many patients sunbathing downstairs. The weather was moderately hot and cold, which was very suitable for people who had been ill for a long time to go for a walk and get some fresh air. Jiang Junlin pushed Ji Xun aimlessly.
We walked and stopped by the artificial lake. The artificial lake in the hospital is where most patients gather, sunbathing and children playing. There are two swans beside the artificial lake. Some patients are feeding the swans with food.
Ji Xun smiled and took a photo. He squinted his eyes, and the sun fell warmly on his face. Jiang Junlin lowered his head and could see his face. He could see the fine hairs on his face, and his eyes also
A little smile fell.
He lowered his head suddenly, and his warm lips touched his brow.
Ji Xuan suddenly opened his eyes, and the small pear dimples on his lips gradually appeared. He licked his lips silently. Jiang Junlin chuckled and leaned forward, his whole figure enveloping him.
Although it was a simple touch, it brushed away his depression, and Ji Xuan smiled contentedly.
The last life was the last life.
This world is this world.
Those past things have nothing to do with him. Even if he really broke his brother's leg, so what. He has never thought of hurting him in this life, and he will not in the future. They will not go to the point of killing each other.
Even now, he couldn't bear to let his brother sit in a wheelchair.
The proud man of heaven fell to the mortal world and was trampled on by others, not even him.
Those things never happened, so why should he be anxious and tortured?
"Do you feel better after some sunshine?" Jiang Junlin had long noticed that he was feeling uncomfortable, but he didn't know why, and it definitely wasn't because he was focusing on work.
There are some subtle changes in his mentality towards Ji Xun. People often say that people are arrogant because of favors, and that is him. In this relationship, Ji Xun is always the one who gives him enough confidence and security, and he always feels at ease.
After accepting this kindness, Ji Xun once forced him to flee, but no matter how hard Ji Xun tried, he could not hide his trump card.
He didn't expect Jiang Junlin to love him, he just wanted to love Jiang Junlin well.
Jiang Junlin could be busy with work and ignore Ji Xun for three days, but Ji Xun never did. Jiang Junlin never thought about making soup for anyone, but Ji Xun was willing to hire a five-star chef to teach him how to cook for him.
He has picky tastes, and he can learn and improve over and over again. Every piece of his clothes Ji Xun will have a special mark. Jiang Junlin is not addicted to it, but he will also be moved by it.
Whether it's life or work, all aspects are taken care of. He is the one being chased, so he feels much safer than Ji Xun. It can be said that Ji Xun has no sense of security at all.
Even if he promised to work together for the rest of his life, Ji Xun was prepared to be abandoned at any time.
During these days, Ji Xun lay lifeless on the hospital bed. When he was given a critical illness notice, Jiang Junlin seriously reflected on it and realized how badly he treated Ji Xun.
He is used to being chased, and has forgotten that the long-term stability of a relationship is commonality and attraction, salvation and companionship.
There is always one person chasing, and one day he will get tired.
If Ji Xun never wakes up again in this life, won't he regret it? Those words are obviously deep in his heart, so why do you hesitate to say that what Ji Xun can do, why can't he do it?
When he does something, he bases it entirely on rationality, whether he should do it, whether he can do it based on his ability, and whether it has value based on interests. But how can he think about the relationship between the sexes in terms of ideals?
The person in front of me is not suitable for his way of doing things.
If it doesn’t apply, change it!
Jiang Junlin has never been a person who knows his mistakes and cannot correct them. He has always been willing to listen to different voices and is good at guiding. Ji Xun will sink into the dust in this relationship. It should be said that there are relationships that he has no intention of guiding.
He has high emotional intelligence and can always unconsciously develop things in the direction he wants.
Many years ago, he didn't want to get involved with Ji Xun, so he set a limit. You were not allowed to cross the limit. If you cross the limit, you would part ways. Ji Xun was unwilling to accept it. His emotions could not be comforted and satisfied. He frequently celebrated holidays. Jiang Junlin
Punishment was given.
Ji Xun learned well and knew his bottom line, so he kept jumping around in the minefield without crossing the bottom line.
He was afraid that his personal relationship would affect his work, so he deliberately blocked all people who had an influence on him. He took the initiative to indicate to Ji Xun how to get along with each other, and asked Ji Xun to get along with him according to the way he wanted.
Ji Xun has no sense of security. He has never cared about his mood. He always feels that the things he believes in will never change in his life, but he forgets that even if he does more, he has to speak out. How can others know what is hidden in his heart?
.
Do you know yourself?
Are you sure that others understand you that well?
Therefore, for so many years, he has always been a taker. If he and Ji Xun are twin lotuses, with flowers blooming on the same stem, one withering and one flourishing, then he will be the one who absorbs nutrients, and Ji Xun will always support him.
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He was sitting in front of Ji Xuan's hospital bed and thinking, he is really a bad lover.
After so many years, he has never thought about himself.
That day, Ji Xuan said half truthfully and half falsely that he was very cold and never took the initiative. It was not Ji Xun's innermost words.
Was he sad when he said this?
He has been chasing for so many years. Is he tired?