After the baby fell asleep, he did not sleep well. He had to be held by someone. Qin Wan and Rong Li took turns holding him to sleep until six o'clock in the morning.
Very serious.
When Gu Ci went to work, she saw the baby in the ward. Qin Wan opened her eyes in confusion. Rong Li was still holding the baby and briefly greeted Gu Ci. Gu Ci and Qin Wan hadn't seen each other for a while. The last time she saw Qin Wan was her.
During confinement.
If she hadn't been a mother, Qin Wan would have made sure to get together with friends during her days off. After having a baby, she had a new role and she spent all her time with her child.
"Is the flight leaving the day after tomorrow?" Gu Ci asked.
Qin Wan nodded, "I'm still worried about Erbao being like this."
"The baby is fine. He will be fine in the hospital for a few days of observation. Don't worry too much." Gu Ci had forgotten whether Zi Yu had any illness back then. She was confused at that time and it was all Li Jiang who was worrying about, "Maybe
The baby will be healed before you leave."
"hope."
The two met in the coffee shop on the first floor of the hospital. Gu Ci ordered Qin Wan a cup of espresso coffee to cheer her up. Qin Wan asked, "You are usually so busy at work, will Zi Yu complain?"
"Ziyu?" Gu Ci chuckled, "Ziyu is busier than me."
Qin Wan couldn't help laughing. Ziyu had been King Juan since he was a child. "He doesn't seem to need his parents very much."
"Ziyu has grown up and is sensible. He was very clingy when he was a child." Gu Ci is smart and knows Qin Wan's struggles. "The definition of a good mother is not taking care of the baby 24 hours a day."
“What makes a good mother?”
"Being their role model and pride is also a good mother." Gu Ci said, "You become the best version of yourself, relaxed, happy, confident, and full of hope for the future. In fact, you are the best mother. When your children see you happy,
If they are happy, they will be happy too. The world says that motherhood is strong, and it is natural for parents to love their children. In fact, don't underestimate the love children have for their parents, they are equal."
Qin Wan said softly, "I don't doubt whether I can be a good mother. If I choose this job, I am destined not to be too involved in the growth of my children. I am not afraid of my children blaming me or complaining about me. But I actually
I would feel distressed, hesitate, and consider whether to work nearby. This is amazing. I have never considered changing my dreams or giving up my future for anyone. I held Erbao in my arms, listened to his rapid breathing, and looked at him.
With his face in pain due to fever, I was thinking about what I could do for him, and I wanted to take care of him when he was sick. Growth only happens once, and if I miss it, I will miss it forever."
"What about you?" Gu Ci asked, "You only grow up once. If you miss it, you won't come back again. You can choose to work nearby. Is that the job you want?"
Qin Wan didn't know either, and was very confused, "Do you have any suggestions?"
Gu Ci didn't dare to give her any advice on such an important decision in her life, "Xiaoyingtao, others can't empathize with you. It's futile for you to ask anyone. No matter it's me, my brother, or Rong Li, we can't give you any advice."
You suggested that you should find the answer yourself. There are many paths in life, and no matter which one you choose, you will actually have regrets and gains."
Qin Wan was thoughtful. She had never been so confused when she was pregnant.
The chat between Gu Ci and Qin Wan was interrupted when Erbao woke up. Gu Ci also went on duty. She had an outpatient clinic today and came to the hospital in advance to see the baby, so it was time to make preparations.
When Qin Wan held the second treasure, she felt heartbroken but determined.
Baby, don't blame mom.
Mom has her own dreams and her own path to walk, and so do you!
Therefore, mother cannot give up the future for you.