Rong Li wanted to reply and forgot about it, but he clearly remembered his feelings at that time, "I was very young at the time. In fact, I didn't know that my mother was a mistress and ruined other people's families. I only knew that my father was very busy and had to go in and out.
There are many bodyguards, he comes home every week, and he has a very good relationship with his mother. My mother has never told me that my father has a family, so I naturally feel that we are a family, a very happy family of three.
.I have parents’ day, mother’s day, and father’s day in kindergarten. My father is never absent every time. He will take me to play football and help me overcome difficulties. I drowned when I was a child, so I am very afraid of water. That day we
A family of three went on an outing by the river. He asked me, baby, are you afraid of water? Of course I was afraid, but he picked me up and threw me into the river. The river was very deep. He told me that if I can’t learn
If you swim, I will drown sooner or later. If you want to live, just swim here by yourself. I miraculously learned to swim and overcame my fear of water. In my heart, we were the happiest family of three."
Rong Li paused, chuckled and said, "You asked me if I'm sad? Why not? Since I knew that I was a gift of revenge, it has been with me like a curse, no matter how much I want to get rid of it.
I can't escape even if they drop the burden, so I hate them, my mother, and my father. I have never been able to reconcile with them. Even if my father died and my mother is fasting and chanting Buddha, I still can't reconcile with them.
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He is willing to share his secret pain with Qin Wan, but he cannot escape from the prison of childhood.
Qin Wan looked at him distressedly.
Rong Li said, "After the Rong family was defeated, I defected to Black Eagle. After my father died, I took over the important responsibilities of the family. The third master told me about the dangers of the Jida, so I took the Rong family away from the Jida."
, everyone is full of desires, and if you cannot restrain your desires, it will be difficult to survive in the Yakuza. I discovered very early that the leader of the Yakuza is just a puppet and has no real power, so delegating power is the right thing. I studied hard,
While trying to gain a foothold in Blackhawk, my mother tried to repair the relationship with me, but I was unwilling. No matter how she showed weakness, I remained indifferent. I had seen those tactics when I was a child, but I am not my father, nor am I a child.
Well, those methods are of no use to me. I am studying alone, and I send simple text messages during holidays. I think... maybe my fate is really dozing off, and it is an unintentional gift. Since it is a gift, maybe
It's very perfunctory, I've only had a weak relationship since childhood, that's all."
"Why do you think so?" Qin Wan was shocked, "Actually, your life is already perfect."
"Where's the perfection?"
"What's not perfect?" Qin Wan said sternly, "Everyone's starting point and end point are different, and their definition of perfection in life is also different. People who grew up in fine clothes and fine food think that they want to live a lifetime of prosperity, wealth, and happy love.
Having two children is perfect. But people who are hungry think that hot meals in the cold winter are perfect. There will always be someone who is more miserable than you, and there will always be someone who is more perfect than you. Think about it.
The skinny people in the refugee camps, think about the war-torn areas, the people who are always worried about which day a bomb will fall on their heads, and then think about those people who are sick and sick. You are healthy, knowledgeable and rich.
But in the enemy country, you have a handsome face, a close friend, and a pair of precious sons. Rong Li, your life is more perfect than many, many people. Those pains in childhood are nothing, they are just a thorn in your growth. Pull them out.
Just pull it off, life is like this, the road is full of thorns, you will always be pricked by one or two thorns, what's the big deal, just pull it out. If you feel that your life is not perfect, what will others do?"
Rong Li looked at her steadily, then looked away suddenly, fearing that she would see the redness in his eyes.
Qin Wan's words made him realize that he had indeed magnified the pain he had felt.
There will always be someone more desperate than you.
There will always be someone who hurts more than you.
He is in good health, has a pair of lovely sons, and has never been troubled by money. He is indeed very lucky.
He is not a bonus for revenge!
"I feel very lucky." Qin Wan said, "Even though I grew up in an orphanage and my adoptive parents treated me badly after I was adopted, I still feel very lucky. I met my master and passed the exam.
I went to college. I am beautiful and healthy, and I have learned a lot of skills. How lucky I am. There are few people in this world who are as lucky as me. Later, I got parents and children, and my career was also planned.
I feel that I am a child of luck. If I am not satisfied with such a fate, I would be too greedy. Therefore, I dare not be greedy for perfection. I am already perfect."
