"Gu Ziyu!" Gu Ci shouted, holding his face with both hands, "Who am I?"
Gu Ziyu's eyes were very red, but there were no tears. He was emotionally confused and crazy. Gu Ci held him in his arms and winked at Lu Zhiyuan. Lu Zhiyuan was confused and didn't know what was going on, but something was wrong with Gu Ziyu.
Gu Ci's eyes kept urging, and Lu Zhiyuan could only leave, feeling more and more surprised in his heart.
It turns out that he is a little lunatic. He insists on pretending to be a little sweet bean and has been acting for so many days. But why? Because he went crazy with just one sentence, but he is still alive.
Gu Ci held Zi Yu's face with tears in her eyes. Lu Zhiyuan was dead, Lu Ze was dead, and she was also dead. How many words had Gu Ziyu heard about him killing his whole family?
When she was still alive, Gu Chuyun kept saying in Gu Ziyu's ears, "You killed your father, so your mother is crazy. You are the nemesis of the whole family. If Gu Ci hadn't been pregnant with you, I wouldn't have planned to do it."
Die Lu Zhiyuan."
These words were like a curse, echoing in Gu Ziyu's ears over and over again, like a curse in Gu Ziyu's sleep.
"Ziyu, your parents are still alive." Gu Ci kissed Gu Ziyu's eyes, "Close your eyes and hug your mother. Your mother will protect you and no one will hurt you again."
Gu Ziyu closed his eyes, his face turned pale, "It's my fate. I killed him and killed my mother. It's all my fault. It would have been better without me."
Gu Ci's heart felt like a knife piercing her heart, and she covered his ears in vain, "Ziyu is parents' treasure, not their nemesis. No matter how many times she has to do it over again, my mother will never regret giving birth to Ziyu."
"You don't love me." Gu Ziyu bit his finger paranoidly, drawing blood, "You only love daddy."
"No!" Gu Ci felt sad and shed tears, "Mom also loves Zi Yu, give her a chance, cough cough cough..."
Gu Ciben was ill, with excessive mood swings and coughing constantly. Gu Ziyu listened to her coughs again and again, as if he had returned to the previous life, when they relied on each other and tortured each other.
He expressionlessly took off his shirt, revealing his scarred back, "Mom, please hit me. If you hit me, you won't feel uncomfortable."
Gu Ci covered her head, feeling so distressed that it was difficult to breathe. The psychological suffocation made her unable to breathe, and her face turned pale. Gu Ziyu's fingers were still bleeding, and Gu Ci tried desperately to adjust her breathing.
After a while, she regained her breath and pulled the quilt to cover Gu Ziyu. Gu Ziyu looked at her blankly, "Mom, won't you hit me?"
Gu Ci wiped away her tears, calmly took out a tube of Valium from the drawer, and inserted it into Zi Yu's skin. Gu Zi Yu slowly closed his eyes.
She always has it in her drawer because she always has nightmares and needs this drug, which has almost formed a dependence. She hugged the unconscious Zi Yu, who was still muttering to himself, "I have not killed myself."
He, I didn’t…”
"Good boy Yu, just take a nap and you'll be fine."
Gu Ziyu fell asleep in her arms. Gu Ci put on clothes for him and coaxed him gently, hoping that Gu Ziyu could sleep peacefully, but things went counterproductive. Gu Ziyu had a nightmare, and he didn't know what he was dreaming about.
What.
"Mom, it hurts...don't hit Ziyu, mom...it hurts so much."
Gu Ci's heart was riddled with holes, so she could only hug him silently, "It doesn't hurt, Ziyu. Be good, mom will hold you and don't cry."
"It hurts...Mom...Mom, where are you going? Don't leave Ziyu behind. Mom...why don't you want me?"
"Mom... don't leave Zi Yu behind. Come and beat Zi Yu."
"Mother……"
"Mother……"
Gu Ci's tears fell heavily on Gu Ziyu's face. She wiped them desperately, but the more she wiped, the more she wiped. Gu Ziyu also cried out that it hurt, but then he became numb. He took off his clothes and knelt in front of her.
No matter how much pain he felt, he never cried out in pain.
Gu Ziyu slowly fell asleep while having a nightmare. Gu Ci also calmed down, took the medical kit, disinfected his fingers, and put a band-aid on him. Gu Ci called the counselor to ask for leave. She was sick and had to miss military training.
, and opened a hospital order.
Gu Ziyu slept until late at night and then woke up. His mood had calmed down a lot, but he still looked a little gloomy. He said obediently, "Mom, I'm sorry, I scared you."
"Baby, are you hungry?"
Gu Ziyu nodded, and his stomach rumbled in response. Gu Ci was still a little groggy. Her mood had been ups and downs in the afternoon, and her high fever had not gone away. Li Jiang ordered a few takeaways, and Gu Ci tried hard to warm up. Gu Ziyu
Helping her lie down, he went to heat up the food.
The mother and son ate in silence, Gu Ziyu remained silent, and Gu Ci offered him his favorite food, but he did not refuse. This was the most silent meal for Gu Ci and Gu Ziyu after their rebirth.
After the meal, Gu Ziyu asked Gu Ci, "Did I scare dad?"
"He has a big heart and will not be scared by you." Gu Ci comforted Gu Ziyu, "Ziyu, you only need to know one thing. Mommy loves you. You can confirm it over and over again."
Gu Ziyu looked at her with light in his eyes.
Gu Ci said, "No matter how many times it happens over again, my mother will always give birth to Ziyu. It was the first time my mother fell in love, and it was also the first time she lost the person she loved. She couldn't bear the blow, and she never recovered. This was all her fault and had nothing to do with Ziyu."
.Dad also died to protect us. This was Dad’s choice and it has nothing to do with Ziyu. He protects you because he loves you. Mom is also a mother for the first time. She didn’t do a good job and hurt Ziyu. You
Can you give mom another chance?"
Under the moonlight, the girl's eyes are clean and kind.
Gu Ziyu nodded, "Okay!"
Gu Ci chuckled and rubbed his head, "How did your mother do after you returned to her?"
Gu Ziyu nodded, "Okay!"
Gu Ci asked again, "Are you happy?"
Gu Ziyu nodded again, "Happy."
Gu Ci said, "We are mother and son, and our fate has not yet ended, so God gave us a chance. If we had to do it again, my mother is still learning how to be Ziyu's mother better, and Ziyu is also very happy. We will let go of what happened in the previous life.
Let it pass. When you feel really uncomfortable, just talk to your mother and don't hold it in your heart alone, okay?"
"Okay!" Gu Ziyu was very obedient, the moonlight reflected on his face, "Do you really love Ziyu?"
"Of course!" Gu Ci smiled, "You can keep confirming it throughout your life."
"Who do you love most between me and dad?" Gu Ziyu asked a little paranoid.
Gu Ci thought for a long time and told Gu Ziyu, "My father and I are in love between a man and a woman, and I and Ziyu are a mother and son. I can't lose my father, and I can't lose my son. Loving you and protecting you is my mother's instinct. In the last life
Mom hurts you because... only by constantly hurting you, and only by being crazy, can you save your life. After your father died, Gu Chuyun wanted to torture me, so she could only start with you. Only if I do what she wishes, can I protect you
