Even though Hou Jun is Lao Haha's soldier, it does not mean that he will not have psychological shadow.
It's pretty good now. Before, he couldn't even mention this matter, so no one was worried about it.
The top sniper of the Menghu regiment back then was disqualified from qualifying due to an accident. No matter how you look at it, this incident has a bit of post-modern magic.
Although it has been a long time since the incident, I returned to the competition and it was a very similar subject. When I saw the explosives and fuses placed on the white square target in the distance, I couldn't help but start playing a snare drum in my heart.
"Old squad leader, you're not that bad, are you? As for the accident last time, it was not at all a matter of your level."
Li Zheng comforted his squad leader. In his opinion, this was a trivial matter.
I encountered such a big accident that year. I was buried under the rubble for several days and almost lost my life.
This is the shadow!
Hou Jun said with a face of painful constipation: "I know it too. The problem is that after I found out that time, whenever I shoot this kind of flame-retardant target, I always feel like there is something moving at the back door as soon as I lie down, as if something is about to erupt.
Come on, when I was distracted, I had to focus on clamping my buttocks, please tighten it... When I went to look at the wire again, I found that the back door was about to collapse again, so I quickly turned back to focus on my buttocks... you say
, what a nonsense this is..."
Li Zheng listened to Hou Jun's absurd description like a book from heaven, and finally couldn't help but said: "Isn't it true? Why didn't you tell me about this earlier? I'll give you some psychological counseling."
Hou Jun blushed: "I did it quietly myself, and it was very effective. Have you ever seen me have any problems in our brigade before?"
Li Zheng shook his head.
I had never heard Hou Jun say that he had this problem before.
Hou Jun said: "I myself thought I had passed this psychological barrier, but I didn't expect it. There were so many people here, and when I looked at the wires in the distance, the original picture came back to my mind. I felt that I would be here again.
Something will happen when you hit the target.”
Li Zheng hurriedly asked: "What should we do? Will you be able to hit the target later?"
Hou Jun said: "I don't know..."
Li Zheng wanted to laugh, but he didn't dare.
He didn't expect that Hou Jun, a veteran with rich field experience, would be so vulnerable.
"Don't worry about me." Hou Jun said: "You have to play well later. Our score is currently ahead. I guess we will be in the top three in the future. As for my psychological problem... I have to look for it."
Go confess to the brigade commander at some time. If you really can’t get through this time, I’ll quit and find someone else to partner with you.”
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Li Zheng was anxious: "Aren't you talking nonsense? Why did I postpone my service? Why did I stay on the team? Why did I participate in the competition? Do you think I really want to compete for the first place?"
Hou Jun said: "Hi...I know...but..."
Li Zheng said: "I am familiar with psychological counseling. I was buried for several days before. After I came out, I also developed some psychological problems. The doctor said it was claustrophobia and I couldn't stay in a small, dark space.
, I later trained myself and overcame it.”
Hou Jun asked with great interest: "How did you overcome it?"
Li Zheng said: "It's mainly desensitization training."
Hou Jun asked: "What is desensitization training?"
Li Zheng said: "In fact, the more you are afraid of something, the more you do it. Face your fear, control the time, make gradual progress, and slowly get used to it, and you will no longer be afraid."
Hou Jun looked at Li Zheng expressionlessly for a while and then said: "You mean, the more afraid I am of farting, the more I fart?"
Li Zheng smiled and said: "The principle is this. The more you try to fart, the more likely it will be fine. The more afraid you are, the heavier the psychological burden will be. Otherwise..."
His eyebrows arched in laughter: "Monitor, don't resist your body's reflex reaction later, but deliberately cater to it. For example, if you feel like you're going to fart, then just do it. Don't deliberately tighten your muscles."
Muscle, if you don't think it's just a matter of time, you won't focus on it and distract yourself, right? Anyway..."
Li Zheng raised his head and looked around.
"Look at how empty it is. What happened to you when you farted? What happened? Not to mention whether everyone can smell it, but what if they do? It's not mustard gas, right?"
Hou Jun was confused at first and had not yet digested Li Zheng's words. Later, when he thought about it carefully, he felt that it seemed to be what happened.
Isn't it just a fart?
Which royal law did you break?
When you're on the playing field, isn't the ultimate goal just to hit the target?
Who cares about the rest?!
Even if I poop in my crotch, what will happen?
Li Zheng saw him thinking deeply and asked quickly: "Old squad leader, are you feeling something?"
Hou Jun nodded: "Well, I seem to understand what you mean."
Li Zheng said: "Let me tell you, when I was doing desensitization training, I locked myself in a small utility room and closed the door. It was dark. I curled up in it and repeated one sentence to myself - I am not afraid. I am not afraid.
I’m not afraid, I’m not afraid!”
Hou Jun looked at Li Zheng blankly, then suddenly turned his head to face forward, raised his chin, closed his eyes slightly, brewing the embarrassing situation in his mind, and muttered something -
"I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid!"
"Hey, that's right, you practice first, think about the situation when you farted over and over again every day, and then tell yourself that you are not afraid, it is not a problem, and it is not illegal to fart... Soon you will
You will find it effective.”
While Li Zheng and Hou Jun were repeatedly studying how to overcome Hou Jun's mental disorder, Zhong Rui was not idle either.
Meng Fan came over to talk to him in person.
"Zhong Rui, it's not that you can't beat Li Zheng, it's because you have a psychological problem. I've been watching your game just now and thinking about it. If you lose, you lose because of your mentality. Li Zheng is a superior soldier, and you are an officer. He loses.
It doesn’t matter, you’re just afraid of losing and losing face to him. The more you worry about losing face, the more nervous you will be. The more nervous you are, the more you won’t let go and won’t be able to perform as well as you should. Let me ask you something, Hou Jun
How is your shooting level?"
"Very high." Zhong Rui said, "My master is here."
Meng Fan said: "That's right. Why were you never afraid and never lost when you competed with your master before? Have you ever thought about this problem?"
Zhong Rui seemed to understand somewhat, but said nothing.
Meng Fan said: "That's because at that time, you felt that as his apprentice, didn't you think it was appropriate for the soldiers he led to lose to his master and his old squad leader? The more you think like this, the more relaxed you become.
The more you can let go of your shackles, right?"
Zhong Rui nodded frequently, and Meng Fan said it was in his heart.
He had always felt that he was a little too nervous when facing Li Zheng. What was going on?
Now that Meng Fan understands a little bit, he understands.
Yes, he is afraid of losing.
The reason is just two words - fear of losing.
Meng Fan added: "Think about it, you have already placed in so many competitions, even if you really can't get out of the line this time, so what? What's more, you are currently ranked second in points. I don't think there is any
The team has a chance to surpass you, so why worry and why be nervous?”
"Brigadier, I understand. I will take it easy and finish the remaining subjects. Don't worry." Zhong Rui said, "I won't let you down."
Meng Fan said: "It has nothing to do with whether I am disappointed or not. You just need to go beyond yourself and account for your efforts. Go back and prepare for the game. I think my soldiers are not inferior to them in terms of strength! Just go ahead and do it, I support you."
!”
"Thank you, Brigadier!"
Zhong Rui saluted and turned back to the competition area.