From December 16th last year to April 24th today, I have written a total of 100,000 words in four months. This is indeed excessive, and I condemn myself.
It’s not a thing~~~
But I am really too tired.
Originally, the beginning of the article was very joyful, and I ended up writing it very joyfully.
But unfortunately, I encountered a PUA in the workplace last year and was bullied to the point of losing my power and humiliating the country. My emotional and mental state basically collapsed.
Every day when I go to work, I don’t dare to leave the office except to use the restroom and eat.
People can hardly survive anymore.
Don't mention work matters at all.
I cry as soon as I mention it, and my tears are like fucking tap water. I cry so loudly that I can't control it at all, and I'm so depressed that I can't stand it anymore.
When I went home and stayed up late at night to write a novel, I would think about work while writing, and then I would cry, and then I would become crying and writing at the same time.
Things written in this state are indeed not very happy, and the happiness factor shrinks infinitely.
As for the comments from the writers’ backstage, I don’t even dare to read them.
At that time I thought: Just write, I have already written, I have to finish the story no matter what.
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Fortunately, I finally got through this bumpy road.
It happened to be that I was in love during that time, and my yang symptoms were relatively severe, and the recovery time was also very long.
Thank you for the time when you don’t have to go to work and stay at home to recover from illness.
Things that I had never been able to figure out before are slowly starting to figure out.
Nine times out of ten things in life are unsatisfactory.
How can there be so many smooth sailings!
I originally thought that I would be able to renew myself after I became masculine, but even though my body was better, my emotional recovery would really take longer.
With the 168 hours of Stardew Valley, I feel like I have finally come to life again and become my happy self again.
It’s time for the big hotel to come to an end.
In fact, there is a planetarium that has not yet been written, but this is originally a hotel management article, and it would be boring to write more than 200,000 words about the planetarium.
After thinking about it, let’s just finish it like this.
No matter how depressing and fucked my life was last year, I still tried my best to let my protagonist have a happy, smooth and rich life.
I am awesome!
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at last,
Thank you for this book, which has witnessed my growth.
Thanks to this book, I earned a small amount of money to stay in a hotel in Sanya~~~
Thanks to this book, I have met many friends I have never met.
Chirmi, I love you!!!
The tone has been set for the next book, which is also a happy daily management article and will be released in May or June.