Pei Jingzhou said calmly: "Don't worry, you are alive."
Pei Youan has really never seen anything about the "big world". He was afraid that his little heart couldn't bear it, so he didn't dare to ask any more questions: "It's good to be alive, it's good to be alive. These days, living is more important than anything else."
Pei Jingzhou raised his eyes, looked at Pei Youan's frightened look, and sneered: "That's all."
How dare Pei Youan talk back?
This is indeed what made him successful.
Knowing that he would not be able to stay for one night even if his words were broken, Pei Youan was about to leave, when Pei Jingzhou stopped him and called him: "You'an."
Pei Youan turned around suddenly, overjoyed: "Brother, do you agree to my staying here tonight?"
Pei Jingzhou: "You don't have to think about being too beautiful all the time. You will only be disappointed."
Pei Youan was crestfallen: "Yeah, I knew it."
Pei Jingzhou came over, stood beside Pei Youan, and reminded him: "You must plan your life well."
After leaving these words, Pei Jingzhou went to find Li Xiwu.
Pei Youan touched the tip of his nose, raised his feet and walked out, murmuring to himself as he walked: "If only I were not a son, but a daughter."
These words happened to reach Han Qianye's ears, and she snorted: "What a coincidence, I just went to country T, and out of curiosity I learned a little about the transgender culture there. If you have this
As a mother, I will naturally support you and help you contact the doctor."
Faced with his mother's sudden enthusiasm, Pei Youan was shocked and shook his head: "No, no, no, I just said it casually, I didn't have such an idea."
Han Qianye clicked her tongue: "That's a pity. I thought I could have more daughters and fewer sons."
Pei Youan: "..."
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It's night.
Youyou was coaxed to sleep by Aunt Lin, and Li Xiwu took a look outside the door.
Back in the master bedroom, Pei Jingzhou had just come out of the bathroom, wearing a black bathrobe and loosely tied with a belt. As he walked, some scenes were vaguely visible.
Li Xiwu teased: "Did Fourth Brother do it on purpose?"
Pei Jingzhou wiped his wet hair with the towel on his shoulder, walked up to her, and asked with a smile: "What's the purpose?"
Li Xiwu raised her face to look at him and did not answer. She was afraid of answering his words, so she went off the rails and mentioned what Han Qianye said at the dinner table tonight.
She took the towel in his hand, motioned for him to lower his head a little, and took the initiative to wipe his hair. While wiping, she said: "Auntie said that she had done a paternity test on you and Zhiqian before. After hearing what she said,
I also thought of something, do you want to know?"
Pei Jingzhou's lips curved: "If I said I didn't want to, would you seriously not say it?"
Li Xiwu snorted: "If you say you don't want to, I really won't say it. Do you want to hear it?"
Pei Jingzhou held the hand she was wiping his hair with, took it off, and put it into the collar of his open bathrobe: "You say it, I'll listen."
Li Xiwu: "..."
With such a shift in attention, Li Xiwu had little concentration and had already forgotten what to say next.
She didn't withdraw her hand. Anyway, he touched it for her. She pressed her palm on his hard chest, flexed her knuckles, and gently scraped every inch of his skin with her fingertips.
A low hum escaped Pei Jingzhou's lips, his expression looking a little bitter.
Li Xiwu stopped with her fingertips and finished her words first: "I remembered that my aunt had collected my DNA before. She was recording the show that day, and she took away my lipstick. I didn't think much about it at the time, but after thinking about it carefully, I realized
It didn’t feel right, and a bold idea came to my mind, maybe use my DNA for a paternity test.”
Pei Jingzhou's deep eyes looked at her: "When you think about it now, do you regret not asking clearly at that time?"
Li Xiwu admitted: "Yes."
Saying this "yes" made her feel depressed.
She also said: "Because there was a picture of me being pregnant in the previous dream, I also doubted whether Qiao Jian could be my son, but at that time, because the age was not suitable, it was also this reason that led to me not being pregnant.
I was determined to investigate, and I wanted to wait for a suitable time to go to country T to see Mrs. Disin and ask her about what happened back then. If I had been more determined at that time, I wouldn't have suffered this serious illness.
It’s painful.”
At this point, Li Xiwu's voice gradually became choked.
Pei Jingzhou pulled her into his arms and placed his palms on the back of her head: "Mom, Dad, me, you, we are all blaming ourselves, but we have to hide these in our hearts. We must do our best to make up for these shortcomings and bite them as soon as possible.
Bite it back."
Li Xiwu said: "Yeah."
When lying on the bed, it was not easy to fall asleep due to Li Xiwu's mood swings just now.
Pei Jingzhou put his arm around her waist and did not make any fuss, just hugging her quietly.
At first, she turned her back to Pei Jingzhou. This posture felt particularly safe, as if she was wrapped up by Pei Jingzhou. After a while, she turned around to face him and whispered: "Fourth brother, please arrange a doctor.
I have thought about it, I want to restore my memory."
Pei Jingzhou asked her: "Have you really thought about it?"
Li Xiwu responded: "Yeah."
The atmosphere was not quiet, but a little solid. Li Xiwu naturally knew Pei Jingzhou's concerns, but she had really thought about it. It would be better to do it sooner or later.
It might be uncomfortable for a while.
But now that she has learned that her parents have passed away and she has found a pair of children, all that is left of her tragic past is those memories, and she will accept it.
Pei Jingzhou didn't say anything for a long time, and Li Xiwu couldn't help but ask him: "Fourth brother, when I lost my memory and looked at you with strange eyes, did it hurt your heart?"
Pei Jingzhou answered her: "How can I not be heartbroken, but as far as I am concerned, rather than letting you be trapped in pain and confused, I hope you can have a new life and live well."
Li Xiwu: "What if I never love you again?"
Pei Jingzhou's arm around her waist gradually tightened, and he said firmly: "It's enough that I love you."
