"No, I just, it's just that you never miss a performance."
Wang Yiran put down the coffee cup in his hand, with a hint of melancholy and exhaustion on his slightly pale face.
The air seemed to be condensed.
When the two of them were together in the past, their relationship was so sunny, warm and full of laughter.
They are the most important beings in each other's hearts, and they even want to live in seclusion in a distant place together after graduation.
But now...
Yu Qingjia looked at the former, feeling unspeakably guilty in her heart.
When the two were together, Wang Yiran did too much for her.
At this time, Wang Yiran looked like a complete stranger, which made her unable to adapt.
She accidentally glanced at him and saw traces of blood seeping out of the other party's pajamas.
"Yiran, you are doing something stupid again!"
"Yes, I am doing stupid things. I will "record" it on my arm every hour."
Wang Yiran opened his cuffs, and the scars on his arms were shocking.
Yu Qingjia's body began to tremble, and she only knew that Wang Yiran was punishing her by torturing herself.
Those scars were like scratches on her heart.
She could imagine how painful and desperate Wang still felt last night.
And she was the one who caused all this.
"Yiran, why are you torturing yourself like this? What are you doing!"
"I'm not torturing myself, I'm just reminding myself that I'm stupid, I'm stupid."
"No, still, it's all my fault, don't do this! If you don't understand your hatred, you can hit me or scold me."
Yu Qingjia threw herself in front of the former. Her throat was so choked that her tears kept falling.
"Qingjia, do you still remember this home?"
"We arranged everything here together. You said that sooner or later we would buy a house together."
"You have a real home of your own, but now your heart is no longer here."
Yu Qingjia's heart ached as she listened to the other party's words, just as Wang Yiran said.
Every decoration here and every sticker on the wall are carefully designed by them together.
This is a place that represents their serious friendship for each other and is also full of guilt for her.
Wang Yiran stood up and stretched out his jade-like fingers to touch Yu Qingjia's cheek.
There was a hint of coolness on those long, crystal-clear nails.
The king still didn't cry or shed tears. His eyes were as dead as black holes.
Yu Qingjia knew that she hated herself.
When she saw her own tears falling on the other person's fingers, her heart trembled again.
"Still, we can still be friends, I'm just taking advantage of that person."
"I don't need this turbid friendship."
Yu Qingjia's heart shrank when she heard the other party's calm and chilling voice, as if she was pinched by the other party's cold hands, unable to breathe.
Choking and speechless, I couldn't say a single word stuck in my throat.
Wang Yiran looked at the crystal on his fingers, but the depths of his eyes slowly turned cold.
She slowly lowered her head and approached Yu Qingjia, her thin lips almost touching his ear.
"Yu Qingjia, I will not ask you for charity, nor will I force my heart that has flown away."
"I don't want the money and fame that were obtained through dirty means."
"Go away! Don't let me see you again before I come back."
The breath exhaled from Wang Yiran's mouth lingered around Yu Qingjia.
In the past, it was as sweet as sugar cane, but now it was also soul-stirring coldness, penetrating the latter's body.
Yu Qingjia squatted there blankly, her body as stiff as a stone.
She didn't know what to say. At this moment, she was as humble as dust in front of the former.
Wang Yiran gave Yu Qingjia a cold look, which was also a decision for himself.
There was so much hatred in this eye.
She slowly raised the corners of her mouth, smiled coldly, and turned around to leave without any hesitation.
Only then did Yu Qingjia know.
How much I long not to lose this friendship and friendship.
Her mind seemed to suddenly wake up.
Isn't this what I have been searching for all these years?
But now I have completely destroyed it.
She hates and complains, but everything is of no use.
Even if she gives up everything now, she and Wang will never go back to the past.
villa
"It's rare to have some free time. I can rest in the morning." Ye Yuwei lay on the big bed.
"Yi Zi, do you want to get up and eat?" Jiang Mengqi's voice came from the corridor.
"Yes! I want breakfast." Ye Yuwei, who wanted to sleep for a while, jumped up from the bed.
When she came to the living room, she saw Zhang Zijing, who had already packed up, reading a magazine.
The cold look on his face at this time, people who were not familiar with him thought it was a sign that strangers should not enter.
"Zijing, why haven't you gone to the variety show recording site yet?"
"There is a flying guest who has something to do and cannot record today, so we will reschedule it in the afternoon and evening."
"What kind of guest can make the program team let you follow his time?"
Ye Yuwei was a little surprised. There were second-tier artists in that variety show.
"He is an old celebrity. It is said that he was drunk when he came."
Ye Yuwei was also a little speechless about this. Some so-called veteran actors are actually not of good quality.
"Yi Zi, have you decided on your next drama?"
"No."
"No? Then last night you..."
"I took the initiative and said I didn't want that role."
Zhang Zijing was surprised by Ye Yuwei's words. She thought the former was pursuing that role.
"We are going to have a concert, and I have to focus on this."
"Yi Zi, if we coordinate well, we will still have enough time to rehearse!"
"No, I can only worry about one thing now."
Ye Yuwei spoke very seriously and continued:
"I'm not from a major."
"Although I have some talent in acting, it is impossible to play a role well without long-term practice."
"Rather than performing and being laughed at by the crowd, it's better to give a good concert."
Zhang Zijing sighed and said: "The notebook Teacher Long gave you is pretty good."
Ye Yuwei also said regretfully: "I know, but the concert is more important to me."
"I'll go help Rainbow cook! I'll make you my best omelette."
"I'm going to help too, I want to make pickles."
Ye Yuwei couldn't help but smile, and the two of them went to the refrigerator together.
After opening it, it was filled with food.
"Rainbow, here we come."
"What else do you want to do? I've already cooked porridge and bought steamed buns."
"I don't want to eat the buns I bought, let's make our own omelette!" Ye Yuwei said with a smile.
"Yes, let's make some pickles thicker." Zhang Zijing said.
Rainbow's sunny-smiling face showed helplessness: "Okay! Then I'll get some flour and let's make pancakes."
The three of them were busy and spent half an hour preparing a big meal.
Just as the three of them were enjoying their meal, Ye Yuwei's cell phone rang.
She picked it up and took a look, and her expression changed. It turned out to be Wu Jingxiang's.
She wanted to hang up directly, but since the other party called at this time, he must know that she was idle.