"Don't be sad. Mom will be content to see you get married in this life."
Even under severe pain, Zhang Yuezhen's eyes were still kind and gentle.
She looked at Cheng Xin, who stepped forward and held her hand, his eyes filled with water, and he shouted with a choked voice: "Mom!"
"Xinxin, my mother is sorry for you. I couldn't accompany you to give birth, didn't have the opportunity to take care of you during confinement, couldn't help you take care of your child, and left you to face all this alone.
After your mother leaves, live a good life with Mo Yan. If he does something bad to you, tell your father and let him take care of Mo Yan.
Mo Yan doesn't like to express himself. If you feel unhappy, tell him directly. Don't get sulky or make yourself angry.
Mom is sorry for you, I have to leave you at this time, don't blame mom."
"Mom, we don't blame you, we know you can't bear it anymore." Cheng Xin fell to her knees on the ground with tears streaming down her face.
Chen Moyan was as silent as death at the moment, and he sat on the ground with red eyes and numbness beside her.
Yunfei sat on the bed and hugged Zhang Yuezhen tightly, letting her lean in his arms with a sad expression.
Zhang Yuezhen rubbed Chen Moyan's hair bitterly, "You have grown up, don't let your mother feel uneasy, okay? People will die, and you still have your father, so you are worried."
Chen Moyan nodded with difficulty and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you."
"Let's go, I want to say a few words to your father."
Chen Mo said nothing, but Cheng Xin helped him up and walked out of the room while crying.
Zhang Yuezhen smiled softly in the room. She had hidden her love all her life, and only at this moment did she dare to expose it.
Her gaze was so infatuated and affectionate that Yun Fei couldn't help but feel guilty in his heart.
Zhang Yuezhen gently stroked his wrinkled face with trembling hands, and said happily: "You don't have to feel guilty, I don't mind if you don't love me.
It's enough that I love you. Being able to have you for the rest of my life is already my greatest luck.
Can you let me know your name? When I introduce my husband to others later, I don’t want to use his name to call you."
No wonder, after that day, she never called him by his name, she always called him husband, and it never changed.
The same way to introduce him to others is: This is my husband, his surname is Chen.
"Yunfei, my name is Yunfei." Yunfei's eyes gently wiped the cold sweat on her forehead because of the pain.
"Haha, the next time I introduce you to someone, I will say: This is my husband, his surname is Yun!"
Zhang Yuezhen reluctantly pulled the corner of her mouth, smiled painfully, and said, "Husband, please give me the medicine. I'm too tired. I want to sleep."
"Okay." Yunfei put her down gently and brought over the medicine and the cup of cooled warm water.
Then he helped her up and took the medicine. After she finished eating, her tears finally fell uncontrollably.
He coaxed her to sleep with choked sobs, just like he coaxed her to sleep silently when she was a child.
After she fell asleep, Yunfei's eyes were red and swollen, and he opened the door and let the couple who were waiting at the door go in.
Looking at Zhang Yuezhen lying quietly on the bed with relaxed eyebrows and a lifeless look.
Cheng Xin couldn't help crying loudly, while Chen Moyan stood in front of the bed with cold hands and feet, his eyes sad.
He thought again of his mother's miserable life in her previous life, and how her spine had been bent early by life.
When she was a child, her parents favored boys over girls, so her only existence at home was to work and take care of her younger brother.
I went out to work, and I was deceived by that man with a few sweet words and a few breakfasts.
He was scolded by his mother-in-law and beaten severely by his husband. In order to support his son, he went out to pick up vegetable leaves in the early morning, went to work during the day, and did odd jobs all night long, sleeping only three or four hours a day.
She also has to take care of her drunken husband and can't find time to pay attention to her son and whether he is being bullied at school.
Suddenly someone pushed me awake, and in front of me was my father's worried face, familiar yet unfamiliar, "Xiaoyan, just cry if you want to! Don't hold it in."
However, Chen Moyan felt that he couldn't cry, and he was obviously very sad. Maybe it was because he felt that his mother would be at least happier in this life than in her previous life.
Just half a month after the Chen family held a happy event, they held a funeral again, which made people lament that things in the world are unpredictable.
Yunfei and the young couple took Zhang Yuezhen's ashes back to Shenzhen City and bought a cemetery for her to be buried in Shenzhen City.
He felt that Zhang Yuezhen would not want to be buried in the Chen family's cemetery, so let her be buried in Shenzhen City, where it would be easier for them to sweep the grave.
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After that, Yunfei, Chen Moyan and Cheng Xin also moved back to Shenzhen.
I stayed in Beijing for the sake of Zhang Yuezhen's illness and Chen Moyan's studies.
Now that one has left and the other has graduated and got married, there is no need to stay in Beijing.
Cheng Chen accompanied Cheng's father and Cheng's mother back to Zhejiang Province for development. Every year, the young couple would take time to fly over to visit them.
After Chen Moyan took over Yunfei's short video company, he developed his own live broadcast software. In his hands, the company has improved a lot compared to Yunfei's.
Yunfei relies on foresight to predict market trends and reap the first wave of dividends, while Chen Moyan relies on professional knowledge to gradually move towards high-quality products.
Cheng Xin took over Zhang Yuezhen's clothing store, which was neither big nor profitable. She liked to design her own clothes, so the store no longer purchased goods. All the clothes sold in the store were clothes made by her.
And that store had already been bought by Yunfei, leaving Chen Moyan with a message.
Later, Cheng Xin gave birth to three sons, and she always wanted to have a daughter, but she could never do so.
When she wanted to give it a try, she was stopped by Yun Fei and Chen Moyan.
Chen Moyan persuaded patiently: "Both sons and daughters are the same. There will be enough trouble with the three of them. Be good! Let's not have any more children."
Yun Fei also agreed beside him: "Every child's arrival is fate. Boys and girls are both good. Just relax and don't be too attached.
Giving birth is very harmful to the body. Don’t talk about us. You have three children and you won’t be able to bear the pain. Stop focusing on your illusory daughter.
When you look back, there are three sons behind you, and they need your attention even more."
Yunfei's words made Cheng Xin feel guilty. From then on, she stopped thinking about having a daughter and took care of her sons wholeheartedly.
With more children, it is inevitable that some things will be overlooked, and she did regret it.
The eldest son also comforted her and said: "Mom, when I grow up, I will give you two daughters to take care of."
Although the children are still young, they understand what they should know, and sometimes they even think more about it.
I wonder if my mother wants a sister more and doesn’t like me! It would be better if I were a girl...
Cheng Xin finally realized her mistake and hugged her sons one by one while crying.
"I'm sorry, it was my mother who got me wrong. In fact, my mother loves you very much, not because of your gender, but because you are her children."