Wang Ai's "brain-body circulation" cannot continue. This is what Wang Ai suddenly realized when he left Guangzhou and returned to London. Specifically, he woke up after a long sleep and looked at the lightning and thunder clouds outside the window.
Originally, he used learning and thinking time to complete the deep rest of the body, and used training and competition to complete the deep rest of the brain. For a time, this model worked well. This self-created method was suitable for his situation. However, as he slowly
After realizing that an outstanding player, even the best star in the world, could not really save the fate of the national football team, he thought more and more about football and used more and more energy, so that he maintained "low-intensity thinking" during football games.
"The pattern was broken, which affected his game state.
After clarifying the crux, Wang Ai began to think about how to solve this problem.
Wang Ai, who is a maverick in Chinese football and even world football, has his unique advantages and his own dilemmas, which he can only figure out how to solve on his own.
The plane landed at the familiar Heathrow Airport, and there was still a lot of people. Many people greeted Wang Ai as if they were on the plane, and some people came up to say a few words. The parking lot was finally a lot cleaner.
Yan Zhu picked up Wang Ai in a car that had been stored for more than ten days, and the group headed for Southwest London.
It was noon on the 30th when Wang Ai came back. In the afternoon, he reported to Cobham and participated in a simple training. Every international match day is a headache for Chelsea, so he has to go back. He will definitely be able to compete when he goes back.
After the game, you must be in bad shape when you come back, and at least you need to catch up on jet lag. So today's training was very easy. Jose led everyone to run a few laps, did some exercises and group confrontations, and then it was off. Tomorrow the whole team will go to Wo
Turfford away game.
According to the roster announced by Jose, Wang Ai was placed on the bench. He was allocated a spot based on the game status of various international players, including Wang Ai, during this period. In addition, Wang Ai had been in sluggish form for two consecutive games.
.On the contrary, Shevchenko, who broke the goal drought in the last round, got the start, and Lampard, who did not participate in the England national team game in midweek, still got the start.
Wang Ai had no objection to this. Even if reporters, including Jamie, were worried about him, he still had to take the opportunity to adjust himself.
That night, Wang Ai sat in front of the bedroom window, refreshing his blog page in boredom, looking at the click-through rate and replies to the article. This had been going on for half an hour. There was a knock on the door behind him, and Kang Si was holding a cup of coffee.
Walk in and put it in Wang Ai's hand.
"Didn't you play the game?" Wang Ai looked at Kang Si boredly and asked.
Kangsi shook her head and took a look at Wang Ai's notebook. There was no change from the last time she went out: "Are you still worried?"
"Yes!" Wang Ai's calm expression changed, and he frowned and said helplessly: "I know where the problem is, but I don't know how to solve it."
Kangsi nodded and leaned quietly against Wang Ai's window with her hands behind her back, waiting for Wang Ai's explanation.
"I can't throw it away from the school." Wang Aixian opened his fingers: "I am a yellow race, and European football always poses huge potential risks to me. I must have a safe haven. If the country cannot point it out, even if the country helps me, it may not be worth the gain.
, it is true for me and the country, so school is a good place. If I have a dispute and am besieged, I can retreat to the school and no one can knock on me."
Kangsi pursed her lips and nodded.
"But, then a problem arises. I can't mess around in school, right? At most, I am doing what I am doing now, copying the PhD courses in philosophy I studied in Germany in the UK, which saves me a lot of energy, but
I will never fail the exam." Speaking of this, Wang Ai shook his head: "You know how dazzling the aura surrounding me is, and you also know how many people want to get through the cracks. I must keep this resume intact in order to maintain my specialness.
image."
"You seem to be very insecure." Kang Si suddenly interrupted.
Wang Ai was dumbfounded, and then continued: "I spent a lot of time in class, and the rest of the time was indispensable daily training, which compressed my time for other entertainment activities, including going to bars with my teammates, participating in social activities, etc.
, Generally speaking, I spend my free time on studying, and the training time can be guaranteed. But in this way, time is also very tight, especially the energy loss is great. If I want to achieve higher achievements in football, I cannot do without it.
Support for my national team. Now that you have been to China many times, you must know a lot about Chinese football issues."
Speaking of this, Wang Ai took a deep breath: "The problem with Chinese football is not match-fixing, corruption, or even poor youth training, but an overall systemic problem. It is an inevitable low point in the country's development stage. I am lucky.
It was also unfortunate that I was born in this era. Fortunately, I was able to stand out very quickly, and even mastered a lot of power that I should not have mastered at my age. Unfortunately, I was very lonely, and even my team was lonely. It looked like
There was a large group of people, but actually only those few were coming and going. So..."
"You are a dragon-slaying warrior, fighting against fate." Kang Si concluded concisely and concisely.
Wang Ai laughed: "That's what it means. If I settle for the status quo, I can stay at the top of Chinese football for a few years or even decades. But if I want to expand outward, it will be very difficult. However, people are not arrogant in vain.
As a teenager, great goals, even difficult great goals, can deeply inspire me. So the question now is that I have consumed so much energy for Chinese football that it has taken over my mental state during training and games. What should I do?
?”
"Sister Wenjun said that you care about too many things and can't leave any of them behind, so you are dragging a heavy car forward." Kangsi raised her head and murmured: "If this is the case,
There is only one way..."
On the evening of the next day, Wang Ai came to Watford with the team, changed clothes in the locker room, and listened to Jose's final arrangements. The battle between Manchester United and Blackburn that took place two hours in advance was over, although Blackburn scored first.
, but Manchester United then scored four goals in the second half, briefly opening a 6-point gap with Chelsea.
After a while, the starting players followed Jose on the field, and the substitutes also stood up one after another. Wang Ai, who was lagging behind, did not rush, but opened his backpack, took out a booklet, and sat in the empty locker room.
He lowered his head and looked through it.
After flipping through a few pages, Wang Ai's eyes were dull and motionless.
Assistant coach Clark, who was also lagging behind, said nothing and waited quietly. When Wang Ai woke up five minutes later and closed the book, he took a look and saw that the cover of the book said: "Tao Te Ching"!
