Wang Ai didn't like Zhuangzi before, thinking that he turned Li Er's indifferent observation into a passive retreat. However, at this moment, he really wanted to shrink to a certain place. After hearing his girlfriend's teasing, he couldn't stand it anymore. He sighed and closed the book:
"I plan to tell the head coach tomorrow and try to make me a substitute."
"Regina team? I heard that the International team led 4:1 in the first round?"
"Yeah, weakling."
"Okay, just rest more, you're too tired."
Wang Ai leaned on the chair, closed his eyes, and shook his head: "You know it's not the case."
"what is that?"
"I fell into a thinking trap. I had no hope for the future and wanted to quit. But the heavy responsibility was on my shoulders and I could not quit. In this way, the more exciting I might be on the field, the more tortured I would be mentally. I knew that neither I nor my career would last long.
, so I became more anxious. I knew my anxiety, so I became even more anxious.”
Xu Qinglian listened and then smiled: "Mental patients can know that they are mentally ill."
Wang Ai was so happy that he opened his eyes and saw his girlfriend looking at him with a smile, then slapped her on the other's trousers from behind.
Xu Qinglian took a step away from Wang Ai: "Do you think it can be relieved by taking a proper rest? How to solve it?"
"I don't know." Wang Ai, who took a breath of cold air and felt a little more comfortable, said: "I have never had this kind of problem before, and I know that my friends have not had this kind of problem either. If they had, they would have talked to me long ago.
I’ve said it. On the surface, my situation is similar to Lao Gao’s. He takes sleeping pills every day, but I’m not that good. But in fact, he and I are still different. He is under too much pressure, but has no hope for the future.”
Xu Qinglian, who knew clearly that as long as Wang Ai kept playing like this, he still had a high chance of winning the two major awards, she understood that his future was hopeless, and did not make any more provocations, but said calmly: "I think you still ignored some things.
thing."
"Well, tell me."
"I feel that when you have made breakthroughs in technology, breakthroughs in honors, and are about to achieve breakthroughs in collective achievements in the Olympics, your soul suddenly withers, and it's not just about football." Xu Qinglian put her hands in the pockets of her red down jacket and looked like she was
She is cute and cute, but her words are full of philosophy: "This is your total outbreak under long-term stress and anxiety. It is similar to when you are in good health and usually suppress cold viruses, but your sudden relaxation allows these viruses to concentrate on your immunity."
The system launched an impact. We all heard Li Lin say that you can't do anything immediately after you retire from the army, as you will easily get sick. This is the reason."
"Well, maybe."
"It's not just that." Xu Qinglian turned to look at her boyfriend who was looking ahead: "Sister Huang Xin and I have studied it, and we believe that your problem also comes from other aspects. We all understand a very simple truth, the more you think about it, the calmer you will be.
, the more the decision is made in line with interests, but the more boring it is. It’s like love, love that makes mistakes is called love, love that doesn’t make any mistakes is called calculation.”
Wang Ai opened his eyes, snorted, and glanced at Xu Qinglian, only to find that his girlfriend was seriously discussing quasi-academic issues with him, so he just let it go.
"So I think your current problem is not only due to your endogenous factors, but also many external things." Xu Qinglian sighed softly, and pressed one of Wang Ai's shoulders before walking in: "You have too many things on your shoulders.
, there are too many things that require you to calculate carefully. These things are reducing your happiness, but in the past, you were tempted by your achievements in football, so you could hold on. And breakthroughs in football, at least in a short period of time, you can
You have made a breakthrough, but the final breakthrough is too far away, so your happiness in football has faded and you can no longer withstand the troubles it brings you in other aspects."
"Other aspects, I don't care too much." Wang Ai retorted hesitantly.
"Which of the other players has as many other things as you?" Xu Qinglian shook her head: "You don't go to nightclubs or bars, or play cards or drink, but you have a business, a career, friends, and studies. Simply focusing on your career
From a professional perspective, you are related to the Idiot Cup of Chinese youth football and the Liaoning Youth Team. You promote the development of China’s charity and play one of the main roles in it. You worry about the Chinese league, the national team, Chinese players, and Chinese football.
You also pay attention to the ideological struggle with the traitors and lackeys through "Young Philosophers", and you also care about some stupid companies from time to time, beyond the company's development issues, as well as your own studies, which you don't seem to pay much attention to."
Speaking of this, Xu Qinglian smiled and said: "When did it become so easy to get a PhD from the London School of Economics and Political Science? Although you are opportunistic and studied philosophy, you are not easy to get through. Besides..."
Xu Qinglian looked at the book in Wang Ai's hand: "If your teammates are worried, they will go out to find people to play with, or with their girlfriends... Well, but maybe you are the only one who will pick up a philosophy book to relax. In other words,
Why didn’t I know that philosophy books also have a distraction function?”
Wang Ai smiled at being told that and put the book in Xu Qinglian's hand: "I'm not as tired as you said, but those things are closely related and cannot be ignored. You know that I have nothing to do personally now, but nationally,
The current situation is actually very fragile. If you neglect any area, it will be over. The hope of thousands of fans will be over. I have calculated countless times to maintain the situation to the current state. I am trembling and walking on thin ice.
.”
Xu Qinglian took the book and flipped through it casually, rolled it up and put it in her pocket with her hand: "I think you don't trust me very much. You know I'm not talking about feelings, but as a young scholar who grew up with you.
, I have been influenced by you since childhood, and even influenced the working ability of your partners."
Wang Ai was silent for a while and then said: "My mother and father both want you to be happy and don't let me hand over the work to you early."
Xu Qinglian stared at Wang Ai for a while, then suddenly smiled: "You can watch "Xiaoyaoyou" to relax, but can't I be happy by working?"
Wang Ai opened his eyes and looked at his smiling girlfriend, and patted his girlfriend's pants again, but this time he was much gentler: "No need, you have to have your own, there is no need to surround me."
"What is the Marxist-Leninist definition of family? The smallest unit of production in society, right? In the current primary stage where the family cannot be disintegrated, it still bears the responsibility of economic production and population production, right?"
Wang Ai sighed: "Sure enough, we can't let women study more. This is too much of a back talk."
Xu Qinglian laughed loudly and quickly covered her mouth: "Can you be more comfortable with me like this?"
