Xu Qinglian tilted her head: "It's not from you, but from myself. It seems... Well, if you are reborn, what will I be like in another time and space? Do you still remember?"
Wang Ai looked at Xu Qinglian's face. Under the dappled afternoon sunshine, it looked so dreamlike, yet within reach. Wang Ai couldn't help but stand up and walked over and touched her face.
Xu Qinglian just watched, waited, and was caressed silently. It took a long time before she heard the man say: "I didn't have the foresight at that time, and I didn't have the perseverance now, so there is a huge gap between you and me.
When I met you in college, I didn’t even dare to pursue you. But you are the white moonlight of me and many of my classmates, so I have been paying attention to you. About a few years after graduation, I heard that you were pawned by a businessman who was not very rich.
lover."
"Lover?" Xu Qinglian lowered her head and laughed, her face turning red as she laughed: "Isn't it the mistress?"
Seeing that the man was looking at her with concern, Xu Qinglian waved her hand: "I'm fine, I just want to say that if it weren't for you, assuming you didn't go back in time and knew me in elementary school and tricked me into your home, I would still be the same person.
As for the trajectory, then this result is very reasonable, and I will definitely do this or that."
Wang Ai became a little interested: "Can you tell me what the psychological motivation is?"
"Broken things will only become more and more broken, and they can't be put back together." Xu Qinglian still had a smile on her face, but her voice had turned cold: "If I was sent to a pedophile's home by my father, what would happen to me like this?
, how can you make me believe in marriage and love? You know my personality, my relationship with my family is particularly tense, and I don’t want to communicate with my family at all. In such a situation, I have no way to complain or beg, so I can only endure it silently.
And escape, how can I still believe in the love rules of the world?"
"So?" Wang Ai squatted in front of Xu Qinglian and held her hands with both hands.
Xu Qinglian laughed and bent down to kiss Wang Ai: "So, I should use that method to test the boundaries of the world, just like a person in a parallel time and space. Normal people fall in love and get married normally, but I am in the same material world but in a different world."
People in the spiritual world have their own code of conduct in this world."
"The world of mistresses?"
Xu Qinglian laughed: "Go back to your place, you thought something happened to me."
Wang Ai returned to the opposite side of Xu Qinglian: "Go on, this is an interesting philosophical topic."
Xu Qinglian thought for a while: "The time of adolescence will affect the whole life. In a sense, the life and mental journey of people after puberty are the repetition of adolescence again and again. Since I am crooked at the root, I have deviated from this world.
, unless someone tries hard to pull me back, I can’t go back. Even if I know intellectually what is right and what is right, my instinct will still be to follow the habits of my youth. That imprint is profound and cannot be erased.
, will drive people to repeat it voluntarily or involuntarily. It's just a passive thing and an active one."
Wang Ai nodded when she heard the sound, indicating that she understood. Unexpectedly, Xu Qinglian didn't want to say anymore: "You are the one who pulled me out of me now. It took a lot of effort to get me back on track."
Wang Ai shook his head: "That's because what happened in the past did not happen, it was just a sign of danger. When you faced the choice of being sent to your uncle's house by your father or leaving my pen pal, you made the right choice. You were very brave.
Very decisive too.”
"This involves another level." Xu Qinglian said with a smile: "What happened has both external and internal causes. My father's wrong selection of people is an external cause, but my character is an internal cause. If I can have a good relationship with my father
, there is no need to be stubborn and insist on leaving. If my father and I were on good terms, my father would not know that I was angry and send me away angrily. So, you have solved the external factors, but the internal factors are still at work, and I am still angry.
There is an initiative to go astray.”
Seeing that Wang Ai was worried, Xu Qinglian was happy: "Don't worry. Marriage and childbirth are two things that have been tempered by me and have completely changed me. Some of my incompetences in the past year are actually internal causes.
It always breaks out. Besides... you always coax me, and my family is also very good to me and always communicates with me. I want to repeat the days of my childhood but there is no place to repeat them. And when I realize this problem myself, I will take the initiative to maintain it.
This external environment constantly reshapes and consolidates the new me."
Wang Ai looked at her for a long time, and Xu Qinglian smiled and let him look at her, accepting his soul-deep examination.
Under the big tree, love was flowing silently. Footsteps sounded from the corridor on one side. Leonie walked over with a phone in hand: "Oh, you guys have to endure it for a few more days."
Wang Ai and Xu Qinglian both turned their heads and rolled their eyes at the lion. The lion smiled and didn't take it seriously: "I just called and said that I would come back later."
Wang Ai thought for a moment: "That's very thoughtful. Who came from it?"
Leonie sat on the wicker chair next to Wang Ai and picked up a peach from the table: "Athletics Center."
Xu Qinglian frowned, Wang Ai blinked and asked: "Athletics Management Center?"
"Yeah." Leonie had no time to speak while eating the peach, so she just answered "yes" with her big eyes.
Wang Ai and Xu Qinglian turned their heads back at the same time, frowning slightly and looking at each other. Xu Qinglian asked tentatively: "Asian Games? How many days are there?"
Wang Ai looked at Leonie again: "What happened?"
"I didn't say anything." Leonie shook her head while holding the half-eaten peach: "The person on the other side was very polite. She must be a secretary or something, right? They told me that their director wanted to have a phone call with Dr. Wang Ai. After the appointment for 20 minutes,
I didn’t pay attention and agreed without thinking too much.”
Wang Ai snorted: "They are all superior units, let alone such a big leader. It is interesting to tell me in advance so that I can be prepared."
As he was talking, Shi Wenjun, who came nearby at some point, interrupted: "It should have something to do with today's newspaper, right? How many articles of yours have been published by China Sports News?"
Wang Ai's eyes were blank: "I can't remember clearly, maybe five or six articles?"
Xu Qinglian smiled and said, "Your status as an expert in the football industry is becoming more and more solid. In the early years, you still relied on your only doctorate status, but now it is different."
Shi Wenjun sat opposite Leonie, leaning on the back of the chair and pressing his elbows on the armrests: "The corresponding level of the deputy director of the youth department is deputy director. After so many years, he should be promoted one step higher according to his seniority. Chinese Football Association Football Culture Development Guidance
The committee was proposed by you. Although you only have the name of an ordinary member, everyone knows that you are the founder, and this committee should be at the senior level."
Leonie finished eating the peach and put down the peach core: "So, the leader of the field management center in the main hall should be more polite to the division-level cadres of the foot management center because they are not in charge?"
