"You came late, so you don't know some things about when you started. In fact, I haven't seen much. Huang Xin has seen more, mainly because I heard a lot." When Xu Qinglian said this, she suddenly looked at Kang with a smile.
Si Dao: "What about you, you didn't get involved with the doctor until 2003, right? Huang Xin was born in 1996, Wenjun was born in 1998, I am considered 98 years old, Leonie was born in 2000, and you were born in 2003. It's not too late, you
You don’t need to ask me if you want to be taken back early. But you are a fool. What a great opportunity at that time. He took someone to Spain, and then it was you. If you had taken him back early, maybe there would be nothing wrong with us.
Son."
Kangsi shook her head repeatedly: "No, no, even if he has me first, you can't run away."
Xu Qinglian smiled sweetly: "That's right. Anyway, there were some things you didn't know at that time..."
Kangsi listened with her ears pricked up as Xu Qinglian talked about those old stories. The story lasted from the restaurant to the car, from the car to the kindergarten, and from the kindergarten back to the living room at home.
"Do you understand? Doctor, he doesn't hesitate when he should make up his mind, and when he should be ruthless..." Xu Qinglian sat on the sofa and pursed her lips: "I sometimes suspect that his smile is a trap for me.
When the mask is lifted, he is revealed to be a cold-blooded animal."
"Cold-blooded animal? Snake?" Kangsi received it subconsciously.
Xu Qinglian lowered her hands to her chest and let out a ferocious "ouch" before saying clearly: "Tyrannosaurus rex!"
"No wonder I'm riding a tigress like you." Kangsi immediately panicked after saying something without thinking: "No, I am..."
Xu Qinglian clapped her hands: "I wanted to be a free horse, but unfortunately he caught me and rode me hard for three days, and then fed me concentrate feed. I was tamed like this and was worthless...
…”
Xu Qinglian's words were very low-key, and her eyes were dangerous. Kangsi was quick to think and said loudly: "I'm pregnant, you can't do anything to me!"
Xu Qinglian nodded kindly: "That's right, haha... In short, you don't have to worry about the doctor's affairs, it's others who should worry about it. Things in the football world in recent years should really be suppressed, and that's why.
It's good for them. If we don't suppress them now, big things will happen in the future."
Kangsi was also taken away and thought: "So are your relatives..."
Xu Qinglian shook her head and said seriously this time: "I take care of my relatives. You know how difficult it is for our small family. If one of us brings a group of thugs, this family will not have a good life. So, to be simple, just us
A few would be good, right?"
Kang Si nodded hurriedly, and Xu Qinglian suddenly stopped talking. She looked out the window at the desolate courtyard and was in a daze for a long time. When she came back to her senses, she smiled at Kang Si: "Xiao Kang, let me ask you a question. Please be honest with me."
Kangsi nodded: "What else do we have to hide?"
Xu Qinglian shook her head and smiled: "Let me ask you, from the time you met the doctor to the time you actually walked in, there were almost ten years in between. You experienced him having children, getting married, and having several women. Tell the truth, have you ever thought about giving up? You
Have you ever thought about others?"
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Kang Si pursed her lips and Xu Qinglian smiled and said: "Don't worry, if you want to ask me, I will tell you."
Kangsi lowered her head: "This, I'm afraid this is not the ideal life for any girl, right? Maybe many in the upper class are like this, but I actually come from a commoner background. So... there is no specific other person, but I have definitely been shaken."
Xu Qinglian nodded: "Actually, it's not just you. Huang Xin has hesitated for five years, and Wenjun has also hesitated for more than three years. If you include Momo Huhu, it will be even longer. Unlike lions, the two of them probably only hesitated for a few days.
Within minutes, they were deeply entangled. But in the end, they still came together. We have thought about the reasons many times and even discussed them many times, but today I discovered that we may have overlooked a hidden reason."
Under Kang Si's curious eyes, Xu Qinglian shook her head with a complex expression: "The doctor's character is either moderate or extreme, but usually people will be paralyzed by his smiling face. But those of us who have walked into his heart know clearly,
He treats his friends and lovers at all costs, and he can't be nicer. He will give you everything and tell you everything. But what about his enemies and bad guys? It's the other extreme. He has no feelings at all. I mean, not even humanitarianism.
He has no emotions at all, he is just pretending to be a little humanitarian due to the situation."
Kangsi blinked: "This seems to be related to his study of those classic works, right? He has a strong concept of friend and foe."
Xu Qinglian spread her hands: "Do you know what this kind of character represents? The gap! The gap from one end to the other. Others are ten meters, he is fifty meters. And since we have walked into his heart, we have to bear it.
If he is completely healed, then we will be very far away from his other side. Once he looks at us with another face, the psychological gap between us will be too great to even imagine."
"He, he he..."
Xu Qinglian shook his head: "He didn't scare us, and we didn't know it before. Isn't this what we have analyzed today? I even dare to say that if we really leave him, he will be so angry that he will explode and he will not do anything to us. After all, transformation is inevitable.
It takes time. As long as we don't really hurt him, he will probably treat us as passers-by in the end. This may be the limit of his love for us, or he may still have some lingering feelings for us."
"But the psychological gap is still there. If you think about it, we were originally faced with a person who talked about everything, couldn't do anything, and told us everything frankly. Suddenly he turned into a person who said nothing, couldn't do anything, and so on.
People who hide everything from us and even hate us, we have to bear as much bad as we accept the good. It would be okay if he is not extreme, but he is, so..." Xu Qinglian pointed to her chest: "We all
Afraid."
"Afraid of hurting him." Kang Si whispered: "We are also afraid of hurting ourselves."
Xu Qinglian breathed out a sigh of relief, raised her head and thought: "Actually, I haven't been waiting for him in Daqing. I have been thinking about it for a thousand days. Every day I wonder whether I should leave him, and who should I find after leaving him.
What kind of man? I'm not afraid of your jokes. I'm actually not picky about men, and I don't have much hope, as long as they can be used. But in the end, at the end, I hesitated until he came to me and I didn't think about it. From the moment he opened the door
The moment he appeared in front of me, I knew that I was doomed and destined. At that moment, I really felt that he asked me to go out and run naked without any hesitation. Even when he beat me hard, I thought it was right.
."
Kangsi was shocked by Xu Qinglian's intense feelings. It took her a long time to recover and joked: "Then has he ever beaten you?"
Xu Qinglian laughed: "Does it count if you stab me? That kind of death-defying stabbing?"
Just as Kang Si was laughing, Xu Qinglian suddenly went up and held her face: "Don't think that I forgot that you just called me a tigress, and don't think that pregnancy will be okay. There is a period of time during the pregnancy where you need to
Any man can do it.”
Kangsi didn't dare to move, her little face turned white with fear.
