"Do you know that your husband has been in seclusion for a long time? Didn't you see it on TV? He doesn't interact with anyone, even at home. Now he only has three things on his bed: football, red scarf, quilt and pillow!"
"Haha!" Xu Qinglian turned over happily on the bed: "Men should focus on their careers!"
Leonie said angrily: "You waited for me, I will give you a giant kidney deficiency next summer! I don't believe it, I am young, beautiful, sexy and charming, with such long legs, such big..."
"Whose phone number?" came Kang Si's voice.
"Tiger, would you like to have a chat with her? She is a pregnant woman with two children and a fool with two children. She is worried that we will not be able to serve her well."
"You are the double fool!" Xu Qinglian argued here.
Kang Si over there laughed and said, "You two are chatting. You two big cats have a common language. I have to go make him a supper."
Over there, Leonie said to the phone: "Do you listen? Kangsi has been a professional assistant for fifteen years, what else do you have to worry about? I have never forgotten once, but it's not like you, who forgets easily, just let Chao
Ju took the cookies to fool me. I feel that I have been at a loss for Kangsi these years. If you had waited for me, I would never have achieved such good results today!"
"Well, I'm so sleepy, I fell asleep!"
Leonie was furious with the hung up phone, stood up and rushed into the room: "Look at what your wife has done!"
Wang Ai, who was sitting cross-legged on the bed and looking out the window at the gray earth, listened helplessly as Leonie finished her grievances like a machine gun, and waved to her. Leonie showed a smile and got on the bed vigorously, imitating Wang Ai's example of sitting cross-legged.
Beside him, Wang Ai only pulled a little, and she leaned sweetly on Wang Ai's shoulder, and greedily inhaled the scent of his neck, just like sucking a cat.
"I made a decision."
"Hmm." Leonie continued to suck.
Wang Ai felt a severe itching in his neck. Just as he was about to say something, Kangsi came in with a thermos bucket: "Supper is ready."
"Put it somewhere, I'm not hungry yet." Wang Ai gestured towards the window sill.
Kangsi put it down and felt like laughing when she saw the two of them. Wang Ai waved to her, and she sat on the other side of Wang Ai, holding Wang Ai's hand around her, and looked at the night in Doha together.
"I just said something, and you happened to be here too. I made a decision before coming to Doha this time, and I didn't say anything for fear that you would be worried. Qinglian called me just now. Although she didn't say anything, she must have felt it."
Leonie continued to suck, and Kang Si looked at Wang Ai's profile and leaned gently on his shoulder.
"I have always been timid and afraid of death. You can guess the reason. In fact, there is no such thing. People also cherish life, right? Especially when I claim to be versatile in both civil and military affairs, haha."
Leonie nuzzled Wang Ai's neck, and Kangsi chuckled in response.
"So I have always paid attention to my own safety environment, from the smallest physical body, family, to the interpersonal environment in the middle circle, clubs, society, sponsors, media, to the macro spiritual and international relations, I have been trying to find a
It is a safe road that allows me to realize my ideals and ambitions. It should be said that I have done well in the past and made up for the lifelong regrets of many people. I let the five-star red flag fly in the World Cup.
In the long jump, in these two simplest and most physically demanding events, we have achieved breakthroughs between the yellow race and the Chinese, completely putting the hat of the sick man of East Asia under our feet."
Having said this, Wang Ai took a breath; "Speaking of which, from this perspective, I can be regarded as a little national hero."
"Chen Zhen." Leonie spat out a word as if she was mumbling in her sleep.
"I've seen it too." Kangsi added on the other side: "It's this kind of movie that makes me understand the feelings and pursuits of the Chinese people, and the majestic power of Chinese society hidden under the water."
"Yes, I have walked all the way from Tübingen and avoided many dangers to get where I am today. But my consciousness still cannot keep up with my growth. Although I have tried very hard to analyze my situation at different stages,
Choose the most advantageous and safest method. For example, in the past three years, I have become more and more low-key due to changes in the situation. But I still underestimated the chemical reaction caused by my status and role. I always thought that I, a child of eight generations of poor farmers, devoted myself to
I had a professional breakthrough but had no time to cultivate interpersonal relationships, so the support from all parties was limited. It was a flower arrangement rather than a timely help. Therefore, I always had a deep sense of crisis, like claustrophobia. I was particularly afraid because
I was attacked by powerful people for some inconspicuous reason and lost everything." Wang Ai tightened his hands: "At that time, I thought, if one day I have nothing, if even one of you can stay, I will have the courage.
Live."
Leonie straightened up, looked out the window at the silent night, and stroked her hair: "Who is not afraid? Everyone has had such nightmares when they were lonely teenagers. So I told myself when I was very young, some
Death is not terrible at that time, loneliness is the most terrible thing. If one day someone forces me to choose life and walk into loneliness, I would rather give up life and embrace warmth. Although I have not gone through the test of life and death like Huang Xin, you have to believe me,
The stubborn, proud and unyielding nature of a lioness."
"But will you give up on me?" Leonie smiled delicately.
Wang Ai turned his head and gave her a roll of his eyes: "You and I first have a common language, then emotions, and finally we are together. Just like Sartre and Beauvoir, I have no option to give up. But... said
It seems that the life path I have chosen is destined to not be smooth. Countless efforts are needed to maintain the smooth surface, and the key point besides me is Qinglian. You really can’t sit in her position. First of all, Huang Xinhe can’t do it when she is young, Xiaomen
Not to mention Xiaohu's, they haven't been with me long enough, and they are older than me, which means that their ability to withstand stress is generally the greatest. Kangsi's interpersonal relationships are too complicated. If she has nothing to do with me, she still hides it.
Once you get to that position, there will be endless troubles. Even if she is smart and sober, she will be troubled. You are the most suitable person after Qinglian. You are bold, sharp and courageous. You can definitely sit in the position, but you must
It will be very tiring. So Qinglian is the most suitable. She is actually similar to you, Leo, but her upbringing experience is more distorted than yours, and she also has personality problems. She is big-hearted and indifferent, but she has no burden in sitting in that position. "
"Well, we are all building blocks, each shaped by our innate temperament and acquired choices. There is always an angle and position that is more suitable for each other."
"You are the safe house of my deepest fear. With you, I dare to look at this strange world. And this time, after this summer, I realized something." Wang Ai pointed forward casually: "This gray
