But he just asked, "Since my image in your heart is so high, do you still like me now?"
For a moment, Xie Yuqing wanted to deny it.
It's okay to say anything, I just don't want him to be too proud.
But in such a long time, she could always see a ray of light and shadow accompanying her through the long time.
After a long time, she turned her back to him and said, "Do you think I'm so casual? I just sleep with a man..."
Her voice was tight, but the next second, Yu Qing hugged her from behind, "So I like it, then..."
"Just because I like you now doesn't mean I will like you again in the future." She let him hold her, but interrupted him, "I have thought about this problem before, but I have never been able to confirm it. The fact that I like you now is the sequelae of being rejected in the first place.
I still really like you as a person..."
"What's the meaning?"
"When I was in high school, I just thought you were different, had a rebellious personality, and you were good-looking. You stood out among the crowd, and I started to like you. It's very superficial, right?"
"After I went to England, I 'met' Aric. When I think of you again, I feel more like surprise and envy. Although I am rebellious in my heart and always think about not going home tonight, making my parents anxious and regretful,
But in terms of behavior, he is very timid and does not have the coolness to go his own way. You were the side of me that I wanted to be like the most at that time, so I was attracted to you."
"I seem to like 'Aric' more than you. He appears in my every day's joys and sorrows. He will send some things I mention casually, share his life, and soothe my emotions. Without him
I may not be able to last that long without your companionship.”
"But after I lost contact with Aric, life went on. I seemed to be attracted by his mystery and companionship, and imagined him to be what I liked. But whether I liked him or not... maybe if he showed up at that time
, I can be sure.”
"Sometimes I wonder, what does liking feel like? If I think about it every day, then I must like it, but if I need to pay some price for it... I seem to be afraid.
, do you like this kind of fearful and careless mood?"
Xie Yuqing's tone was troubled and troubled.
She wants to be a magnanimous person, speak out when she likes something, and don't have to lie if she doesn't like something.
However, she was indeed confused.
Because there were too many other factors involved in her years of life, she was not sure whether the emotion she had been thinking about in her heart for a long time was pure love.
If not, you will be disappointed.
The person holding her listened patiently, remained silent for a moment, and asked her softly, "Are you happy every time you see me?"
happy?
Definitely happy.
He always brings a kind of joyful and sad joy, even if he is bickering, his heart is also very happy.
only……
"This is the reason why I don't want to think about the future." She sighed quietly, and now that the conversation was open, she said sincerely, "When two people are together, it seems that simple love is enough, but now they are happy.
Now, what about the future? Can a love with a huge gap in background really last long?"
"When it comes to relationships, I'm a bit sensitive and timid. Maybe it's because of the influence of my parents... Did I get into trouble..."
Her voice finally became so soft that it was almost inaudible, but she breathed out.