Su Rong slept for half a day and a whole night without any use of dinner, and only woke up the next day.
The eldest lady heard that she was awake and came to her room early in the morning. She saw her lazily sitting at the table drinking porridge. Her whole body looked lazy from the inside out. She looked at her carefully and asked:
"Is everything okay?"
Ever since she was a child, whenever she had any depression, she would shut herself in the room and sleep in darkness. Every time she woke up, she would turn back into the annoying person who ran around and jumped around. Now she looks like this,
It seemed that after a good night's sleep, I didn't regain much energy.
Su Rong shook his head, "It's okay."
The eldest lady sat opposite her and snorted, "It's okay, tell me the truth. You and Ye Guixue went out to enjoy plum blossoms last night. Why did you come back so tired that you slept for so long? Are you making trouble?
Are you unhappy? Or something happened?"
She knows her well. She says it's okay, but it's not really okay. This little thing has had big ideas since she was a child. Even if something happens, she won't say anything.
Su Rong looked at her speechlessly, "You asked me if I was okay? Then of course I said it was okay. No bumps or injuries, I went smoothly and came back safely, so nothing is wrong."
The eldest lady laughed angrily, "Who asked you this? Did you bump or get hurt? I have eyes to see. I'm asking you something else."
Su Rong nodded, "If you want to ask anything else, of course there is something wrong. I returned him the amulet of 100,000 soldiers and horses yesterday."
"What?" The eldest lady was startled and stood up.
Su Rong put down the spoon and looked up at the eldest lady helplessly, "Why are you so excited?"
The eldest lady looked at her in disbelief, "Of course I'm excited. It's such a big thing, why did you..." She wanted to say why you didn't even say a word and just made your own decision, but suddenly she remembered that she had promised
The engagement with Ye Guixue seemed to be decided by one person, and I suddenly choked.
Su Rong looked at her, "Don't you think Ye Guixue is too good and I am not good enough for him, and are you worried that we will not be happy in the future? You don't have to worry now."
The eldest lady glared, "Is this the same thing? I don't worry, what's the important thing, the key is you, why did you return the tiger talisman of one hundred thousand soldiers to him? Did you break off the engagement with him? You don't want to go back to Nanchu
Inherited the throne?"
"Think about it." Su Rong said: "How can I give my things to others? What's more, I want to avenge my mother and Wei."
"Then without the support of him and Prime Minister Ye's Mansion, what will you do to seize the throne?" asked the eldest lady.
Su Ronxiao, "Rely on myself, rely on Dong Palace, rely on Zhou Gu?"
The eldest lady understood immediately and was dumbfounded, "Are you because of Zhou Gu? Because of what I said to you that day... when I came back from the Protector's Mansion?"
"That's right." Su Rong now has nothing to admit, "Zhou Gu can't let go of me. I asked him personally and he admitted it. He made up his mind to follow me to Nanchu to help me. He gave up the East Palace and Lao
The green cloud road paved for him by the Protector..."
"This..." Madam Na Na, "But he is him, and you are you. If you don't want to be affected by him, you can stop him. That child Zhou Gu has a kind heart, and he should not be so shameless as to pester you.
You. If you are extremely heartless towards him, he probably won’t let you go.”
"He is kind-hearted and can control himself. Maybe he can really do it just to help me and be good to me without asking me to have the hope of marrying him in the future. He can even endure the suffering for my benefit and not destroy my relationship with him.
Ye Gui
Will I let him go when the time comes?"
The eldest lady was stunned.
Su Rong shook his head and said with certainty: "No, it's impossible for me to trample my sincerity under my feet when I clearly understand this sincerity. What's more, I'm not ruthless towards him, am I?
?”
She mocked herself, "You will reap what you sow. When I was in Jiangning County, I planted the cause with my own hands and plotted against him to make him fall in love with me. But at the same time, I also fell into it unknowingly.
I was moved by him. When I suddenly found out about my life experience, I went to hell and back, was seriously injured and was bedridden for several days. I thought that I would take my life to avenge my mother’s murder by Wei, and avenge me for being assassinated over the years.
, it was more important to go to Nanchu and sit in that position, so I came to Beijing without hesitation to visit the gate of the Protector's Mansion, and forced the old Protector to annul his marriage when he was unwilling. I thought that it was just a matter of time.
Love is not worth mentioning. This thing is dispensable. In the face of many big things, just feed it to the dog. Maybe the dog won't eat it, but I was wrong. This thing is like poison. Once it is stained, there is no cure.
"
She whispered: "Not only for Zhou Gu, but also for me."
"With Zhou Gu in front of me, I was attracted to him first. No matter how good it is to return to the snow tonight, although I am moved, I can't be more moved." She sighed helplessly, "Mother, do you think I am in such a state of mind?
, is it no longer appropriate to conclude an alliance with Ye Guixue through a marriage contract? Zhou Gu would rather not abandon the Qingyun Road paved for him by the Protector's Palace and the East Palace, but also follow me to Nanchu. How dangerous is Nanchu?
It's a dragon's pool and a tiger's den. Not only I know it, he went to the prince to read all the records of Nanchu, and he also knows it. So, even though he knows that the road ahead is full of thorns and dangers, he can do this for me, and even do more in the future.
Maybe there is still the danger of losing my life. If I don't know, that's fine. But now that I know, how can I remain indifferent? Even if I don't know now, I will still know that he went to Nanchu in the future. Is it possible that by then,
Do you regret it again?”
The eldest lady slowly sat down and nodded gently, "That's right. But..."
She hesitated, "But what should you do? Everyone can see that although Zhou Gu is good, he has not been tempered and needs to grow up. As long as you leave the capital, you will be in danger everywhere. You can't keep delaying
Why don't you go to Nanchu and wait for him to grow up? Besides, if you delay for a long time, you may have long nights and dreams, especially now that you have withdrawn from Ye Guixue's marriage, won't Ye Xiangfu not support you?"
Su Rong nodded, "Maybe."
The doctor said: "Hey, I think you shouldn't break off the engagement so quickly. You should make a decision after going to Nanchu."
Su Rong smiled and said, "You mean, I will first use Ye Guixue to achieve my own goals and then break off the engagement with him? Mother, haven't you taught me to be honest with others since I was a child and not to always do bad things and not be a good person?"
?"
The eldest lady coughed lightly and gave her a sharp look, "This is the moment. This is a life-threatening matter for you, how can you be careless? Whose child is loved by others? The Duke and Madam feel sorry for Zhou Gu, don't I feel sorry for you?
? If I had known this, I might as well not have told you. Without the support of Ye Xiangfu, wouldn’t you have tied your life to a human sword? "
"It's not like that." Su Rong was very single, "Anyway, the decision has been made, now let's take it one step at a time!"
The eldest lady sighed, "You have done everything, and this is all you can do."
She asked Su Rong, "Ye Guixue simply agreed to break off the engagement? I think he didn't treat you carelessly. He was always considerate and considerate. He only followed your orders. Although he was not as lively as Zhou Gu, he was very lovable."
Hi. With someone like him as your royal husband, you will be relaxed and not too tired. But Zhou Gu is different."
Su Rong shook his head, "He doesn't agree, but he is not Zhou Gu. We started with a marriage contract, which is not pure. He will understand how to adjust himself."
The eldest lady sighed, "Zhou Gu is too young. He may have an unstable temperament and too many variables. Secondly, he has not been tempered and is not stable enough. I don't know if he will be able to take on big things in the future. You put your treasure on him."
, it’s really a gamble.”
Su Rong said: "There's nothing I can do about it, mother. If I don't do some things now, I will definitely not do them in the future. I don't dare to bet on that eventuality."
"What if?"
"What if, after I secure my position in the future, I abandon Ye Guixue and instead want to look around, that would be too inhumane, wouldn't it?"
The eldest lady was speechless.
If that's the case, he's not just too human. He's afraid that he'll be criticized and scolded by others, and he'll be looked down upon by others no matter when he's done. Even if he's a king or an emperor.
