Hearing this question, Chi Jingyuan laughed and shook his head: "To be honest... I didn't bully others when I was in school, they would have laughed."
After finishing speaking, he said seriously: "I hate school violence very much. Even though I am not a nosy person, I will take the initiative to stop it if I encounter such a thing."
"It's a pity that you weren't in my school at that time."
Cui Xueli suddenly became interested in talking, pursed her lips, leaned on her arm, looked out the window but had no focus, and spoke her experience in a soft voice like telling a story:
"When I was in school, I was often bullied by my seniors. I don't know if it was because I looked cute or for some other reason. They hated me and would often give me orders and scold me. Once I resisted, my head was hit by them.
The feeling of being suffocated by the water when I was pressed into the bucket left me with a big shadow, which has caused me to be afraid of water now."
"After being a trainee for so many years, I still don't have many good friends. This has a lot to do with my own personality. Whether I speak or do things, I often don't consider other people's feelings. I just say what I want to do and say it directly.
I don’t care about the burden it brings to others from time to time..."
"But once your character has been developed, it's difficult to change it."
"This is even more true after my debut. It's hard to find people with whom I can talk and talk about my concerns. The people I meet are all smiling and enthusiastic. No one knows what they are thinking in their hearts. Some of them I think are mine.
I don’t know what my relatives and friends talk about me in private..."
Cui Xueli's tone was calm, as if she was not talking about herself, but Chi Jingyuan could hear sadness and some very complicated emotions in it.
He didn't interrupt, just listened quietly.
He seemed to know the origin of the loneliness and unevenness that Cui Xueli often showed before.
Her life as a child was not very happy. She was bullied and bullied, and she had very few friends and relatives. When she grew up, she really hoped to have some sincere friends. Unfortunately, she also knew very well that her personality was not very good, so she did not
Know who to trust and who not to trust.
A very contradictory girl.
"I heard that the FX members are very close to each other, and didn't you have a good relationship with Jung Soo Jung sunbaenim before?"
After silently listening to Cui Xueli's self-pity, Chi Jingyuan pondered in silence for a while, breaking the increasingly sentimental atmosphere.
"It's pretty good, but, how should I put it, between colleagues and good friends, I'm usually very harmonious, and my sisters also take good care of me, but there are some things that I can't say..."
Hearing Chi Jingyuan's question, Cui Xueli cheered up. After thinking about it for a while, she expressed her opinion.
Then she sighed again, as if recalling the previous things, her eyes lost focus: "As for Xiujing... we had a really good relationship in the past. We often practiced together and played together, but that was all
It was before my debut."
"It started to look a little different after one or two years after debuting. She and I are both 94, and we have the same position in the group. We even have the same plans to develop into the film and television industry. She and I have to work almost everywhere.
In the face of competition, the company only has so many resources, and it cannot be evenly matched, so..."
"Even though we had a good relationship before, there is actually no conflict now. It's just that we are not as close as before, and sometimes it seems a little strange."
"I know."
Chi Jingyuan nodded to express understanding.
The situations in many teams are similar. Thinking of EXO, Chi Jingyuan can easily understand Cui Shirley's feelings.
The two of them didn't say anything after that. They each leaned against the window on one side and looked out the window quietly. However, as they revealed some of the words in their hearts, Cui Shirley looked a little more relaxed than before.
It didn't take long before I arrived near the fx dormitory. There were fans or paparazzi squatting at the door of the popular group's dormitory, so I stopped not far away.
"Then I'll leave first."
"Bye-Bye."
When it was time to say goodbye, Cui Xueli seemed to come to life again, and the lively smile returned to her face. After she opened the car door, she did not get out directly, but turned around after stretching her legs halfway, her eyes were unusually bright in the dark.
, looked at Chi Jingyuan with a smile:
"So are we familiar now?"
Chi Jingyuan also laughed, looked into the other person's eyes with intent, and took the initiative to extend his right hand: "What do you think?"
"Tch..." Cui Xueli looked a little disdainful, but she stretched out her hand and gave her a hard slap. She raised the corner of her mouth and snorted at Chi Jingyuan. She walked out and closed the car door. She put on her mask and stood there.
Wave to him in the car.
“…”
Chi Jingyuan chuckled and shook his head. After Park Jae-hyun started the car, he still saw Cui Xueli standing there in the rearview mirror, waving at the back of the car until he could no longer see it.
…………
Counting from the official release of the album on the 5th, this week is the official first week of EXO's comeback. Starting from "Show Champion" on the 7th, all singing programs will be on every day.
I finished recording m!c yesterday, and today it’s Music Bank’s turn again.
When EXO arrived at the KBS parking lot in two nanny cars and walked down from the side door to enter the TV station, the fans who had been waiting there erupted in screams like a mountain and a tsunami.
“Ahhh, exoexoexo!!”
"yuan oppa look at me oppa! Ahhh!"
"oppa salang heyyo!"
At a glance, a large number of fans stood in dense square formations at the side entrance of KBS. Several light yellow warning tapes blocked them on both sides of the road, leaving only a gap of about one meter in the middle for the artists to walk.
.
As soon as they saw EXO arriving, the security personnel nearby immediately became nervous. First, their ears were startled by the deafening shouts, and then they rushed to the side of the crowd. Looking at the crumbling warning tapes under the excited fans, sweat broke out on their foreheads.
Fans of many groups have the habit of standing in front of the TV station to support when their idols are recording singing shows while commuting to and from get off work, but usually there are not so many people and they are not so crazy.
The warm-up stage on August 1st was okay. Since EXO's reissued album "Roar" was officially released on August 5th, after a few days of preparation, their first week of singing schedule officially started. Every time they come to the TV station, After get off work, it is a good day for staff and security guards.
As long as there is a singing show in which EXO participates, the number of fans cheering at the door will be several times more than usual, and most of them look like young students. When they see their idols arriving, they will be a little excited and unable to control their emotions.
Every time at this time, security guards have to stand guard outside the fan group, for fear that something bad will happen.
Feeling the volcano-like hot atmosphere of the huge number of fans next to them, the security guards wiped the sweat from their faces and couldn't help but curse in their hearts: "Are these fans crazy? I didn't realize that EXO has so much charm.
ah……"
"Also, don't they have to go to work or go to school? Ai Xi..."